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ah’ve been fightin’ all mah life. it’s what ah do. sometimes righteous. sometimes selfish.

a private, selective, and preferably plot driven* writing blog for anna marie darkhölme, more commonly known as  𝔯𝔬𝔤𝔲𝔢  of marvel comics.  not xmcu compliant, strictly comics & hc based. beta editor in use. loved by alondra (she / they, boricua, autistic, 21+).

the x-men, the brotherhood, the avengers ... good, bad, an’ everythin’ in between. always fightin’.

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@anmaries <3

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@anmaries <3

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I’m going be in nyc til next week, so hiatus on my blogs until then :P

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might remake when I come back on Wednesday night, we’ll see

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rogue wonders if he can smell the rot of her soul, the horrid stench of her sins that weigh so heavily. she knows she is marked for damnation. it has been prescribed since birth perhaps —— a woman like her, with her affliction, is not meant to live eternally alongside the heavenly father. she is a blight amongst his creations, a stain that must be removed from his holy garments. a tool, a weapon that one must wash his hands of after using [ or so she’s heard, screamed from the mouths of so called godly men —— but would a true follower turn away a young child? force her to live in despair and self-hatred? her bones turn to steel beneath her damned flesh ] .

even now, with their chests heaving from exhaustion, adrenaline warming their blood, rogue thinks of herself as no better than what they’ve killed. just luckier. today she’s on the right side. tomorrow? she might just find her own blood staining the earth. he might be the one holding the blade.

a pause, rogue can feel her heartbeat in her mouth. “ Y’don’t wield half bad. For a drunk, that is.” @bravemont

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he swats @anmaries hand away from him . another attempt made , hes aware . but he doesnt want to indulge her in her curiousity . ❛ no , you cant roast marshmallows on my head - ❜ especially not now , when its just robbie . and especially not when its ghost rider . ❛ sparky wouldnt like that . ❜

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Rogue's tongue sticks out in frustration, blowing out a childish raspberry that tickles the bottom of her lip. “ Aw c'mon ! They ain't got a sense of humor ?? ” Annoyed, she sinks back down with a frown, glee swiftly deflated. “ All ah'm sayin' is, it's a damn shame ... ”

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crafting my castlevania-esque verse, who wants to plot and then I’ll write a starter hehe…

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LIKE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN. “ you don’t really believe that tired ol’ line,” NO!!! Rogue doesn’t care for the “we have to be better than them” argument. you get what you deserve.

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who wants to come to the danger room for a playdate

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maximoff, wanda: worry

the gesture is horribly considerate, stirs something rather grotesque in the pits of her stomach. to touch; with worry, with care … Rogue swallows the grenade that is her vile tongue. her bottom lip is split like a pomegranate, seedlings of blood sprinkling throughout the pink flesh, metallic and warm. everything is muted, underwater. wanda is a mime, a character in one of the silent movies aunt carrie loved. her mouth moves without sound, just a garbled echo in the tinnitus plagued ear of rogue. so it is the touch, that rogue understands; the wrinkle of worry that forms between her brow, hands grasping at Rogue’s shoulders, her worn out face. such a tenderness that doesn’t befit such a wild thing, an angry dog who bites at every hand.

ringing, ringing, rogue pulls back slightly, awkwardly, holding her head with a trembling hand. “ dammit. ah’m fine wanda. ” a roughness she can’t quite smoothen out, embarrassed over such a fuss. ah haven't been the kindest t'you, the most understanding. yet wanda comes now, as if she has a duty of care — as if a rogue before has not dug her hand into her insides, piercing through flesh with gritted teeth.

a grunt, gaze lingering on everything but wanda. “ don't get all sweet on me now sugah, ah might start ta think y'like me. ” @nexusbeing

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CRYING THROWING UP EVERYWHERE SNOT DRIPPING

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forceshipping

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐭𝐬* 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  thunderbolts*  (2025),  directed  by  jake schreier.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit.  ) 

❛ there is something wrong with me. an emptiness. ❜

❛ you weren’t listening to me. it’s like your mind is somewhere else. ❜

❛ do you think i like taking orders? ❜

❛ you shoot, i dodge. ❜

❛ you guys can never aim for shit. ❜

❛ can you please just say it normal? ❜

❛ how long has it been, huh? a year? ❜

❛ so you… you feel fulfilled? ❜

❛ look around you. i’m miserable. ❜

❛ the light inside you is dim even by eastern european standards. ❜

❛ i've just been wondering, you know, like, what… is the point? in any of this? ❜

❛ the point of work is fame and fortune. fortune buys friends, and love, and a lot of cool clothes. ❜

❛ why do you have this photo out? ❜

❛ we were so bad. ❜

❛ you were happy. ❜

❛ i’ll make you something. ❜

❛ yeah, this just isn’t working for me anymore. ❜

❛ i need you to follow the target inside and find out what she intends to steal. ❜

❛ you’re not even my target. ❜

❛ i’m not here for you. ❜

❛ i know who you are and what you’re doing. ❜

❛ what am i doing? ❜

❛ you’re working me. you’re trying to get me on your side. ❜

❛ you say you know who i am, so you know my story. and you know i didn’t have a choice who i worked for. but you do. ❜

❛ it’s my business card. in case you need some help or you wanna share some secret hidden evidence. ❜

❛ i’m not sure what’s happening here, but you’re all exhausting and my job is done, so... ❜

❛ god only knows the blood on your hands. ❜

❛ pretty ludicrous coming from the dimestore captain america. ❜

❛ that was funny. thank you. we needed that. ❜

❛ it was getting so tense in here for a second. ❜

❛ all right, um… tie yourselves up. ❜

❛ next time, why don’t you just text me like a normal person? ❜

❛ we don’t need to go rogue in the darkness, or whatever you people do. ❜

❛ what exactly are we looking for? ❜

❛ we’re looking for not stupid questions. ❜

❛ hey. didn’t think you’d come back. thanks. ❜

❛ are you hurt? ❜

❛ no, i’m fine. i’m fine. ❜

❛ you do not seem fine. ❜

❛ yeah, well, we’ve only just met. this is… this is how i am. ❜

❛ well, you guys should just go without me. it’ll be easier. ❜

❛ we all feel like shit sometimes. and loneliness, i get that. and that that darkness gets... pretty enticing. ❜

❛ you shove it way down. you just... push it down. ❜

❛ let’s just stick together until we make it to the surface, and after that, you can start a fight with a super soldier. get yourself killed. i don’t care. ❜

❛ so, none of us fly? what, do we all just punch and shoot? ❜

❛ you do not want to start the whole sob story game. i win. ❜

❛ well, you were just a kid, so… ❜

❛ i just think it might be nice to know that you didn’t really know any better. ❜

❛ cucumber, cucumber, cucumber. ❜

❛ growing up, somebody told me that you can stop a sneeze if you confuse your brain. i always just yelled “cucumber.” ❜

❛ you’re the boss now? cute. ❜

❛ anyone else have any pointless childhood stories to tell? ❜

❛ i will fight. you stay behind me. ❜

❛ i’ve always had these episodes since i was a kid. there’s a high, then there’s a big low, and then my memory just goes blank. ❜

❛ you were right, she definitely wants us dead. ❜

❛ this has the makings of a team that can raise to glory. a team that can bring light from the darkness. a team of heroes that can be on the wheaties box and have little kiddie toy… ❜

❛ let’s just forget about them, and let’s focus on you. and how perfect you are. ❜

❛ isn’t that what you want? to be accepted? to be chosen? ❜

❛ no one else sees it, but i do. and i think maybe your past is what makes you so perfect. ❜

❛ look, i’ve been where you are. you can run, but it doesn’t go away. sooner or later it catches up to you, and when it does, it’s too late. so you can either do something about it now, or live with it forever. ❜

❛ you want to be good? or do you want to be somebody who changes the world? ❜

❛ you can do anything. ❜

❛ i'm the only one who knows what your true potential is. and it’s limitless. ❜

❛ i don’t wanna hurt you guys. why don’t you just turn yourselves in? ❜

❛ you can trust me. i know you. ❜

❛ they’re not a threat to me, so why do i need to kill them? ❜

❛ there is no “us.” there is no “we.” ❜

❛ you’re not a hero. you’re not even a good person. ❜

❛ why would a god take orders from anyone at all? ❜

❛ i’m starting to think maybe you don’t know what i am. or what i’m capable of. ❜

❛ i'm not afraid of you. ❜

❛ well, then, chase me forever. ❜

❛ If you cared, you would have called. ❜

❛ i’m sorry. i don’t know how to do this. i’m not good at it. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you wanted me. ❜

❛ i’m late, but i’m… i’m here now. ❜

❛ all i do is sit and look at my phone and think of all the terrible things that i’ve done. ❜

❛ when i look at you, i don’t see your mistakes. ❜

❛ aren’t you tired of fighting? let me help you. ❜

❛ you can’t outrun the emptiness. ❜

❛ it’s what you said. we’re all alone. all of us. ❜

❛ i have these good days, you know? where i feel invincible. but then there are a lot of bad days when i remember that nothing matters, you know? ❜

❛ so you’re just gonna sit here and let it take over? ❜

❛ well, there’s no use in fighting it. ❜

❛ at least i found a nice room. the other rooms are much worse. ❜

❛ you can’t stuff it down. you can’t hold it in all alone. no one can. we have to let it out. ❜

❛ even if it doesn’t make the emptiness go away, i promise you it will feel lighter. ❜

❛ we can find a way out of here together. will you try and leave here with me? ❜

❛ there’s no death here. the pain only gets worse. ❜

❛ i have a great past, so i’m totally fine. ❜

❛ the most shameful thing of all was thinking you could be anything more than nothing. ❜

❛ wait. you think they care about you? you don’t matter. to anyone. ❜

❛ i’m stronger than you. ❜

❛ you thought you were gonna be some great man? some savior? you can’t even save yourself. ❜

❛ we will always be alone. ❜

❛ i’m here. ❜

❛ it will always be just us. ❜

❛ we’re losing credibility. which we had very little to begin with. ❜

❛ we’re running out of space? It’s impossible. this building is enormous. ❜

❛ i did the dishes though. ❜

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that scene in the batman where bruce is like “i don’t care what happens to me” is rogue ten million percent

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I love rogue so much. i don't care how emo and "annoying" people consider her to be in earlier runs, her mutant ability is actually insane. it's not just power leeching, it's everything. personality, memories, skills. she is an amalgamation of everyone she's ever absorbed and it's so scary to for her to think about what is rogue and what isn't. she can barely remember her childhood. she can't tell whether she herself likes or dislikes something or if it's because someone she absorbed had those opinions. so yeah I understand being incredibly closed off and emotional all the time, when you don't even know who you are. she has no peace in her own body. she doesn't even FEEL like it's her own body sometimes, because her view of it is skewed by who she's absorbed.

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Jean-Marie Straub & Danièle Huillet - Class Relations (1984)

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rogue had the craziest beef with dazzler like wow ur so pretty and talented and ur mutation isn’t a burden that makes you suicidal so i actually hate you and will steal your boyfriends