I just ended up here

READ THE PINNED POST 18+(!!!) Active 2022 I talk in the tags a lot. Pro-recovery.

[angelicburiedbones]

Hi, please read

Oh look, it’s a pinned post!

Don’t report me, just block if this isn’t your cup of tea. I’m not proana, I just need a place where I can write all this down and not feel so alone in it.

Lgbtqphobes, terfs, racists, fatphobes, and other forms of arseholes - DNI

Minors - please block me if I accidentally follow you. I will block you if you follow me. I know that you can have EDs at any age but as an adult I feel uncomfortable with you following me. ”Secondary” post interaction is fine but please don’t follow me/let me follow you!

Don’t follow me if you don’t already have an ED or are in recovery, I don’t condone this.

About me:

I’m in my early 20’s

Pronouns: she/her

You can call me Goldie if you wanna

European

A homo🏳️‍🌈 (femme lesbian)

Not diagnosed with ed

:/

Backup: AngelicBuriedBoness

Tags for navigation/blocking:

# recipes/food = self explanatory

# workout = also self explanatory

# 🌟asks = yea,,,asks

# harm reduction = also self explanatory

# goldie’s incoherent = vents/rants kind of

# just nonsense = jokey posts etc nonsense

# calendar = how many cals I had during the day/food log

# CAT!!!❤️ = cat content

Stats:

Height: 167cm/5’6”

HW: 124kg/273lbs (or more)

LW: 83,9kg/185lbs (April 2022)

SW: 123,5kg/272.3lbs (28th of June, 2021)

CW: 96,3kg/212.3lbs (24th of September)

I have GWs at every weight that ends with 0 (and 5) and won’t bother to write them all here

GW: 60kg/132lbs

UGW: 55kg/121lbs

[1800kittylvr]

i'm like "i want to kill my self" *reblogs cute stuff*

[aprilthebookqueen]

Please remember that disorders and disabilities exist on spectrums and no one’s experience is ever the same as someone else’s. What I mean by this is just because you see someone else with a disorder or disability able to do something, it doesn’t mean others with that disorder or disability aren’t trying hard enough if they can’t do that thing.

It’s also normal for abilities to vary day to say. Just because someone did something one day doesn’t mean they aren’t trying as hard a day they can’t accomplish the same thing.

(Side note that a lot of times, we push ourselves beyond what we’re safely capable of due to pressure and just because we can technically do something doesn’t mean it isn’t hurting us.)

[traumasurvivors]

Full offence, but if you need someone to reveal their personal trauma to you in order for you to decide if their trauma is valid enough for you, you deserve to step on a lego every day when you wake up.

[angelicburiedbones]

Seeing a stray cat colony on TT is how I get through my day

[flowerghoul666]

-oop

[sorrydontdeserveit]

Me: I want to be so thin that people worry

Friends/family: *Starts worrying*

Me: No wait stop I’m not skinny yet

[blasianyaomomo-deactivated20220]

@ mutuals rb this w how tall you are i wanna know

i’m 4’11

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

[angelicburiedbones]

Why does peanut butter have so many cals??? Why????

It’s not fair

[toastbutteregg]

[kimreesesdaughter]

May you NEVER be in a position to not afford your rent!

Sending good vibes to everyone with rent, utilities and more bills than bills! Better days are ahead.

[angelicburiedbones]

Hi, friends

So I haven’t been here continuously since may

I’m alive

I’ve gained a lot (heck)

So here I am again, back into this hole

[angelicburiedbones]

About my summer job…

Cons:

Having mealtime be the only break, people comment if you don’t eat “enough”

Eating like a starved wolf because physical labour makes you faint if you don’t eat and drink

No energy after work

The protective clothing is so so warm

Having to wake up at the buttcrack of dawn

Pros:

Lots of exercise, all the time

I get to be among pretty plants

My colleague (see below) is adorable

[saintsebastiensbf]

there’s a special kind of grief you feel towards yourself when you’ve been mentally ill for as long as you remember. you see ppl saying they long to return to their old self but you don’t have an old self, or if there was, you can’t remember it. ur “old self” was a child. this self is all you’ve ever known. then there’s the fear that comes with trying to find out who you are without your mental illnesses, it’s all new to you and you don’t know if you’ll like who you’ll be

[burgrs]

*petting my cat* please cure my depression cat: *prrbhbphr* me: thanks

[ouroborosmotifs]

she’s a 10 but she thinks her dreams are symbolic of something that is deeply intrinsically wrong with her