Aug 4, 2025
its not "just school"
the agony of waking up and wishing u didnt, the daunting long crowded train ride while u slowly dissociated, the painful goodbye of your house...The painful stoned, absent-minded, just sitting while counting for the hours to past. The sunken feeling knowing no matter how much you try to connect with your new peers, they dont compare to the old friends you crave.. The emptiness u feel realising your youth is drained from such meaningless days. Knowing everything has changed yet the cycle of going through the motions continue.
