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@angavaria
i do not encourage eating disorders, sh or any self destructive habits. this blog is simply a safeplace for me to vent and share posts.
if you're in recovery, please leave<3!!!!!
my blog contains food logs, casual venting, probably oversharing, ed memes etc.
updated 9/2025
i'm 18, i've had ed on/off since i was 13
i've been on tumblr since 2021, my previous acc got deleted and i've had this one since 2022
my stats:
I romanticize tf out of my life when I'm coping in unhealthy ways
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
one step back doesn't delete all my progress
my upper arms are so huge compared to the rest of my body i'm going insane
neeeeed to have skinny arms and hands
i've been consistently losing weight troughout september, which i'm happy about.
restricting has been easier since my boyfriend has been studying for exams and i haven't been able to see him
anyways his exams are over now and i'm terrified bc we are probably gonna eat high cal foods together and i don't want to lose all my progress!!
he knows i've had ed, but he doesn't know it never actually left
i'm excited to hang out with him again, but i have to get creative so he doesn't suspect anything 😭 i also can't wait to lose enough weight for him to notice
once again was not active in tumblr or edtwt for a year, but i've lost 5kg and i'm so back
now i'm going on a following spree to find new active accs :p
Feeling full makes me feel dirty and disgusting
i feel so disgusting why do i eat when no one is making me
you want me sooooo bad(delusional)
I want to be light enough he can pick me up with no effort, I want him to be surprised at how easy it is
broke my 62h fast with 400cal, im starting again now! going for atleast 24h maybe more if i feel good
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
fuck this ed *binges*
ugh im so fat *starves*
i wish i hated food
i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating
i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out
i hate constantly fighting myself
was in "recovery" for a year, back here now :p
