Optimist.

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[wordsthat-speak]

I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up, and the smile that follows. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I don’t want to share you.

(via bl-ossomed)

[angelique-nel]

I miss you five much!! (just because t(w)oo much isn't enough) ;) I love you, bf!!!! :*

Sooo cute. I love you more, bf. :)

[yondecastro-deactivated20160202]

Find someone who makes you realize three things: one, that home is not a place, but a feeling. Two, that time is not measured by the clock, but by moments. And three, that heartbeats are not heard, but felt and shared.

Anonymous

Blessed, I found one. and I’m never letting go. :)

[surfandwrite]

Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.

(via pink-loli)

[kimmcaptures-deactivated2015091]

I Want to be the Right Person for You

I want to be the person who’s right for you.

I want to be the girl you’ve been searching for – the one who fills in the blanks of all you didn’t know you were missing. The one who compels you inexplicably. The one who attracts you enigmatically. I want to be the girl you want with everything in you because nothing has ever felt quite so right as when we are together.

I want to be the person who understands you – the one who finishes your sentences, picks up on your subtleties, fills in all the unspoken blanks between the words you do not say. I want to be the person whose mind races alongside yours when we are lying awake at night, bridging the gaps between your ever-shifting thoughts and all of their intricate complexities. I want to understand you with a pure, unaltered simplicity that never perplexes or pries. I want to comprehend you with ease.

I want to be the person who makes you proud – the one you boast about to friends and family members with an unabashed smile. I want to be the person you’ve been waiting for all along, the one you come alive beside and thrive with, the one you’re glad that you held out for over all these years. I want to be the person you’re proud of. I want to be proud of you too.

I want to be the person who’s right for you – one who pushes you in all the right ways to be the best version of yourself. I want to want the same things you do, feel the same things that you feel, look toward the future and hope for the same things that you hope for yourself.

[pritchelle]

“I want a clingy partner. Someone who would spam my inbox with “where are you’s” and “are you okay’s” whenever I forget to message him. Someone who easily gets jealous with all the boys I talk to and hang out with. Someone who would give me curfews because he doesn’t want me to be out late at night. Someone who would beg me to stay when I threaten to leave. Someone who would run after me when I start to walk away. Someone who is willing to do things for me without me telling him to just because he wants me to be happy. Someone who would tell me how much he loves me and how much he is willing to give up and do for me every time I feel like letting go. Someone who has more faith in me than anybody else. Someone who won’t ever give up on me even if I am close to doing so.”

— From a clingy girlfriend (via buhaybabae)

[angelique-nel]

You guys... I apologize for being so inactive and for queuing late posts . At least, I try to keep up. Heehee.

[angelique-nel]

October 27, 2014

I have my work scheduled at 10pm, and there’s this huge favor I had to ask from my sister because I told myself I will just be sleeping the whole day, but she wasn’t able to do it for me. David, being my superhero, took the responsibility of helping me. I left the house early to meet him and we successfully accomplished such errand. We went to their house to have dinner, and to return the favor, I skinned the shrimp for him. That boy never learned how to “himay” shrimps and fish.

His mom asked him if they could drive me to work to do test drive at the same time. Their car overheated like a week ago when he was on his way to fetch me. He was actually hesistant to use it this time and I can sense he’s guilty of using it since it was his fault that it broke down. Hahaha. In the end, they all drove me to work and I just feel so lucky and overwhelmed to have such wonderful second family.

[royejulian]

[angelique-nel]

(Almost) 2 A.M. Thoughts

If you were to ask me what particularly it is that I look for in a person to love, I would say I want him to have the same characteristics as mine. We all fear to get hurt and we guard our hearts. We love someone genuinely and faithfully because that's how we want to be loved, too, in return. Yes. The golden rule. I don't know why love could be so difficult to deal with. We all want to be happy and find the person who we could spend the rest of our lives with, but I guess it's true... We meet the wrong person first, gain experiences, and learn from the mistakes, so that when the right one comes, we are matured and smart enough to handle the new relationship, being hopeful it's gonna be for good.

[escafeism]

Dear Girls, Know when to stop, know when to call the relationship off. If it has been causing you to cry to sleep almost every night or makes you lose your trust in yourself and almost everyone or makes you question why your smiles don’t look as bright as they have been before and why they don’t last long, call it off. Yes, there are tough times but when it’s too much, it’s time to let it go. I know it’s hard, especially if you have fought for it all your life or you are deeply in love with the person. However, you did not commit to feel more alone than when you are single. You commit because you want to belong to someone, you want to share your life and your whole being with him. You commit because you want to be with him every step of the way, because you want to experience all the inevitable and arguments and pain and happiness with him. You want to experience how it feels like to actually be selfless. But my dear, you don’t have to push yourself too hard. You are not bound to be in a relationship where it’s always you who tries and does everything to make it work out, to make it last. Yes, you value the relationship and most of all the person you are committed to but you have to learn how to value yourself too. You should stop letting him hurt you. You should stop waiting for the time when he would be able to commit wholeheartedly to you or when he would be able to make you his number one priority. You should stop expecting that he is going to change for you because if he wants to do that, he would’ve done it already. Stop pursuing him. You are the girl, you are the one who should be pursued. Stop believing his lame excuses and accepting his lies as facts because you know the real situation, you know the truth. Stop being blind to all his deficiencies and shortcomings and all the things he didn’t do even if he is responsible for them. Stop accepting the love you think you deserve. Because honestly, you deserve so much more. You deserve someone who would make you happy, who would make you want to live, who would fight for you the way you fight for him. You deserve the love who doesn’t make you sad and depressed and feel alone everyday. You don’t deserve a jerk, you deserve a man who is responsible, who can make you his priority, who can love you unconditionally. You deserve a lot more than what your present is giving you. You are entitled to it. Don’t settle for less. Love yourself more.

something every girl should know

[gandameyn]

I want to marry you and annoy you for the rest of your life.

[findingwordsforthoughts]

Don’t you dare Shrink yourself For someone else’s comfort - Do not become small For people who refuse to grow.

m.v., Advice to my future daughter, #2.  (via efidelity)

[angelique-nel]

To love someone is to acknowledge the goodness of who they are. Through loving a person we awaken their awareness of their own innate goodness. It is as though they cannot know how worthy they are until they look into the mirror of our love and see themselves.

[rulesofthirds]

[angelique-nel]

The people who left should have not come in the first place.

[angelique-nel]

One day, this will all be a memory and I'll be just fine.