It's where my demons hide

We're not friends. I don't make friends. So no, don't be nice to me. I've got a name. And an age and even a location where I used to live. But no, I won't tell you.

[andrewt-white]

maybe rough and passionate will jog her memory

[andrewt-white]

happy fathers day! ;)

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Umm.......

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She told me something about numbers.. like a 2.4 or something like that…. And that you and her know just about everything there is to know about me..

[andrewt-white]

2.5. It's my level. Yours is a 3 which means you're more dangerous than I am.

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Umm.......

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I think that was her name…

Yeah….

[andrewt-white]

Did she tell you anything else about me? About us...?

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Umm.......

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I see…

Wait! This blonde chick told me about you….

[andrewt-white]

It must've been Aria.

Did she tell you I'm your boyfriend...?

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Umm.......

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Wow, cool.

Um……… uh….. not.. not really…

[andrewt-white]

I'm... I'm Andrew.

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Umm.......

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Oh….. is it short for something? It’s kinda pretty.

I think everything’s alright. My head hurts a bit, though.

[andrewt-white]

It's short for Emilia. Your name...

Do you know who I am...?

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Umm.......

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Uh…..

Who’s Em?

[andrewt-white]

That would be you...

What's wrong...?

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Umm.......

[andrewt-white]

Hey Em... Are you okay?

I've heard some fucked up things today.

[andrewt-white]

Emilia's dead, Alexis is dead, your baby is dead, you can't keep anything, can you?

Fuck you.

[andrewt-white]

ask aria shes the one that found emilia half dead by the lake

I swear to God, if you're lying...

[andrewt-white]

Can I go home now?

I miss my rat.

[andrewt-white]

emilias hurt

I would've heard about it by now if it was true.

[andrewt-white]

emilias dead

And I'm Santa Claus. Fuck you.

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Another Night ||Andrelia

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Emilia heard footsteps coming up from behind her and it made her want to cut more into her skin, but the voice that belonged to the footsteps made her stop. It was Andrew. More tears rolled down her cheeks and her head was bowed so she didn’t have to look at him “Get away!” She choked out, feeling her heart start to tear in two when she said it.

Hearing him pretty much beg her not to do anymore harm to herself made her stop. She was so naive sometimes. Finally turning her head, she looked over at Andrew. They were bot crying, unable to control their emotions. “I-I-I am so s-sorry…” She said quietly, and let the shard drop out of her hand.

[andrewt-white]

Andrew couldn't even say anything. When Emilia dropped the shard he took the opportunity and hurried to pull her against him and hug her. He hadn't cried like that since the whole baby situation but it felt good to do it while holding on to his living, breathing girlfriend. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry...", he said in between sobs. Andrew held on to Emilia in despair and just wished it had all been a dream... a nightmare.

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Another Night ||Andrelia

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Emilia gasped. Andrew, he was… She couldn’t breathe for a few seconds, but soon she was coughing, feeling her wind pipes take in as much air they could. When he let her go, she fell weakly to her knees and her coughing slowly stopped. She couldn’t look up at Andrew. She ducked around him and ran to the kitchen, picking up a piece of the broken glass on the way out.

She was running down the path and stopped when she reached a giant rock at the end of it that overlooked the ocean view. She was sobbing and trying to catch her breath at the same time. Clutching her head in her hands, she screamed loudly, again and again to get the rest of her rage out. But after rage came despair and sorrow. Her eyes glanced down at the shard in her hand and noticed that it left a few small cuts in her palm. Her mind drew blank and she pressed the shard to her wrist and moved it slowly, only managing to make a small cut and watched as a thin red line of blood started to appear.

[andrewt-white]

Andrew saw Emilia fall down on the floor but he couldn't react, he couldn't move to help her. Only when she ran away from him and he heard the first screams did he woke up to reality and realized his eyes were soaked in tears. "Emilia!", he screamed and ran after her, hoping he could find her. He didn't know where she had gone so he just followed the trail away from his house and wished she would make some noise so that he could find her.

A scream. "Emilia", he said and ran towards where the sound had come. He finally found her and stood a few feet away from her. "Em, don't do that. Please", he tried to reason with her without scaring her away but he was full on crying now and he couldn't control his tone.

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Another Night ||Andrelia

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Emilia’s rage levels just went higher and higher with every word he spat at her. “As a matter off act, Andrew, I am crazy!” She shouted back at him, tears no longer staining her cheeks. She tried everything she could to block out his words, but that one sentence made her snap. I would’ve killed you alone with that babyechoed in her mind over and over again.

The next few seconds were a blur; all she knew was that her hand was stinging. It took her a little bit for her mind to catch up, but she soon realized she did something she never thought she would do… She just slapped Andrew right across the face. How could she even do that? She couldn’t control what she did when she was angry…

[andrewt-white]

When Andrew felt Emilia's hand on his face he almost couldn't believe it. What he did next was just a reaction as breathing. He grabbed Emilia by her neck and shoved her against the nearest wall, hatred going through his eyes. His heart was racing like never before and his breath was out of control. For a split second his hand didn't move away from her neck. For a split second Emilia was Evanna. For a split second he wanted to kill her. But after that split second he realized what he was doing and he got his hand away from Emilia just like he had just got burnt.

He was shocked. The only person he had swore never to hurt was struggling to breathe in front of him.