RACHEL GARDNER

a n g e l i c.

[rpxmusings]

         It’s a  brand  new  day                                                   and the sun is high                                                   all the birds are 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓰                                                                                                 THAT YOU’RE GONNA  D I E

[rpxmusings]

                        I’M ONLY HUMAN   ————    I BLEED when I FALL DOWN                        I’M ONLY HUMAN   ————    I CRASH and I BREAK DOWN

[worthwriiting]

dear mom.     i’m sorry.   i really am.  i tried to better, i did,   but this world, people don’t stay good in it, not anymore.                  i’m still trying, i swear.

[savcmc]

Dancing’s Not A Crime :: Zach + Ray

[angelicdemises]

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“Eh?” Zach questioned as Ray suddenly piped up. “What fucking beat?” This is literally no music playing and Zach was sure that the couple on TV didn’t hear music cause they didn’t have a radio or anything near by. Zach pursed his lips as he tried to think of how the couple had danced before he quickly pulled Ray closer to him and spun really fast. // @angelicdemises​

“exactly, we need a beat.” rachel deadpanned before letting out a small squeak at the sudden shift in pace that zach had decided on, holding onto the taller boy tightly to ensure she wouldn’t be launched away or anything. sometimes zach didn’t even know his own strength truly! ( @thewaitiskillingme​ )

[savcmc]

Dancing’s Not A Crime :: Zach + Ray

[angelicdemises]

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Continued From Here

Zach couldn’t help but grumble as he looked at the smaller girl. “Look, I watched this movie earlier and the main couple did this thing and I want to do it with you,” Zach stated. “So stay still and don’t laugh at me.” With that, Zach lifted Ray up easily and placed her feet on his. She was still pretty short compared to him but he didn’t care as he started awkwardly shuffling his feet back and forth, holding Ray to him. “… This is fucking stupid.” // @angelicdemises

despite the protest from zach, rachel actually seemed quite content. “dancing is a lot more than just moving around. you gotta sway to the beat.” she advised calmly, offering the boy an encouraging smile. ( @thewaitiskillingme​ )

[angelicdemises]

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜ [Zach -> Rachel]

Rachel appeared unusually shy about the request, but there was no way she could refuse such an innocent request.“Of course, zach.” she reassured with a small smile before softly beginning to sing. She really hoped it would make him feel better.( zach // @thewaitiskillingme )

[angelicdemises]

❝ i’ll make sure nothing bad happens to you. ❞ ( susie / tcnxbris )

“What could possible happen to me exactly?” rachel inquired curiously. She couldn’t imagine anything worse than what she had gone through before.( susie // @tcnxbris )

[angelicdemises]

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜ [Zach -> Rachel]

blue eyes blinked slowly at the comment before reaching up and feeling a strand of her own hair. “Oh, is it really that soft?” she mused.( zach // @thewaitiskillingme )

[angelicdemises]

“You. A being of pure sunlight. Me. A being of pure garbage." [Zach -> Rachel]

the blonde let out a huff, a look of disapproval on her features as she poked his chest. “Zaaaach, i told you not to talk like that. You are wonderful to me always.”( zach // @thewaitiskillingme )

[angelicdemises]

“You adorable fucker I swear to god.” [Zach -> Rachel]

rachel snorted at his choice of words as he held his hand a bit tighter. “that is so, romantic?” she questioned, but she was flattered nevertheless. she knew zach had trouble expressing his feelings in a way most would consider normal, but to rachel, it was nothing less than endearing. ( zach // @thewaitiskillingme )

[angelicdemises]

❝ I will tickle you into the next universe you bitch. ❞ ( bee / slimcsea )

“you wouldn’t dare-” rachel countered, though for once not seriously, but a bit more leisurely. it was difficult to be distant with someone like bee, who reminded her of the literal personification of honey. ( bee // @slimcsea )

[angelicdemises]

❝ does seeing me fail somehow make you feel better about your sad, miserable life? ❞ ( eun bi song )

“Not particularly no, should it?” Rachel replied with her usual blank expression on her features. She may or may not have taken things too literally. ( eunbi // @nscmnia )

[angelicdemises]

“Aw, you look like a kid. How cute.” ( cam / @aprlfool )

“I’m not that short, you are just exceptionally tall.” Rachel mused, blinking up at the boy as she took in their height difference. She didn’t consider herself terribly short, but with those like Cameron and Zach, she was slightly second guessing herself. ( @aprlfool // cameron )

[savcmc]

Keep Reading, Keep Keep Reading :: Zach + Ray

[angelicdemises]

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Zach gave a nod as he followed where she was pointing and took the book out of its place. He looked at the front cover and squinted a bit as he tried to make out the words before just giving a sigh and smiling at Ray. He’s getting better at reading, but he’s not quite there. “Here.” He handed the book to Ray and gave a bit of a sheepish smile as he rubbed the back of his neck. “Could you read it to me?” // @angelicdemises

Rachel offered a smile at his words as she nodded a bit enthusiastically. “Of course, Zach.” She agreed as she sat on the couch nearby and patted the spot next to her for him to join her. ( @thewaitiskillingme​ // zach )

[angelicdemises]

“Let me reach that for you.” [Zach :: @thewaitiskillingme]

Rachel offered a slight smile as she nodded. “Thank you. I was reaching for that book over there.” She explained to him. The blonde did truly appreciate these small gestures of care he displayed for her. ( @thewaitiskillingme // zach )

[angelicdemises]

“Isn’t there something unnatural about the way they smile? Doesn’t it freak you out?” ( venus mcflytrap / @frkyflws )

“Not particularly. Should it freak me out?” Rachel inquired, peering at Venus with her sky blue eyes, rather blankly might I add. She didn’t see anything out of the ordinary- though perhaps her own form of ordinary was one to be questioned all considering the experiences she had undergone. ( @frkyflws // venus )

[angelicdemises]

“I’m glad you were here with me.” ( jaewon / @slimcsea )

“Why would that be?” Rachel couldn’t help but question. It was simply her nature to question that which she found unusual- and those words? Foreign as could be, a statement she rarely heard aside from Zach of course. ( @slimcsea // jaewon )