This is mostly gonna be a writing blogπ₯Ή specifically Danganronpa since it's my current interest! (And it has been my main one for a few years already....)
I'd absolutely love to get requests!!!(or questions or anything) but getting to them might take awhile and I might also have to close them at times due to my constant lack of motivation, sorry!
This blog will definitely be more V3 centered, at least for now. Specifically shuichi centered!! Meaning I'd looovvee some shuichi or V3 related requests...heh...not that I won't write for sdr2 but it might be harder for me to get into it and actually write it.
What I won't write!
I won't write for thh atm since I haven't replayed in a long time and I don't want to mischaracterize anyone TOO badly..
I won't write teruteru cause I don't like him
I won't write noncon/proships/selfcest(not that there's anything wrong with selfcest I just personally don't like it) or anything of the sort!
I most likely won't write straight up nsfw, I'm not against writing suggestive things tho!
I won't write sairuma(Miu x shuichi) or komamiki(nagito x Mikan) or other ships I don't like!(I like almost everything so the chance that the ship you request is one I don't like/am unwilling to write is very low)
I won't write anything that's not danganronpa for now! (Maybe ninah? Is anyone still into that? I'll see!)
If I ignore a request, it's probably because I'm either not comfortable doing it or just have no motivation/inspiration to write it, sorry!
What I will write!
X reader (what I usually write, what I write the most of!)
Character x character
Fluff
Angst
Headcanons
Oneshots
So far, what I usually write are shuichi or kokichi x reader oneshots, they're the two characters I write the most of(and it's going to stay that way probably) but I'm open to writing other characters too!!
That's all!<3
Hope you guys will enjoy my writing, thanks for reading~β‘
Hii, dont worry about asks, i think it was bc of my bad wifi not your profile! I really hope u will like mauve, its so good and there is literally zero fics
Im not french, but i've been learning it in school and went to few competitions, i was 5th in whole country! I reeeally love butterflies so i wanted to make it my username, but still have it in french because its interestingg
Haihai!! Maybe I'll get into it who knowsπ€ French is actually my first language so it's super nice to see someone learning it and liking it heh butterflies are super cool too such a shame that I'm kind of scared of themππ
Anyways thank you so much for the asks!!<33 If anyone else is reading this I'll get to my reqs in a few days
Just read your Shuichi/Reader post and was delighted with your writing !!! I was about to request something Sairuma until I read thoroughly your intro post... π₯²
So, instead of that, may I please request something along the lines of Shuichi being in the place of the protagonist (or any other character you think might suit him well) of NINAH? (since you mentioned the possibility of also writing for that fandom)
Completely understandable if you don't want, can't or take a long time to do it. Hope you are well regardless !! Thank you in advance !!
Super sorry if this seems kind of rushed, I'm trying to get it out before my lil trip heh. BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST!!! I'm so sorry about the sairuma, I personally don't really like that ship.. though I can totally see why people would like it!! If I ever have a change of heart and start liking it(or at least feeling neutral on it) I'll definitely write you somethingπ THIS REQUEST WAS AMAZING AND SUPER FUN TO WRITE!! I missed ninah so much I love love love this. THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS TOO<333
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Prompt: Shuichi Saihara is the protagonist of No, I'm not a human.
Not really proofread, sorry if there are mistakes!
Headcanons, includes other danganronpa characters as well as ninah characters!!
Cw: mentions of death(although I assume you're used to this If you're reading this) I think that's it!
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Shuichi would most likely have to lose someone to a visitor before truely being able to shoot who he suspects. Although he'd still feel hesitant, he wanted to save as many people as he could, and he couldn't do that with a visitor in the house.
I definitely think shuichi would be really particular about every little detail when checking someone for signs that they're a visitor. Like, asking what they were doing before all this and trying to really get a feel at what was unusual vs usual on this person, not wanting to come to conclusions too fast so he didn't take an innocent person's life.
I feel like he'd want to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but when he gets a convicting piece of evidence he just can't bring himself to let said person in the house and or has to kill them.
He'd really sympathize with people such as the blind man, the firefighter the neighbors daughter and maybe wireface too. I feel like he'd be really skeptical of the latter at first, but seeing as his mouth was quite literally wired shut, his worry overpowered his skepticism.
For the blind man, well, has blind. Shuichi feels like he needs to let him in to protect to poor guy! But with everything he says about the super terrible horrible creature, shuichi's a little bit more on edge.
Shuichi probably feels terrible for the firefighter, obviously he looks creepy, almost like a zombie or something. Though when he gets the details about his occupation, the way he gave his life to try to help, Shuichi feels very inspired and it doesn't take much for him to let the man in.
Well I think everyone feels bad for the poor daughter. The whole house burnt down and her father died. Either way, shuichi knows she's a human since he knew her before this whole thing started.
Being a detective and all he'd get super duper skeptical about FEMA. They seem trustworthy at first, but the more it goes on he definitely feels the need to start an investigation on this. It would definitely be hard seeing as he can't go to any of the locations where things are happening, he makes sure to let in people like the ex fema agent or the one who escaped the confinement zone.
Also might try to argue with the FEMA officers when they take people away from him. Never really works but has thankful that he atleast tried.
As much as I think he'd like to stop looking out the windows, he feels like he can't. Wanting to piece together the mystery behind the visitors and their sudden arrival..so he gathers every clue he can find. Even if that means having to look at corpses through the windows
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If all the danganronpa characters were in the ninah universe instead, I feel like he'd definitely let in Himiko(if she even survived to reach his house), Kaito, gonta and kaede.
For Himiko in saying this because it's easy to pity her in my opinion, he'd probably feel bad for her and let her in quite easily.
Kaito is assertive and a little agressive which might make Shuichi want to turn him away at first, but he makes an impact on Shuichi with his way of thinking which makes him let him in, also trying to help Shuichi as the says go on. (Although maybe Kaito could be a visitor since he has the sickness in drv3 and allπππ wouldn't that be cool like he's fighting the sickness)
For gonta he'd obviously get intimidated at first but gonta is genuinely just sweet and pure of the heart, despite his appearance he'd let him in..which is kind of part of ninah's theme so I feel like it works
As for Kaede, she probably came in super panicked, but tried her best to be positive. Shuichi again letting her in for her positivity since he feels like he could use it.
He'd probably turn away people like korekiyo and Angie, although maybe Angie would be the cult leader guy and force some Atua followers into shuichi's house. Which would probably be the student council members. So like keebo, tsumugi, tenko, Himiko and gonta(if they're not already there) and so on.
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Definitely smokes cigarettes to try and lessen his stress so he'd probably show his teeth to the vigilante. I think he'd make sure to keep his hands clean at all times so he's also be able to show his nails. He could also show his ears since they're clean too.
Probably would not show his eyes since they might be a little red from crying. Also probably wouldn't show his armpits because I like to think he'd shave them. Even if he didn't I don't think he'd really want to show his armpits to a man pointing a gun at him.
Not too sure what his aura photo would look like... probably something blue. I don't know if he'd show that to him.
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LOVED writing this I'm so happy about this request hehshehsh the format is probably a little weird but I wrote this in my notes app okay that's why it's not like a list well anyway heh...lmk if anyone has more requests...
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Hiii! I tried sending ask 2 times but i think they failed, there was some glitch. I wanted to say that i really love your work! Also wanted to ask if you played danganronpa mauve
Haihai!! Super sorry about the asks not workingπ€ not sure what happened there BUT THANK YOU SO MUCHππππ I haven't played danganronpa mauve no but I did search it to see what it was and it looks really interesting maybe I should get into it hmm...
Also do you happen to speak frenchπ just asking cause of your userβ‘
hi it's suzi. I don't like asking from my personal account, so I'll be anonymπ¦
do you play brawl stars? I thought of one request related to it.. well, a request for danganronpa, but there will be bs. If u like receiving requests, I can come up with a lot!! I have nothing to do anyway because it's summer
HAI SUZI!!!ππ I actually don't play brawl stars and I know absolutely nothing about it...ππ SUPER SORRY ABOUT THAT!!
hiii can u write bout very shyy reader(femaleπ₯Ί like, is she very intimidated and afraid to communicate? I think her ultimate would be similar to Chiaki.
It would be interesting to read this with shuichi, kokichi and korekiyo (separately)
I really like your last work, I'm ready to wait for this request for at least a year ok, just take care of yourself.
HAIHAII This was kind of hard to write for me because I was SUPER unsure of what to do;( I settled for an easily frightened shy reader who struggles with communication and I also wasn't very sure what to do about the ultimate so I just also made her an ultimate gamer, hope that's okay! THANK YOU SO MUCHπππππ(no title cause I don't know what to title this guys)
Shuichi saw himself a lot in you when the two of you first met. Aside from the obvious things, like you being a girl while he was a guy, the two of you were very similar. You struggled a lot while trying to introduce yourself, avoiding eye contact and constantly seeming on edge. You really weren't talkative either, not saying more than necessary. He felt like he could kind of relate to you, your demeanor reminding him of his own when he needed to reveal the truth.
At first, he didn't really try to talk to you. Everytime he assisted one of your conversations with Kaede, you always shyly responded and you seemed scared to converse with anyone, even someone as friendly as her. The few times you two did try to have conversations, it was full of awkward silence.
After kaedes unfortunate demise, and Kaito's influence on shuichi, he decided that he wanted to take after Kaito. He wanted to try to get you to warm up to everyone else...or at least him. He decided to utilise your ultimate talent to do that! The ultimate gamer could be both a intrapersonal and interpersonal talent, and he was going to use that to his advantage!
He came to ring your doorbell right after the morning announcement played, waiting patiently as you came out of your room. You opened the door a sliver, peeking out of your room and staring at the boy infront of you. Eventually, you push the door open, though you don't say anything and avoid eye contact at all costs.
"Hi, (y/n)! Are you gonna come to breakfast today?" He asked with a small smile on his face. You weren't really sure where this came from, half of the time you skipped breakfast but no one would ever come get you like this.
"...I guess...I can go.." you force a shy smile back, still actively avoiding eye contact.
You and shuichi both walked over to the dining hall together, it was still awkward as you said nothing, seeming almost afraid to talk in general. Shuichi took matters into his own hands, starting up a conversation.
"So, do you play games often here..? You know, with your talent and all.." he asked, a little sheepishly.
At the mention of playing, you immediately smiled. A seriously happy smile, you answered him, although still shyly, this seemed to be a good conversation topic.
"Yes, I do actually! I found a switch in the warehouse..and the game room is filled with board games."
"I think I'm pretty good at board games." He stares at you, to which you look back and finally look him in the eyes.
"...do...do you want to play with me after we eat...?" You look away quite quickly, though the minimal eye contact was an improvement! Matter of fact, this whole conversation was proof of an improvement.
"Sure. I'd love to " the two of you made it to the dining hall, stepping in. Shuichi was glad to see that you were slowly starting to fear him less...now just to do that with everyone else too...
Kokichi absolutely LOVES to mess with you. He could do the littlest, mildest things and you'd get totally freaked out, it was amazing! The only thing that frustrated him a little was your lack of reaction. Obviously, when he told you how evil he was, you were scared! It was apparent on your face..but you didn't say anything at all!!!
Though after messing around with everyone in the school, he missed the scared expression on yours when he lied to your face. So he searched the school high and low for you!
To no suprise, you ended up being in your room. All alone. He pounded on the door instead of knocking or ringing the doorbell like a civil person, banging and banging until you came to open the door.
The second the door was even slightly opened, he let himself into your room, skipping in with a huge smile on his face.
"Sooooo~ what are you doing in here, hmmm?" He Inquired, snooping around.
"H-hey! What...why are...um.." you tried to come up with something to say, to defend yourself or tell him to get out but it really didn't work. You didn't know what to say at all! Plus talking to everyone was pretty scary, but talking to him was like...scary times 12! Though when the short boy noticed what was on your bed, his eyes lit up.
"Woah! Where did you find this??" He grabbed the switch on your bed, checking what game you were playing.
"Ah, the..uhh..the warehouse...?" You replied shyly, looking away and basically just letting kokichi hijack your bed...and your switch too. Though kokichi genuinely looked impressed, so that was something!
"Geez, you're playing such a boring game. For the ultimate gamer girl, you really have no taste. C'mon, you should play this one instead!!" He beckoned you to come closer, which you did, and then he showed you the switch. He was on some crazy fighting game...which he sucked at.Like, really sucked. You watched him lose over and over again, laughing at him a little. You eventually took the switch from him, flawlessly executing the level he had struggled in prior.
"Wha-no! What! You're cheating!" He started wailing, loud, exaggerated sobs.
"Huh!? No, I didn't!" You panicked, not really knowing how to deal with this since you completely avoided communication more often than not. To your suprise, kokichi just...stopped crying. Within seconds, all his tears became nonexistent. This definitely was not the best way to learn how to deal with other people..
"Heh, you actually fell for that! I was just lying!! Y'know... I might let you live just a little longer...before I kill you and whatever." He grinned mischievously, making you panic once more.
Korekiyo was quickly interested in you. You were very quiet, and always jumped when others talked to you. You struggled with conversation, and always had a frightened look on you face for some reason. Korekiyo wasn't too sure why you acted this way, but as the ultimate anthropologist, he made it his mission to figure it out!
He watched you from afar, noticing that you spent most of your time in the game room, or simply your own room. He assumed it was because you were so afraid of communication, and so shy, that you spent more time alone than with others. Of course, he couldn't know that just by observing you, he had to talk to you, too.
One day, he noticed you walking over to the game room, so he decided to follow you in. You jumped at the sight of him, to which he put his hands out, showing you he was harmless.
"I would just like to talk with you, you're very Interesting, miss ultimate gamer..." He reasoned, which made you a little less scared...kind of.
"Um...okay..." That was all you managed to say, really not quite sure how else to respond to such a thing.
"You don't talk a lot?" He asks, looking at you, it really felt like he was analyzing you or something.
"No..." You weren't about to tell him you were very shy, I mean, I think anyone could tell by now. Korekiyo just stood there, seemingly thinking for a bit. He then started talking to you again.
"You're the ultimate gamer, yes?" He questions.
"Yeah." You were still completely avoiding eye contact, looking at the walls and the room decor. It was quite ugly, actually.
"How do you act when you play games, I wonder?" He seems to be talking to himself, you glanced his way briefly, though it wasn't long before you looked away. What did that even mean? You were too shy to ask. Though he did end up simply stating, "I'd like to play something with you."
"Oh! Okay! Do you...have anything in mind?" You looked around the room, trying to find something to play. Though this was also still an excuse to avoid the anthropologist's eyes.
"No, though I am sure you can find something. Since you're the ultimate gamer, this is your specialty..kehehhehe..." He replied, his laugh making you shiver a little. It was pretty creepy but he wanted to play so...there was no harm in playing....right...?
Korekiyo had to be bright green cause idk what other color to use...hmm...on the topic of kiyo I've never written for him before, so his part may be worse and shorter than the others! If anyone has tips on how to write kiyo I'm all ears...also can we all collectively ignore how my layout changes every post I'm new to this okay I'm still working things out
heyyy I'm wondering if you've received many requests already?
Haihaihai>_< I've gotten 2 requests so far!! I've already finished(and posted) one of them and I'm working on the other one right nowπ»π THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION HEHEHEHSHSHEH
I'm not gonna tag this cause I don't even know what tags I'm supposed to put π€
thereβll be a solar eclipse today!! Could you write some Kaito x reader of them watching it together?
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THIS IS MY FIRST REQUEST EVER AAAA I'M SO HAPPY RNππI have also seen a full solar eclipse a few years back so I tried to use my knowledge and memories from that to write this. Heh. HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!<3
Today is a very special day. A solar eclipse is going to happen! Of course, being the luminary of the stars and all, Kaito was incredibly excited. He kept rambling on about it for the past week, and basically forced you into watching it with him! Although, you wouldn't call it forcing since you agreed with very few questions.
The eclipse would be starting In a few hours, and he had made sure to get the special glasses in advance. While it is beautiful, watching it with your bare eyes is unbelievably dangerous! Which is why he made sure to take as many precautions as he could to keep you safe... although he wouldn't fully admit that to you.
"I got the solar eclipse glasses!" He comes into the room you were in, setting down both pairs on the table. The luminary of the stars came over to hang out with you for the fourth time this week. You invited Maki and shuichi one of those times, but other than that he's been spending a lot of time at your house. Just now, he told you he went to go "run errands". Your best guess was that this was the errand he spoke of.
"Oh, we're watching it together?" You inquired, tilting your head at Kaito.
"Well of course! My sidekick needs to watch the eclipse with me. How else are you going to learn more about the wonders of space?" He patted your back, which made you chuckle a little bit.
"Why not shuichi, or Maki? They're your sidekicks too, no? Are they joining us?" You questioned again, still confused on why it was you he chose.
"Wellll... Shuichi is probably busy...and Maki is also probably busy..." He trailed off, seemingly thinking.
"That was the worst excuse ever, idiot."
"Hey, don't call me an idiot!" Kaito instantly got defensive, though when he noticed how you giggled at his reaction, he knew it wasn't wise to take this to heart. "Fine, fine! I just wanna spend some time alone with my favorite sidekick. And I only bought two glasses so it's already too late to ask anyone else."
The end of his sentence was still senseless bullshit, the glasses we're cheap and anyone could've easily gotten them..but you didn't say anything this time. Spending 1 on 1 time with Kaito was always nice, so you weren't opposed to this at all. Plus, you also had an interest in space! It wasn't as strong as his as he was the one who got you interested in it in the first place, but it was still there!
"Heh, y'know..as the luminary of the stars, I don't even need these glasses to stare at the eclipse. I just don't want you to be wearing them alone!"
Kaito had layed a blanket down on the grass outside, he assured you the eclipse would be visible from your backyard, and you trusted him. There were still a good thirty minutes before it started, and the astronaut insisted that you both watch the whole thing. You obviously didn't disagree, as this was a pretty special occasion. The two of you sat down on the blanket he placed down, just staring at eachother a little awkwardly.
"So, uh...you excited?" He attempted to start a conversation, it could use a little help but that's alright.
"Of course I am, are you?" You replied, which wasn't really better than what he said actually. Maybe he's not the only one who needs help.
"Heh, obviously! Space is so beautiful..and all the stars and constellations and everything that happens out there too!" He replied enthusiastically, you couldn't help yourself.
"The luminary of the starts is also beautiful." You mutter out before your brain could stop you.
"Uh- wait excuse me!? I'm not beautiful, I'm handsome!" He replied in an offended way, though the slight pink on his cheeks told another story. This made you laugh again, you found that you laughed a lot when you were around Kaito. Teasing him like this was quite funny to you.
"Alright, alright. Hurry up and put your glasses on, it'll start soon." You waved your hand dismissively, reaching for your pair as he reached for his own. The two of you sat right next to eachother, staring up into the sky.
Slowly but surely, the sun started to get covered. It was truely a sight to behold. The two of you stayed out, talking to one another as you waited for the eclipse to reach its peak. Although conversation wasn't really either of your strong suits, the more it went on the easier it was to talk to eachother.
Finally, after a little over an hour, the sun was totally blacked out. It was significantly colder and darker, but the sight was so beautiful that you completely ignored everything else. You were in awe, praying that this would last as long as it could, not wanting it to ever end. The astronaut was also staring at the eclipse, but something else was distracting him a little. That something else being you, of course.
You looked so amazed by this, he was so happy to share a passion with someone like you. Someone who he believed in. The luminary of the starts judgement was never wrong, you were truely amazing! Maybe even more amazing than this eclipse. He noticed you shivering from the sudden cold weather. Without giving it much thought, he took his jacket off, placing it over your shoulders and then slinging his arm around you, bringing your body closer to his.
You were so distracted by the view that you didn't question this at all. Letting yourself be pulled into him and subconsciously resting your head on his shoulder. When the sun slowly started to show again, what you were doing finally dawned on you but in all honesty, you didn't plan on moving.
"...Kaito?" You called out softly, looking up at him instead.
"What's up, my sidekick?" He looked back at your face, though his gaze quickly went right back to the sky.
"..this is really nice. I think we should do this more often...everytime something big like this happens." You admit, smiling brightly. The astronaut couldn't help but sneak another glance at your face. When he saw that beaming look, his mind was made up instantly.
"Y-yeah! Of course. Heh. Let's do this everytime. Just us two."
Neither of you moved for the next hour, watching the sun slowly start to show itself again. Inch by inch, until it was finally back to its usual state. The two of you finally took off those glasses but still stayed outside, idly chatting. It did feel a little different now though. More personal...but maybe that was just cause you were wearing his jacket.
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Haihai!! This is my first time ever posting one of my fics so I hope someone sees it...and reads it...and likes it..heheheh... Make sure to check out my intro!! And feel free to send me requests...π³π³
He looks away, refusing to face the stern voice calling his name. His fingers grip the tips of the podium harder than they ever have before. Why is it so hard to face the truth? Even after all the progress he had made?
The silence was loud and uncomfortable, not a single person in the trial room dared to open their mouths, which was completely uncharacteristic. Frantic voices usually rang loudly throughout the entire place, although everyone knew better than to interrupt what was going on at the moment.
"Shuichi. Face me."
The voice came out colder, sterner, more demanding. Shuichi couldn't hide from something so close any longer, so he turned his head back to face the front. The sight of the girl who's podium was just about facing his made him want to look away again. Despite the nerves, he willed himself to stay staring at her though still unwilling to speak.
"..."
"You're doing it again, you know? Don't hide from it, tell us the truth." She spoke in a softer way this time. Shuichi found the strength to look her in the eyes, the softer stare much easier for him to handle than the previous harsh one.
"I-I'm sorry.." he mumbled, it was all he could manage. Looking down at the floor again, he sighed. She was right and everyone knew it. But facing it, that truth...it was horrible. So horrible. To think that she would commit such a terrible crime...? No! She couldn't have done it..
When he looked back up at her, he noticed this situation reminded him of someone..Kaede..this was so eerily similar to what happened with kaede..and on top of that, when he looked around..he couldn't make out anyone's faces. Everyone else's face was so blurry, except for hers...it's almost like...this wasn't real..
"Ah!"
Shuichi woke up in a cold sweat, jolting up and leaning against the headboard of his bed. He sank a little bit into the mattress while doing so, breathing heavily.
So it was just a dream...? What a terrible dream. To think she killed Maki in such cold blood...it was so wrong. The (y/n) he knew would never do something so terrible. So sick...so gross...
Yet, even when he knew this wasn't real..that it was all a twisted dream..the thoughts lingered. The thoughts of Maki's body..the execution that he would've had to witness if the dream progressed any further...what would the ultimate biologists execution even look like? He didn't wanna imagine it, getting out of bed. He couldn't stop himself from walking towards the door.
His grip on the handle was unbelievably shaky. Shuichi had always had shaky hands, but this was entirely different. The shakes turned into shivers..more violent than usual..he unlocked the door, opening it and exiting his dorm, only one thought in mind, and it was her.
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She tossed and turned for what felt like the hundredth time, why was it so cold??? Her sleep was constantly interrupted by her waking up and bring unable to fall back into slumber for extended periods of time. This was really starting to irritate her. Maybe she should just go do something else? Maybe a walk to clear her head..???
Knock knock knock
Huh, someone's at the door. At 2:30AM? Who could it be? Being too tired to think this through, she got up and unlocked the door, opening it a sliver to see who was on the other side.
Shuichi's grey eyes meet yours, they looked around at all of her features frantically. He opened his mouth but before a single sound could come out, she opened the door. Shuichi was the most trustworthy guy she knew, she didn't think twice to let him in, closing the door behind him and looking back at the man Infront of her.
"Shuichi? What are you doing here so-"
Before she could even finish her sentence, he closed the already small distance between the both of them, holding her as tightly as he could, making sure she wasn't getting away.
"A-ah...what's this about..?"
She asked slightly worried, wrapping her arms around him too, softly bringing one of her hands up to his hair. Before he could even answer, the tears spilled out of his eyes. His head buried into her shoulder as he sobbed and mumbled incoherent things. With how tired she was, it was completely impossible to make out any of this.
Shuichi's tears started calming down after a good 10 minutes of uncontrollable sobbing. He weakly lifted his head to look into her eyes, noticing they were teary..which made no sense to him. Why was she the one crying? He spoke in a soft, shaky tone.
"Why...?"
It was all he could manage to say, so he pointed at her eyes to complete his unfinished sentence. She understood what he meant, understanding the ultimate detective was no problem for her, a feat she held dearly.
"Because you're sobbing in my arms and I don't know why..you're worrying me..and seeing you sob like that makes me wanna sob.."
She smiles softly while speaking, her tone gentle as she runs a hand through his hair. He keeping looking at her, staring deep into her eyes before he finally pulls away, making her hand go down to his shoulder, then right back at her side. He keeps looking at her, refusing to look down.
"I had a dream..where.. you killed Maki.." he paused, swallowing and fighting not to look down. "You were about to get executed...because...you told me to face it..and tell everyone..you were the killer..."
She sighs, tilting her head and observing his demeanor. He was still shaken up and nervous, despite not being in tears anymore. She shakes her head, smiling a little bit.
"I'll never do that. I promise you." She then trails off, and continues with "this is because of kaede, right?"
Shuichi looks away for the first time since they started talking about this, he nods, but quickly looks back at her, determined to explain himself.
"Only because I'm so scared it'll happen to me again..! Not because..I'm comparing you to kaede..."
She shakes her head, laughing a little bit, "No, it's okay. I wouldn't have minded either way..." That was a bit of a lie, and she's pretty sure shuichi knew that.. but only a little lie as it wouldn't bother her THAT much..
"...(Y/n)..?" His voice came out soft and unsure, he was struggling to keep eye contact despite his long streak a few minutes ago. Shuichi was still Shuichi despite everything. Even when he grew, the old him never really left, and that was quite apparent. She didn't answer, just continuing to stork his hair, although once she got this his ends she noticed they were quite tangled. Pulling her hand out of his hair, she rested it on his shoulder instead.
"Please, never kill anyone! And don't get yourself killed either...I'll find a way..to escape. We'll get out..stay with me..." His tone kept lowering as he spoke, until he was whispering the end of his sentence.
She unwrapped her arms around shuichi, which ultimately caused him to let go aswell. Walking over towards her nightstand, she opens the first drawer and pulls out a pink hairbrush. She then sits down on her bed, her legs hanging off the edge and touching the floor as the beds obviously weren't really high. She sat closest to the pillows and the nightstand, patting the space next to her, away from the pillows.
When he walked closer and sat down, she offered him a soft smile, her voice coming out just as softly, "I'm not going anywhere Shuichi. I'll never kill anyone, and if we stick together..no one will kill us either." She then fully got on the bed, crossing her legs and placing her hands on his waist, turning his body so his back was facing her.
Although she let go of his waist immediately after, he could still feel her touch lingering there..and his face felt warmer the more he thought about it. He then felt her hands in his hair, aswell as that brush he saw her pull out of her nightstand earlier. Tossing and turning during his horrifying nightmare must've completely tangled up his hair.. although he hadn't realised, too preoccupied with thoughts of her, he was grateful you were taking care of him like this.
With the sounds of his hair detangling, and the light pulls on his head causing him to lean back into you a little, shuichi could feel his tiredness returning. When he heard the drawer open and then close, he knew you were done with his hair. Though he still asked, just wanting to hear your voice again.
"Did you finish brushing my hair?"
"Mhm.."
"..it probably looks really messy and ugly now, doesn't it?"
"Well it's a little messy, but I like it." She softly pressed a kiss to the back of his head once she was done speaking.
Shuichi spun around, shocked by that action. It was the first time she did such a thing, and well it wasn't really considered a kiss but it was his first time being kissed! His face flushed a deep red, he stared at her with no words, completely unable to say anything. That's when she laughed softly, smiling at his stupid little expression. It was so easy to get this poor boy flustered and it made her giggle each time. At this point, it was impossible to get any cuter.
"C'mon, you're staying the night, aren't you?"
She lays down, head hitting the pillow as she sighs softly. It felt good to lay down and to feel sleepy. Shuichi didn't reply but it was clear to her from the second he got here that he had the intention of sleeping over, so he layed down, head resting against the other pillow at a reasonable distance.
Except she didn't like the distance, her fingers found their way around his, she tugged on them a little bit and that's when he turned to lay on his side, facing her.
"Come closer." She muttered before he could speak up. Her slow, sleepy tone mumbled by the pillow as her eyes fought to stay open.
"Ah! Is that...can I really?" His uncertain voice slowly processes in her head, leaving her staring at him blankly for a couple of seconds. Drowsiness really slowing her thought process down. She nods, pulling him close by the hand. When he caves in and finally moves his own body closer to hers, she uses the little strength left in her to latch onto him. Wrapping both arms around his neck and pressing her head against his shoulder.
"Mmm...night..." She mumbled into his shoulder, comfortable in this weird embrace. Shuichi wasn't quite sure what to do, though he slowly brings a hand to her hair, giving it soft strokes as he feels himself giving into the sleepiness too. His other hand awkwardly holding onto her waist, hoping she wouldn't find that weird or anything.
This time, when sleep takes over him, he doesn't think of such horrific things, his dream is rather nice this time. Thanks to (y/n) patience..
I have no experience in anything whatsoever I just like writing cute things that I wish I could have...can y'all tell... ANYWAYS PLSPLSPLS LMK WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!!β‘
