Sadboi

Guil. 27. ENFP. I am alive and healthy. I am not broken anymore. I got the time I needed to heal and I am whole again.

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2026 me so far.

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Hey, it's been a while. Update lang, buhay pa ako. Masaya ako. Kuntento. Nasa mabuting kalagayan.

So ayun, Christmas season! This year, umuwi ako sa probinsya namin sa Masbate at may plus one ako - my boyfriend! First time kong magdadala ng boyfriend sa bahay and makikilala ng parents ko personally! Grabe yung kaba...kabaklaan. Joke! Anyway, happy ako na tanggap kaming dalawa ng family namin and sobrang gandang gift na ito para sa akin. Bonus pa na kumpleto kaming pamilya ngayon dahil umuwi rin yung dalawa kong kapatid dito.

Sana masaya rin kayo! Namiss ko na ang Tumblr and lumipas man ang panahon, babalik at babalik pa rin ako dito. <3

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The right person will show you that you were never asking for too much.

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Last night sa inuman, someone asked the group, "kayo ba, kapag sa love, are you willing to give everything (100%) or dapat magtira ka pa rin para sa sarili mo?"

Most of them said na dapat daw magtira para sa sarili para kapag natapos, at least meron pang natira para sayo.

Pero ako sabi ko, "all or nothing". Why would I go into a relationship thinking that it will end kaya dapat in increments lang yung love na ibigay ko? "100! All out", yan ang sabi ko. I don't want to have any regrets. I want to love that person with all my heart and all of me. Deserve niya yung 100% ko.

Narealize ko lang na, masasaktan at masasaktan lang din naman at kusa kang maghiheal (sa tamang panahon). Basta ako kapag gusto kita, locked in na talaga ako. My love is yours. All of it. 🥰😭

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2012 vs. 2025 hahahahha!

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Hi. I'm still here. 🤓

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The right people will never put you in a position to question your place in their life. If they make you feel unwanted, stop trying to belong.

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I’m always the one waiting—not because it’s easy, and definitely not because I’m okay with it, but because leaving has never felt right. I wait because I care, because I hope, because something in me refuses to give up on people too quickly. It’s not just patience—it’s a quiet kind of loyalty that keeps showing up even when it’s not returned. But waiting hurts, and maybe I don’t want to keep carrying that alone. Maybe it’s time someone saw the weight I’ve been holding and chose to stay too.

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Whatever you do make sure you end up with a kind partner. There will be days when love will not be enough but a kind person is a kind person regardless.

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Memories are like the personal stories we carry around in our minds. Fragments of our past stitched together by emotion, significance, and time. They help shape who we are, how we see the world, and how we connect to others. We tend to remember moments that stirred something deep in us—joy, sadness, fear, awe. That’s why a smell, song, or photo can instantly transport us back. Some people say memories are “time travel for the soul.” I kind of love that idea. It’s poetic and true in a way.

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I'm just really looking forward to the weekend. Any weekend of the month, basta weekend. Pahinga. Restart. Literal na hinga. Sobrang magkaiba ang mundo ko dito sa amin compared sa mundo ko sa work. Hindi naman ako nagrereklamo kasi sobrang thankful ako na may work ako kasoooooo nakakapagod lang. Hindi nakakapagod yung work mismo, yung biyahe kasi talaga yung nakakadrain. Kaya sobrang happy ako kapag weekends kasi nasa bahay lang ako, pwedeng walang gawin, gagalaw lang ako sa oras na gusto ko. Yung at my own pace lang kumbaga. So ayun, gusto ko lang magkwento. Okay naman ako. Kinakaya pa naman.

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I hope you miss me in your quiet days when all you wanted to do was talk to someone and have a good laugh. 😫

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Hi!

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Back to work. ❤️ #LifeUpdate #TeacherGuil

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Sometimes, we’re the ones responsible for our own heartbreak. We walk into situations, knowing deep down they might not work out. We choose to get attached, to care, to hope. And when things fall apart, it hurts—but not just because of the other person. It hurts because we gave them that place in our lives. We handed them the power to hurt us, even if they never asked for it.

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I don’t feel like myself anymore. The spark is gone. Everything feels dull, heavy, and distant. I miss the fire I used to have.

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OVERTHINKING. It's like your brain’s stuck on a treadmill that won't stop, right? You replay conversations, second-guess decisions, imagine every worst-case scenario… and it’s exhausting.