How I feel after calculating how long it will take to grow my hair out (bc I dyed it and it had damage) knowing DAMN WELL I WILL END UP DOING SOMETHING STUPID WITH IT
looking back at some of my older pictures from like a few months ago I can see how much my mental health has ruined me, like looking at me now I can see that I look unwell on most of my pictures, I miss the happiness I had and the motivation I had to everyday back then. Worst of all idk how I lost the will to do things I lost most of my passion?? Like the hell??? I will never understand it,,,
also whats up with parents managing to take the worst possible pictures of you and try to convince you that thats how you look like, ho I dont look like that ๐ do not gas light me
Grub Zircka! You will see more or less proper sketch slash doodle tomorrow. As you can see, the pressure levels are present, as I have figured out the stuff on krita FINALLY! If anyone interested, here's the link to the tutorial i used - > click
on offnote, i should really start adding image IDs, but i keep forgetting Xo(
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three sketches of Zircka Kosari as a grub. One with herself being stuck in an ambigious surface with text attached saying "dumbass dug her horn into a wall (broken heart emoji)". Other depicting her sideways, reaching for something with her stupid button eyes looking somewhere. And another is pictured her asleep hugging a bone like a dog she is
u still do request for homestuck x reader? If so, i had an idea about Caliborn x clingy/ affectionate reader.
Its interesting in a way that he is kind of touch starved,, but at the same time he'll probably won't like that much of physical attention. But verbal attention, i think, passes for sure
Sorry for being this cringe in the big 2026
delete this freely if don't feel like answering
I still do! Both the text headcanons and drawings or beyond (if i can ofc)! Just has been sort of preoccupied with other #life stuff, or unsure how to tackle certain requests due to their specificity, and be being anxious about not respecting them the way the should. The grind goes deep.
Caliborn x clingy reader
includes headcanons for all flavours of readers in regards of gender and specie. I will specify what is what. ;o)
You might be exploring each others understanding of touching and relating to it
The guy would definitely be making a fuss out of it, likely telling you how HUGGING is the worst crime of LEWDNESS against anyone in paradox space
Said "exploration" -for the most part- will be including just talking about this, as I see Caliborn being really cagey about it (I say as I look at the point before), so EVEN IF not telling you, he would want to take it slow EVEN if you are not romantically involved
Remember, Caliborn is a cherub - talking to you is a big deal already
Though he is entitled, he does not take interactions as granted if he let known to stay in lane
Yeah its a reminder Caliborn is not a good person and #need guidance
Well ofc his childhood which was weird mix of trollparenting chained to a basement, he would be confused and not understand himself
leading with this, if you ever happen to break the ice with caliborn, he might curl up beside you, and you resting your hand on his side or skull
Just make sure not to stroke him or pat excessively
He's like a cat will get fed up fairly quickly, and storm off
^^^ and sort of expect for you to come after him begging him to come back and all that. Boy had gotten a taste of attention and gets desperate about it in the worst way possible
^^^^^^ and if you dont comply, by just resuming to your stuff he would either
A: come back and plaster himself all over you so he was the only thing you have
B: jump you
rip reader
Writing this made me realise im writing caliborn to be clingy as well
Oh well, happy days. Resuming back to reader
If you were to just pull over and hug him he would hiss, bark, quack, yelp to you to get the fuck out - and you would NEVER know if he is being serious or not
^^^ The worst case scenario he just bites you like real hard
"WHAT DID YOU EVEN EXCEPT" he exclaims as you have the audacity to be upset at the bitten off arm (#silly)
if human -- you would have a chat about your bloods being similar. Maybe a way to bond in a way? Really works with any blood similar to his colour
Talking about species, I'm really impressed the way you survived his early stages of relationships regardless of how you came to know each other
Unless it all passed via chats, good for you.
I dont think he would care about your looks, unless to invent slurs about it as daggers to your gut which you would have to pry out with other knive
Unless youre chubby or have boobs
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the guy would not shut the fuck up about it
And he would ABSOLUTELY freak out if you ever to act upon it, both in a weight loosing or like idk using it against him (like laying on him with your weight)
though he would liek genuinely bully you into loosing weight if you were to like actually being obese, however much he might be oddly into that (caliborn this is not tough pack it up)
and if you were to slack around, the guy would straight up drag you by the horns or anything for you to be outside
Change of topic
Picture this
You and him are somewhere jsut hanging
He devours an icecream like a filthy dog with one hand
the other rests beside him
you lay your hand on his
The ice cream is now your makeup
If you have boobs he would just plap himself on them, and like do you care?? He don't
And only in this kind of moment you could like get all huggy and patting and all that
You could desensitise him into being ok with the physical touch like a horse being conditioned not to shit itself at the sneeze
I imagine you guys would be having like infinite chats, as if Caliborn ever gotten to anything is to yapping. In person, he would not shut the fuck up as he has a lot to talk about, and if you ever regretably had to go it would definitely move over to online where you coudl actually input the coin of though. It will go so far, he would use his timey powers if he can just to continue the topic. And he would crash the fuck out if you had to go for whatever reason - again, if you happen to be close enough and get him to want specifically talk to YOU. I see this to be for the fact, that you give him enough of #affection which made him feel validated enough to have you on his priority yap list
Notice how I only said if YOU had to go, it will go online?
Yeaj, because the world could end, and that would not be the reason for him to stop
He just DOES NOT CARE
Stars collide on his ass, he dont give a shit
what teh fuck did i just write
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oh right if you were to smooch him he will #explode as well
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