[angelsbpd]

Is it weird that I was really happy when I was diagnosed with BPD? I already was 99% sure I had it, so when I was diagnosed it was kind of like, “HA, I knew it, this is what I’d been telling people the whole time!” Is that wrong?

Nah I understand this, it’s having validation for something. Definitely not wrong

[katelynsgnarlyblog]

My chandelier made some pretty gnarly rainbows, I couldn’t resist.

[angelsbpd]

Therapist: people are going to come and go that’s how life is Me: immediately starts crying

[cuspqueenx-deactivated20191223]

You better dry it up and just accept.

[angelsbpd]

Wow thanks I'm cured

[angelsbpd]

Therapist: people are going to come and go that’s how life is Me: immediately starts crying

[vomitingstar]

If this isn’t me

[7kys-deactivated20170129]

Feel me

[7kys-deactivated20170129]

Going to make a love story between the therapist and “ me ”

Me : will you be with me forever Therapist : yes

UWU

[de-rrr-deactivated20161220]

Therapist: *nuzzles you* xD

[7kys-deactivated20170129]

Me: * sees your bugle * owo what’s that?!

[de-rrr-deactivated20161220]

Therapist: *smirks flirtatiously with slight blush* 🔥😩💕👌😍💯💦

[photographersunite]

[abandoned-suggestion]

i know i messed up but don’t act like you’re innocent

[angeldarkling-deactivated201806]

[3amsuggestions]

are we friends? or are we more? i can’t take this anymore

[nickjosephphoto]

[3amsuggestions]

can we rewind the days to when you were still mine

[stckwll]

[angelsbpd]

can splitting be about other things besides people/relationships. i feel like i split all the time on my morals and personal beliefs.

Yes!! You can although I don't see it as splitting it's more of how it part of bpd we don't have a solid identity so our interests and how we view ourselves varies from day to day or even in a few hours

[angelsbpd]

do you think self dxing bpd is bad??

I don't think it's necessarily bad, but you do have to take everything with a grain of salt. You are not a trained professional even though you know what's happening to you best. But don't worry!! If your self dx is wrong you'd still be talking o someone by that point and finding out the real diagnosis

[angelsbpd]

should I tell my therapist that I've been having homicidal thoughts? I've been diagnosed with BPD already but idk what to do ? I'm getting terrible intrusive thoughts and I'm worried what they will do if I tell them

Remember they are intrusive thoughts. Your intrusive thoughts do not represent who you are as a person, so you shouldn't be ashamed, though I understand why you might be. But yes please tell your therapist if they are a problem that is affecting your day to day life

[angelsbpd]

my fp (who's my gf) is friendly with this girl who she's described as always being nice to her and she always seems so happy when she sees the person and I feel like she loves her and not me nd I'm rlly sad and angry about it idek

If you're gf would be ok with it ask for more reassurances throughout the day that she loves you. You shouldn't break up a friendship just ask her to maybe talk to you more often when she can or randomly tell you she loves you during the day. That's what I did and it was a fairly non imposing thing that my significant other is happy to do!

[urada]

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