I was awake for the whole night
and my mind drifted away to you
it drifted away to that day
when hope was what I felt
for you and for me, for both of us
that one day, it was so happy
and hence the downfall began
it was like a landslide happening
and the thought that hit me
while I laid awake went like,
was I the one who let you fall
along with the falling land
was I the one who should have
held on to you no matter what
was I the one who could've risked
falling only just to try to save you
I think that you took the fall
and that I shattered your hope
I never thought of this before
blaming you since I can recall
but now my mind believes that
it was I who caused the rain,
it was I who did the breaking
~ shreeya. //thoughts under nightfall//