AngryShortStack

Just gonna express how my mind works 

[angryshortstack]

No one tries anymore. It was always me messaging first, always me making plans, always me checking in. It felt awkward a lot of the time, so I stopped. No one has picked up the slack,no one tries. I could dissappear and no one would notice

[angryshortstack]

I'm lonely

I'm depressed

I'm numb

Craving any escape from my own mind

Craving sleep

Craving physical touch

Craving any feeling.

[angryshortstack]

Lonely

Always lonely

Even around people

[deerilkka]

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[angryshortstack]

I can be smiling and laughing when people are around, but as soon as I'm alone, as soon as their backs are turned - the smile falls and the laughter dies. As I remember all the things people have said, things I now believe. That's when I crave things most, thi gs I can't have in that given moment. Living is agony

[angryshortstack]

I want weed, so fucking bad, I need it. I want to get high and forget this feeling for a while. I don't know where I can get it from

[angryshortstack]

Best place to cry - the shower - your tears are washed away so no one even knows that they were there

[angryshortstack]

I don't feel like I can go to anyone when I'm upset. Everyone I know has pain and stress of their own, I feel alone in what I deal with. I sit in a dark room alone, crying on the ground, waiting for the pain to end

[angryshortstack]

Sometimes I wake up numb, empty. Other days I jump from one extreme to the next before I become drained and unfeeling again. And sometimes I feel too much at once, so much so that I shut down and I can't feel anything anymore. What is wrong with me?

[lysanderavagoth]

Ok I need to prove something to a friend

Reblog if you think it’s perfectly ok/normal for guys to cry and emotionally express themselves.

There are dumb people in this world who need to know that crying doesn’t make guys look weak!

[angryshortstack]

What is wrong with me?

[angryshortstack]

Sometimes it feels like I can't be sad, can't be angry.

Because apparently I'm being too much.

Being a pain.

I guess feeling anything negative isn't allowed for me.

[angryshortstack]

I'm fucking useless,

A waste of space,

I can't do anything right,

Or do enough for anyone.

I know everyone will leave me sooner or later.

But it's OK, I'm I'm used to it.

[memories]

I want to take a heaping batch of #study motivation and spread it all over me like I’m that peanut butter baby. You know the one.

[angryshortstack]

Tried to come out to mum about my depression, she didn't understand and told me that my hormones are going crazy because I delayed my puberty until I was 19 through severe eating disorder (going through puberty now), I don't know how to tell her

[angryshortstack]

I'm the lowest of the low,

What am I even good for?

My dreams will never come true

[angryshortstack]

Waking up at 2 am,

Waking up through the night,

Staring at the ceiling,

Wondering when the pain will end