Angels Arent Humans Silly

Can I talk my shit again? 201.4 5’8 UGW 130> Block don’t report

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This is starting to get fun idk man idk… 201.4 again today hoping for a drop 🤞🏻

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Accountability 🙄 also highkey would like a time frame this time. It’s almost like a game to me to see how much faster I can drop that last time. Yes I’m aware that is sick and fucked up and in no way am I trying to promote ts because yo, 15 years I been in this fucked up cycle. I have denied the existence and severity for the longest but now, now I’m just…. Idk I’m curious to see and I’m tracking a lot of my other symptoms as well because idk I feel like it’s worth it maybe at the end of this fall/spiral I will be able to look back at this and be like shiiiiiiiit I really need help. Hopefully….

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The last few days I haven’t been posting also haven’t been working out because tbh? It’s been raining and shitty but I keep doing things like laundry and stuff and take care of the chickens.

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Today’s intake

Pretty happy that I still haven’t drank. Weight 203.2

No workout today because ya bitch got a nuke shoved up my p*$$y so like naturally I got sedated and uh… idk if any of you have tried to do… literally anything on Valium, but good luck babe! I made it about 5 minutes down the road before I ended up pulling over and having hubby drive because yikes and then not even 5 min in the passenger seat and I knocked the FUCK out for the whole hour + drive and then wobbled into the trailer and knocked out for another 4 hours. God bless the small steps the world is making in proper pain/anxiety care for gyno procedures and exams.

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Today’s intake or whatever

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Yesterdays intake thing or whatever

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😭

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204 today 😓 it’s a loss but I still am very upset about it 😮‍💨 guess we are locking in or whatever

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😮‍💨 I will in fact be starting this shit again.

Anyone who would be friendly enough to hold each other accountable HMU/BML