Angela

Huge arms and thunder thighs. Reach me at [email protected]

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24 November 2018

Even on worst days, I’ll still be happy with you;

You are my life for three years and counting.

Happy Anniversary. Mahal kita.

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‪"Holding yourself to an impossible standard is toxic to your sanity and self-worth." ‬

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People on Social Media

Perfect family, perfect life, perfect work, perfect everything. Do not be fooled. Not everything you see on Facebook/IG is real. Some wants people to see that they’re happy and contented with their lives when in fact they are not. Some simply wants attention. Some shows optimism/positive attitude but in real life they are stressed nags af. Maybe what they posts are how they want their lives to be/to be seen? ‬ Getting positive feedbacks about your so called “perfect social media life” won’t make you genuinely happy. Instead, try to fix your life and your attitude in discreet and you’ll feel loose and contented. You’ll feel better.‬ Show kindness not just on social media but also in real life. Be kind to your family not just to your friends. Stop faking almost everything.

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24 SEPTEMBER 2018

34th month.

You always make me happy, Kim Angelo.

Je t’aime.

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16 SEPTEMBER 2018

To my main who has also been my best friend for almost three years and counting, my partner in crime, my worst enemy (as in!!!!!!!!!), happy happy birthday! Regardless of how worst the tests life will cast, please keep standing to be my man.

Lately, I’ve been so guarded about us on social media cos I don’t want to fake the reality and to pretend to be “goals” just for people to see as what many does. Unflawed relationship doesn’t exist except on social media. All I want is to enjoy life with you and live truthfully no matter how good or bad we are or we’ll be going through. I guess this is part of maturity? When you realize that all that matters is the actuality of life as a couple and not about those perfectly filtered posts. Let’s enjoy the real life rather than the stories that our mind creates, aye?

I appreciate every single thing that you do just to make me happy and comfortable. You know how weak and scaredy-cat I am and you really take extra effort. Your courting stage in truth didn’t end, I guess. Hahaha. You are the best, my main. You are the best in all angles.

You may not have acquired yet the life you dreamt of but I know in time, you will. Hand in hand, we will achieve the success we aim for and no one will leave and get left behind in the process, I promise. It may be difficult and may take up a great deal of time but I know it will all be worth it, mon amour. People do have their on phasing in life and so we do. We don’t have to rush things—we have to work and wait patiently, and trust His plans.

I’ve been the worst lately (we both know that) and I thank God for blessing me the most understanding and strong person that I could ever have. I’ve been so shitty and all and yet you still managed to hang on. I can’t thank you enough for your persistence, patience and calmness in dealing with me, my love.

These words aren’t enough to show you how much I love you but I let all these out anyway to let you know the things I wanted to say. Again, happy happy birthday. Cheers to travel plans we’ll achieve in the next months and/or years, to mild to severe fights and problems we’ll win over, to constant love, and to genuine happiness! Mahal kita.

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GOING 15 MONTHS WITH MY MAIN

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20th of March 2015

I was about to tell you everything. Everything including the feelings that are hidden, the words that shouldn’t be said out, the pain when you omitted me off of your life. I was too loud, too emotional and all. That was all to close to it.

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Focusing on being in a relationship?

If you are thinking that why do all of your peers do have their lovelife and there you are, spending everyday alone, having no one to celebrate Valentines with, feeling crestfallen about it, then, you are locking yourself to something that's not worthy to be fretted on.

If you feel so eager to go on a relationship, you will not find one. Relationship is not something to be waited on, instead, it is something that comes into our lives naturally. According to Bianca G-Intal, be free of any desperation for love and start spending time pursuing your passion. By doing this, when love comes, I swear, it will last. Some things are deserving or righteous to be waited on and remember that love is.

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PAANO BA 'TO?! How to Survive Growing Up by Bianca Gonzalez

I find this book really inspiring although I'm just halfway through it. People who are suffering from awful challenges or who are just in an unadorned life, this book is perfect for you! Bianca G-Intal's really a quick-witted person to have an idea like this one. She gave those people who are dispirited to come off and give life a life. A book worth-reading, I swear!

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Forever Mantra

"Let go of the sun at the day's end"

I've read this on a site and I just want it to share with you. It really inspired me a lot. Something worth reading.

"Sometimes looking at a sunset as beautiful as this can make me sad.  Strange, right?  It may be because I am dreading the next day and what it will bring or it may be because the present day is so perfect I don’t want to let it go.  Those perfect days are wrapped in the warmth of the summer sun with cool evening breezes that glide across the water and evaporate the dewy moisture on your sun-kissed skin.  They make you wish they would last forever, suspended in time.

But, if I can’t learn to let go of the sunset, I won’t get to see the sunrise.  Even if I am dreading the following day, there will still be a sunrise and a sunset. And, they will still be amazing miracles in and of themselves, something to be marveled and appreciated.   A reason to be.

Today’s Mantra: Today I will try to remember to enjoy the moment for what it is – beautiful – and that letting go of it also carries the promise of a new day, a new sunrise and a new sunset … and new miracles."

(Disclaimer: This article is from creativitysparkslife----a website that I can't go back to because I forgot the whole URL, and from that, I couldn't share the website)

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I miss you.

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October 25-27, 2014

With my main clique! Spent three days and two nights in Baguio City. Beautiful days for such comely people to spend time with. :-)

(late post x)

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I'm sure everything will go as planned. Just enjoy every bit of it, i wish you all the best and good luck :) <3

Your words... Just in time that I need those. I will. A million thanks ♥

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PARTII. he learned to appreciate stuffs related to his field. He's now working at Guevarra's and he's loving it. In fact he was motivated to study again, culinary (?) I asked him how he became 'this' type of person compared how he was before. He said, the experiences along the way helped him a lot. from realizations to skills.everything :) So i guess it'll be the same with you or rather with us (cause i'm kinda feeling the same way) i hope this helped cheer you up even in the tiniest way. :)

Hi, yes it did. I hope I would end up the same way as he did. Motivation like this... that feeling. Thank you so much! ♥ I never thought someone would reply... Haha thanks again :-) 

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Hi! i've read your last post, i just thought i'd share something with you :) My cousin's an HRM graduate and he literally felt the same way before. Specially pertaining to someone like him, he wasn't really the type who thinks about his future that much. After graduating, he felt exactly the same. He got his first job at Starbucks but sooner than expected ended his contract just cause he wasn't feeling it daw. what a shame. but eventually (waiiit there's still part II hehe)