AngleBeebs

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[smileystrawberry03]

weighed in today didnt gain but didnt lose either 😵

[anglebeebs]

6/6/26

Heyy guys!! Just wanted too apologized for myy recent accidental break. Im currentlyy locked all thee wayy out and I don’t wannaa post if im low-keyy giving wannarexic… 😞. I can feel the lock in coming though soo TRUST I’ll bee back within thee week

[anglebeebs]

6/2/26

Genuinelyy hatee it when I hang out with friends and I act likee i can just eat WHATEVER I want. I literallyy had pizzaa, a cookiee AND somee icee cream. God whyy the hell did I do that?? I knew for a fact I’d hatee it todayy? Ugh it’s whatever though im back on track now… 😞

[dullplatonic]

i really want my honeymoon phase back :(

[unicornprincxss]

Having an ed and a job is sooo embarrassing

Like yes ill make ur latte let me just try not to pass out rq

[bloom-and-rot]

How it feels to be an actual fat girl on anablr

[anglebeebs]

5/31/26

Helloo!!

Soo i kindaa passed out last night beforee I could check in soo heree aree myy stats from yesterdayy:

1:57: half a ricee cakee and a 80cxl yogurt (toasted marshmallow flavored)

5:44 starkist tunaa salad 80cxl sugar freee limee jello(x2) 10

9:37: Fat tuna salad (myy own creation 121cxls) and gummies (30cxls)

All in all I had 339 Cxls (and likee a crap ton of altoids, but I lost soo much that I don’t reallyy caree)

I weighed in at:

150.0lbs

Yayy!!! Im Soo happyy and YES I know that “most of that is just water” blah blah blah- i dont caree 😐 let mee be happyy 😭

Seee youu tonight beebs!!

[yonggbkssite]

[anglebeebs]

5/30/25

Soo.. I weighed in at

153.8

Which I expected.. 😓 that was kindaa myy fault. But im readyy todayy! I can do this. I havee donee this beforee it’s not likee it’s hard or anything soo I don’t know whyy I won’t just DOO this 😫.

Anywhoddlee… seee youu tonight beebs!!

[anglebeebs]

5/29/25

Genuinelyy just failed so hard i don’t even wannaa talk about it 😭 I’ll tryy again tomorrow.

[anglebeebs]

5/29/25

Alright guys all new lock in!!

I havee been completelyy locked out for soo long and I KNOW that if I don’t lock in right now, im gonnaa regret it later. SOO even though I don’t reallyy feel disordered at the moment.

New rules:

•cxl counts and weigh ins everyy dayy.

•800 cxl MAX 500 cxl goal

•ABSOLUTELYY NOO BINGING

Todayy i weighed in at,

153.4

Seee youu tonight beebs!!

[beeskinniii]

Its so humbling coming back after being able to eat normally

Its like a switch in my brain and suddenly Im disordered af

I just need to STAY disordered af please- 😒😒 I can change my entire appearance in a year if I just stay committed

[tinyharbingerprison]

does anyone have any 3d book,movies, or shows???? plsssss lmkkk also any good horror books i want something really scary or murder mystery

[anglebeebs]

5/28/26

Does anyonee elsee goo through periods of timee wheree theyy genuinelyy cant lock in too save theyree own lifee? Likee I KNOW I can doo this i havee beforee, but all of thee sudden it’s likee myy goals dont even matter too mee. Likee I genuinelyy said too myself “how much does it reallyy matter if your fat?” Even though I KNOW in a week or soo it’ll bee thee onlyy thing on myy mind and I’ll bee soo upset i let it get this far.

I mean it’s always just likee 2 week perios of mee not locking in, anyonee elsee?

[anglebeebs]

12/26/26 (+25th)

Ugh i HATEE the holidays. Genuinelyy all anybodyy talks about is how much weight ivee lost and how much im eating or how littlee im eating and it makes it impossiblee for mee too measuree out myy calories. Soo i just atee regularlyy yesterdayy for Memorial Dayy lunch.

And THEN I got likee super high and apparentlyy lost all motivation ever and becamee a MONSTER when it camee too eating. Over all yesterdayy was horriblee and im not proud 😞

Anyways…. For todayy im doing prettyy good at sticking to my goals! Todayy it’s myy bosses trying to givee mee freee food and such but I just threw it awayy.

I know thats wasteful but that was kind of myy onlyy option becausee i couldnt pawn it off on anyonee elsee. Still though im onlyy at 340c for todayy and I plan on not doing much moree.

Alsoo can someonee tell mee what omad means?

[st4rrrving]

How does anyone f4sting or restricting have enough energy to workout/get their steps in???

I feel like a corpse and i can barely get outta bed

[xoziziizi]

gosh for someone who’s deathly afraid of gaining weight i sure do eat alot