yikes

19 || lots of problems || bpd, depression, anxiety, self harm, adhd|| they/them || don't follow/interact if: anti self dx, pro ana/mia, terf, or map ||

[angstynb]

full offense i actually really wanna die

[angstynb]

i hope u see this and finally understand just how upset i am

[angstynb]

i want to be taken care of so bad please just take care of me

[angstynb]

i literally wanna kill myself more than anything rn i’m so close to just fucking ending it all

[angstynb]

i have never wanted to kill myself more than now

[angstynb]

i’m so fucking tired of being here

[angstynb]

i want to tell someone so bad but i’ve already made a fool of myself to everyone i don’t know what to say or how to approach it anymore

[angstynb]

i’m going to run and never look back i swear to fucking god you will never see me again

[angstynb]

i’m gonna kill myself

[angstynb]

i smell a relapse

[angstynb]

is it a normal sh thing to look at someone’s raised scars and think “i wish i had that”

[angstynb]

i wish you guys cared even just a little bit

[angstynb]

i gotta get over my insane jealousy issues

[angstynb]

it’s very telling that at this point they’re not even concerned they just blow it off like it’s nbd because it is nbd hannah does this shit every week no point in being surprised anymore

[angstynb]

really wanna die rn

[malnedott]

i hate myself, i wanna stab my self in the chest 20 times, im disgusting and i wanna scream

[angstynb]

i am so fucking SELFISH