cj’s anime archive

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[animakemecry]

hi!! I’m cj, I'm 25, and I love anime (:

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**MINORS DNI**

[onlyymirknows]

The reason I think I like reibert so much is because Bertholdt is there for Reiner unconditionally.

Even when Bertholdt risks killing Reiner in Shiganshina

Bertholdt does so knowing that, if Reiner does die, it’s because he resolved to end their suffering

Reiner and Bert were suffering together. While Reiner suffered more extreme symptoms, Bertholdt suffered to the same degree. I think his famous speech in season 2 showcases this well. (Picked the dub because I love the phrasing.)

Bertholdt could “live a thousand years and never again know peace.” I don’t think this gets talked about much, at least not since I joined the fandom last year. Bert isn’t some impassive person who doesn’t care or feel things. He’s just reserved.

The only reason we don’t see the same level of remorse from Bertholdt that we do from Reiner is because he didn’t get the chance to reckon with the futility of all of his efforts and atrocities over the course of several years.

Let alone the chance to watch 12 year olds risk their lives in trench warfare.

Or have to listen to his family call the ordinary people of Paradis, the people he slaughtered unjustly, devils.

If Bertholdt lived instead, I think we would see him grapple with the same problems as Reiner and feel the same level of guilt. It would manifest in a different way for certain but he would be hurting. Especially in a world without Reiner by his side to share the burden.

In other words, nobody understood Reiner the way Bertholdt did and vice versa. They get each other. It’s clear to me that Reiner is heavily impacted by the loss when he wakes from his nightmare reaching out towards the vision of Bert’s defeat.

This is one of the many things from the Marley arc that got omitted from the anime 😔 another is Reiner thinking about his last words to Bertholdt amongst other things as he prepares to kill himself. It’s not just that memory with Eren.

Thanks for reading! Have this cute pic from (I believe) one of the visual novels as a palate cleanser 💖

[nessieartss]

Live laugh love type shit

[ladycyon]

Apothecary Diaries is so funny. The ladies in waiting look at Maomao and are like ohmigosh a poor adorable abused puppy we must smother her in love and teach her our ways 😍 and the concubines are all like she saved my life and she saved my baby and she's so brave and smart and we love her so much and jinshi and everyone else is heart eyes about her and meanwhile Maomao is like el chupacabra in the corner barfing up goat bones

[cocotamarindo]

Ladies and gentlemen: Captain Levi Ackerman

[httpsnfwmbaby]

this one sentence drives me insane. it isn’t just i was there with you, i experienced life alongside you. it’s also i will vouch for you, i will fight for you. i will take your side, and i will stay by your side. it’s megumi continuously making the decision to carry everything yuuji’s carrying with him. because it all comes back to the fact that yuuji ate the finger because of him.

[somedeimi1]

My fav itafushi/fushiita fanarts from 2024

[smol-ackerman]

GINOZA NOBUCHIKA

サイコパス S3 Ep. 02: Teumessian sacrifices

[rahuratna]

Horrendously pretty man. And the way his character mellows out in later seasons 🥵

[b40v]

rooftop talks (details below)

[theragethatisdesire]

THIS THIS THIS

[ianime0]

Jujutsu Kaisen | Ep55 | So many things have stopped mattering lately, so I’ve been challenging myself to try things I assumed I shouldn’t do. I’ve basically gone off the rails after hitting my mid-30s.

[caexchii]

[Old art]

Clingy... 🫂

[rezijellyfish]

Sister

[nomohmoss]

[theragethatisdesire]

true life the only reason much ado is taking so long is bc i chickened out from making it as toxic as i wanted but now we’re 9 chapters in

[animakemecry]

WAIT WHATTTTT!??? ARE WE BACK????

[gojosbf]

Art References in Jujutsu Kaisen s3 opening: The Kiss - Gustav Klimt // The Scream - Edvard Munch // Ophelia - John Everett Millais // Dead mother l - Egon Schiele // Two Sleeping Children - Peter Paul Rubens // Camille Monet and a Child in the Artist's Garden in Argenteuil - Claude Monet // The Three Judges - Honoré Victorin Daumier

[makesyouevil]

tfw your coworker sees the secret photocard you made of your hot boss

[vamplire]

HEY that's MY emotional support morally ambiguous misunderstood full of trauma touch starved yearning for love drenched in blood responsible for numerous atrocities comfort character who is TRYING & u will TREAT them with RESPECT