I-I can't draw. M-My... M-my hands won't stop shaking. I-I've never been able to draw right when someone else is watching. The thought of their eyes on me makes me start to sweat and tremble... Then I mess up the lines, and the spells turn out awful. I want to do something about it... but I feel so helpless. A-And the more people see me panicking, the worse it becomes. This time, I thought, I'd be able to make it. I prepared, I studied... I drew all the "right answer" spells in advance. If I'm alone, I can concentrate and draw right. We're not forbidden from bringing our palm quires in with us. So I only need to close the circles to cast the spells. It would look like I was doing it right. But I didn't expect a gap in the road. I've been punished for not doing it right. Why am I always like this? You said you want to be yourself... but I wish I could stop being me. I wish I could be literally anyone else!
