Angels’ Nightcap

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Obsession is boring and reminded me of when I used to work at guitar center….. and also ….is it supposed to be a comedy….cause I just kept laughing …..no way people act like this….

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It’s corn!

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Why do you remember at the worst times??!!!

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I don’t think I’m a good person

I think I turned mean because it’s fun to be

But I also wanted to be mean like how you were with me

I don’t know if I was ever a good person

But I try to be

But it’s hard when everyone is mean especially to me

But im ugly, I thought I looked ok but something must warrant this

I thought I was a good person but I must not be

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If someone who loves me reads this years from now, please try not to hate me. I only feel the way I feel, i don’t hurt anyone else, and I don’t want to. I try everyday to be better, and more the way I think the world wants to see a girl like me. But I am who I am. I am sad.

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I feel like I’m being put up for slaughter

I feel like you’re all gonna eat me alive

And there’s nothing I can do about it

Keep pulling me until my flesh rips apart

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Comeeeeeee to the crazy bitch expo

Keynote speaker : me

Those attending: everyone who has ever wronged me

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Im still only in Saigon

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Tired

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Claw from the inside on out, blood caked under your fingernails. You need water from how much you scream, your throat hurts. Your hair and skin feel sticky, with each strand itching your face and neck. An ache in the middle of the chest, like you got kicked there, the breath escapes you and it won’t come back…. Thats what it feels like to be me

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Is anyone truly happy

Has anyone read the phenomenology of spirit?

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5555

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When you have to talk to people when you’re dying inside

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I am 5’6”

Life is vicious

And not what I want it to be

Trying to stay alive

Dying all the time

What’s the matter with me

Only took a few days till my mind is made up

I don’t want to be here again

Funny thing with life

It fucks you everytime

What did I win

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Ahh i dont kno what to post bc my life is pretty boring most of the time lol