Louisse Angela Autor

hi :))

[angelaautor]

What is your dream in life?

     My dream in life is to be a nurse, a successful person and do all the things that I want to achieve that can make me happy and do the things that I haven't done before. Ever since, I want to become a nurse because my fave author “maxinejiji” is a nurse and she really inspires me to become one. Whenever I see nurses on the street it makes me jealous but it really motivates me to become one of them. Also, I want to buy a house for us, for my mom and me because I promised her that one day we will have a house that was really ours. I know that God will help me to achieve all of those dreams that I want to achieve in life. 

Hi diary,

   I'm so tired today even though I didn't do anything all day, I just slept for how many hours and watched anime. It’s just sad that I can’t go to my cousin’s birthday tomorrow at the resort but it's okay because we'll meet on Sunday.

[angelaautor]

March 25, 2021

Dear diary, 

     I wasn't able to attend the class because I woke up late but I fell asleep again and I only woke up when janerose’s dad called. I just did the same routine, watching kdrama and doing all the chores.

[angelaautor]

March 24, 2021 (Wednesday)

      I went to the Larawan Studio in the morning to accompany my cousin to take a picture for her school ID and after that we went home immediately. In the afternoon, I watched the discussion video and the short clip movie of Tanging Yaman. It was a heartwarming movie because it has a lot of lessons that you can learn and how the family is trying to correct all the mistakes that are committed. Faith is really important in the family and it can help us to make things right. Know how to forgive and be a better person. 

Then, I spent my time watching tiktok videos and I washed the laundry again because my grandmother told me that there was no water tomorrow until friday. I need to be ready tomorrow because I have to fetch water from the well and for me to do that I need to save my energy. Sleepwell, everyone!!

[angelaautor]

“APO”

         The second video touched me the most because I can relate to the situation. The video showed how loving grandparents they are to their grandson. Their love towards him is very genuine and since he's a kid, they are there to support, guide and provide all the needs that he wants. Like me, since I was in grade 8 level my grandparents are the one who take care of me until now. As they get older, they still working hard to provide the needs for their grandchildren and I really appreciated that. The love of our grandparents are unconditional kung sa bisaya pa “wala juy makalupig sa ilang paghigugma sa atoa”. 

Hi diary,

   I just slept all day and nothing really happened today. Have a goodnight, everyone!!

[angelaautor]

Love Language

My love language is Act of Service and I agree with the result. Ever since, I am the one who does all the responsibilities in the house like chores. I show my love for them by helping without complaining about anything. It makes me happy doing all the chores because it’s my specialty and sometimes I prefer to do my duties without telling me what to do, and I really prefer that. Actually, it's nice to do something for someone you cared about but sometimes I get tired of doing that because they keep relying on me. But, it is okay for me because I really understand them that they have no one else to trust or rely on but me. 

[angelaautor]

DAY 9

February 4, 2021 (Thursday)

Hi diary,

Today is our last session for PerDev sub and our exam day!!! I woke up early to study but I can’t focus because my niece keeps bothering me to play with her early in the morning hahahahaha. While I was taking the exam ay pinapakain ko rin siya, y’know tita duties haha multitasking ganern. Then, for the whole afternoon I just watched k-drama again :)) Have a goodnight, everyone!! 

[angelaautor]

DAY 8

February 3, 2021 (Wednesday)

Hi diary,

     Today is Wednesday. I just did the same daily routine, nothing happened actually. I just watched anime for the whole afternoon and do some chores.

Pause for a Thought

What makes you happy? When are you happy?

There are many things that can makes me feel happy. I am that type of person who laughs everyday at small things.  It makes me happy when I spend my time with my family, hanging out with friends, when I find something funny, watching anime or k-drama but what makes me really happier is foods (food is lyf mga mamsh). I am happy when I do the things that I want.

Who are the people closest to you? How often do you talk to them? Why do you consider them your closest relationships?

The person who is closest to me is my cousin on my father's side, it is because we grew up together since birth. We talk everyday, share some chika’s and she’s the one who I can share everything and she’s the opposite one because she don’t want to tell me everything (pilian lang daw ana siya) hahahaha but it’s okay I don’t really mind. I considered her as my closest person because I trust her, she knows everything about me and we’ve been together through ups and down. 

[angelaautor]

Day 7

February 2, 2021 (Tuesday)

Hi diary,

 I woke up late again today and our class will start at 10am. I ate my breakfast today and attend the class at 10am. After the class, we have the oral recitation but in a way of sending a letter of encouragement that was assigned to us and then I slept around 3 in the afternoon. 

 Pause for a Thought

 Why is the brain considered as a superior even to the most powerful computer?

 The brain was considered as a superior even to the most powerful computer because the brain controls everything in our body and the brain of the computer derives from the brain of the human being.

 Is it possible to combine the capabilities of your two brain hemisphere? How will these affect your ability to learn? 

 Yes, it is possible because both capabilities will become as one to have a good result and to improve or strengthen our learnings . It allows us to perform any task. 

[angelaautor]

DAY 6

February 1, 2021 (Monday)

Hi diary, 

I woke up late today and my ears is hurting like hell because my position when I slept is really uncomfortable. In the afternoon, I got annoyed to my niece because she don't want to eat her lunch and keeps crying but it's okay I know how to handle her. 

Pause for a Thought

What situation do you consider as positive stress? As negative stress? 

The situation that I consider as positive stress is when I have a low score in my exam or quizzes and found out that it is the same to my classmates or friends. It's because I have "karamay" hahahaha it already makes me happy (lipay na kayko bahalag ingana akong score) hahahahaha and hanging out with my friends face to face. There are many situations that I consider as negative stress like family problems or issues, financial, etc and I know that everything's gonna be fine.

Are you aware of your tipping point when it comes to stress? 

Yes, and I can barely control my emotions but when I'm already at my limit I just cry it out until I'm tired to cry na huhu :(( but it really helps me to pagawas my gibati and motivates me to continue.

[toukatan]

i’m just glad we survived again. it’s not very fair to the others but… you guys are special to me.

[angelaautor]

DAY 5

January 31, 2021 (Sunday)

Hi diary,

I woke up early because my cousin Angeline wake me up and then I helped her in making her advocacy video in our PT. In the afternoon, me and my groupmates continue filming our video. In the evening, my uncle decided to take me home already because it's already 10pm.

PAUSE FOR A THOUGHT

"Kamusta na ba ako sa aking pagtahak as ADOLESCENT"?

Well, as an adolescent I've been living my life normally. Yes, there are some problems that I encounter but I faced them with my bravery and surpass it. Ayokong maging "nega" dahil alam kong lalamunin lang ako nito. I'm still exploring my journey and hoping more adventures to come.

What are some things that I have done in childhood that I'm not doing anymore?

I think the outdoor activities. The games that I play when I was a child is like "chinese garter, jackstone, patentero, bato-lata, etc" and I used to play that games everyday with my friends. It was really fun back then and I remember those days. But today, I prefer to stay at home and doing nothing hahahahahaha :))

[angelaautor]

Day 4

January 30, 2021 (Saturday)

Hi diary,

Last saturday, I wasn't able to write my diary because I was so tired in my cousin's birthday celebration. Were just having fun and when we go home I filmed my part in our PT.

[angelaautor]

DAY 3

January 29, 2021 (Friday)

Hi diary,

It’s me, I’m here to chika myday u'know pero wala namang ganap ang nangyari ngayon as usual ganun paden. We didn't have a discussion today but my groupmates and I meet in the messenger through video call to discussed our PT.  After that, I spent my time facing in my laptop for the whole day. Have a goodnight, everyone!!!

[angelaautor]

January 28, 2021

Hi diary,

Today is another day. I woke up at 9am and I thought that I was late in my class but luckily we don't have a synchronous session and only asynchronous activity. So, I just watched k-drama until 12 noon and ate my brunch because I don't usually eat breakfast then wash the dishes. After that, I watched anime for how many hours and started to do the asynchronous activity. 

Have you ever met a person who seems to be complex that is difficult to fully understand him/her? What makes this a person a complex character?

Yes, I have met a person that it’s difficult to understand and I’ve known him for how many years. He is the person who is caring, loving, kind and he has a side that is very protective when it comes to me. We get along very well but when my father died everything’s changed, he became more possessive to me. There are times that he will get mad at me even though I didn’t do anything or when I can’t reply to him or answer his calls immediately, he will block me. Everything I said seems a joke for him because he thinks that I didn’t care or no one cares about him anymore even though it’s not true. It’s so difficult to understand him and I can’t really predict his actions to the point that I break down when I don’t know how to deal with him anymore but still I try to understand him because I know that I’m the only one he can talk to.  As time went by, I realized why he has that complex character. That is when I finally accepted him and tried to understand him at all times because we both know that we always got each other’s back. When I listened to the song “Forgiveness” by Matthew West, I think it’s the best for us to forgive someone and yes, it’s easy to say but it’s hard to do it because that person hurts you. It doesn’t mean that he/she forgives you, you will forget it but learn it as a lesson. Make it as a lesson learned. Let go of the grudge you're feeling on a person, it will only trap yourself from that mistake. You deserve to free yourself. 

[angelaautor]

January 27, 2021 (Wednesday)

Hi diary,

Today was our first meeting with Ms. Jecille our Personal Development teacher. I am interested about this subject and I like the way she teach because she told us to accept who we are and I find her friendly and approachable person. During the discussion, Ms. Jecille asked us to draw something that represents ourselves and I draw a pillow because I'm that person who you can rely to or if you had a rough day you can tell me everything you want to tell me and I'm here always to listen and you can lay your head on me to rest or to cry. After the session, I watched anime for the whole afternoon and do some chores. Have a goodnight everyone!!!