I really miss the girl who caught my eye the first time I saw her. The girl who cared more for others than herself. The girl who was the life of the party. The girl who loved hugs. The girl who hated holding hands. The girl who was always asking for cuddles. The girl who used to cook with me, who I used to sleep next to, make coffee to, watch TV, and play PlayStation with. The girl who called me baby. The girl who used to finish my lyrics while we sang in the shower. The girl who doesn't know how to bake a cake. The girl who has the funniest socks. The girl who makes weird voices and knows how to imitate a lot of animals. The girl who was so sensitive to smells that she could throw up. The girl who melts every time she sees a baby or a dog. The girl who used to take the best photos without even trying. The girl who is scared of monsters and sometimes couldn't sleep at night because of it. The girl who is interested in every topic and knows tons of random facts. I miss the girl who used to be my best friend, my ride or die, my travel buddy, my love.
Does she still exist? I think yes, just not like this in my life. I tried to give her the love I knew at the time; I thought that was the way to love someone. Thanks to her, I know there's more to show and to do when it comes to love, and I've learnt so much about it when she left.
Do I regret loving her? No, I just regret not doing enough, and that is what hurts the most, but I believe that I will never lose someone again because I didn't show my love the right way.
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