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topherchris replied to your post: :(

Could you possibly talk to someone about making a primary blog (no matter how long one has had it) password protected or something please?! I'm torn!

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Why haven't you replied to my msg?

Your message? Well I have a number in my inbox here from an "anonymous" so which one(s) do you mean exactly? The ones that tell me to kill myself? The ones that just simply slag me off? The ones asking me about my weight? My love life? Why the change of my blog? Or to take random photos of myself wearing certain items of clothing? Do tell! But may I just say that what ever the answer may be, I don't care and I don't plan on replying to any of them.

"...its why you slice your wrists open you know your a mess" anonymous cunt doesn't know anything really. The fact that some fuck is following my blog and thinks they know what's what is pretty sad really. Who I come across in my life has nothing to do with anybody and such things should never be used against a person either. Move along.

The sunlight's hitting the window in my bedroom which I'm currently sitting right next to so I've opened the curtains slightly and it's so warm and lovely on my skin.

Didn't realize that my mum posted this on her Facebook until just now...

Thursday, September 15th 2011 Goodbye Dad

My Dad had his send off yesterday, it was lovely as funerals go but it still doesnt feel like hes gone. I'm still expecting him to give me that cheeky smile when I go to my Mums. Thank you to everyone that came and a big thank you for the cards and words of support given over the last few weeks, it's meant so much.

This was the poem read for my Dad as he left for the final journey: God looked around his garden, and found an empty place, He then looked down upon the earth, and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain. He knew that you would never, get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, and the hills were hard to climb. So he closed your weary eyelids, and whispered, 'Peace be Thine'. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, the day God called you home.

I sat between my nan and brother at the service. He held my hand throughout and I held onto them both as much as I could. I couldn't stop crying and it was devastatingly heartbreaking, especially when the curtains were closing and my nan cried out "Oh my darling." My mum's right, it still doesn't feel real.

Relationships fail for so many reasons. Like if you don't try. You need patience. People just want an automatic love story but it doesn't happen that way. You have to put in effort, pull your end of the rope and if you truly love the person, you'll go out of your way to make it work.

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I hit a real low today and I'm still there. I've only done one stupid thing.

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When feelings for an ex bite you in the bum and they really, really shouldn't. Makes me wonder if I actually was in love with him and just convinced myself otherwise.

Sometimes I think if truly learning to enjoy food and to not restrict means going up a dress size or 2, so be it. But then no.

This is what my mind tells me everyday:

I do not want to go anywhere, do anything or see anyone.

After spending only one afternoon with one of the tutors we have for the first time, she's already pulled me to one side and has said that she's set my goals high. As in I should aim for a distinction in all that I do. I'm so fucked it's not even funny... ha!

My brother held my hand throughout most of the service today and I cried uncontrollably for what felt like forever.

"You look like you should be doing ballet or something." - Yep, I took that as a compliment.

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