Well, Jesus Christ, did I fuck up?

Marina. 29. Mother. Stoner. Pansexual. This is my blog for anything. From trauma to being a mom to NSFW.

[aniramarinax]

I want to run away. I want to be able to relax and be alone. No one needs anything from me.

[aniramarinax]

Fight or flight is in full force lately.

Cheating isn’t a concern anymore.

I love him but do I really wanna keep doing this?

[aniramarinax]

I just want someone that truly takes care of me. I don’t want all the responsibilities on my shoulders anymore. It’s exhausting. I’m always exhausted. It’s a never ending cycle I cannot seem to break.

[aniramarinax]

Why do I pick men that can’t truly take care of me the way I need them to?

Why do they seem like they can in the beginning?

[aniramarinax]

It’s wild that I’m about to be a Mom of 3 girls when I didn’t even think I’d make it past 21

It’s beautiful and terrifying.

I still have so many things to work through. Depression is still kicking my ass. It’ll never leave, so how did I get here??

[aniramarinax]

Over. Every. Fucking. Thing.

[aniramarinax]

I’m so fucking unhappy.

[adustoflove]

Trying to convince myself none of this matters so I don't literally go insane

[kosmogrl]

[remanence-of-love]

[konoko]

[aniramarinax]

Life is full of disappointment.

[yars]

[supersexyawesomeness]

[aniramarinax]

I’m tired of being so fucking sad all the time.

[aniramarinax]

I’m a constant fucking disaster

[catchymemes]

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