Turning me into me

[annaluc1a]

I slowly let myself fall apart

Piece by piece

Cigarette by cigarette

He showed me the highs and the lows

Thank him

[annaluc1a]

The man you are in love with may...

look like him

talk like him

move like him

sound like him

But the man you loveonly exists in your mind

He is a mere fantasy

And deep down you know it too

[annaluc1a]

It is fun to be with you. Effortless, carefree. Without worries or judging. You reminded me that I'm still young. You showed me a part of me that I thought I lost a long time ago. And I was too afraid to admit that I slowly started getting used to this easy way of being with someone. Such irony... That I need to let you go in the exact moment when I realized that I care for you. Slowly getting more and more attached to you. I don't regret a thing, you showed me my own fun side, and I will be forever grateful to see myself though your eyes for this short period of time. You gave me the best Christmas present and I can't tell you how much it means. You gave me hope for a better life with someone special. You set the bar higher, than anyone before you. Thank you. You showed me that men can be respectful, intelligent and honest. Bye my dear friend, I can only hope to cross paths with you again.

[remanence-of-love]

[annaluc1a]

The sheer panic what you feel in the face of a new, fresh love. You are about to give them the power to destroy you. Or to lift you to heaven. No-one knows what it's going to be

[amortizing]

“I was always ashamed to take. So I gave. It was not a virtue. It was a disguise.”

—

[minuty]

“I have so much of you in my heart.”

—

[annaluc1a]

I'm drinking alone. I'm lonely. Honestly I just need someone to talk to. 🥺

[annaluc1a]

You left a terrifying void inside me with all your unfulfilled promises

[annaluc1a]

"I’m not going to ask you to kiss me

Neither ask for forgiveness when I believe that you have done wrong or that you have made a mistake.

Nor am I going to ask you to hug me when I need it the most or to invite me to dinner on our anniversary.

I’m not going to ask you to go around the world to live new experiences much less ask you to give me your hand when we are in that city.

I’m not going to ask you to tell me how pretty I’ am even if it’s a lie or that you write me anything nice.

Nor will I ask you to call me to tell me how your day was or tell me you miss me.

I’m not going to ask you to thank me for everything I do for you, for you to worry about me when my moods are down and of course I will not ask you to support me in my decisions.

I’m not going to ask you to listen to me when I have a thousand stories to tell you.

I’m not going to ask you to do anything, not even to stay by my side forever.

Because if I have to ask you

I do not want it anymore."

- Frida Kahlo

[annaluc1a]

I asked for your love I begged for affection.

I asked for you to keep my flame burning.

To keep my love alive.

You heard me, you even understood my request, yet nothing happened.

You failed me a thousand times.

And I left, because I grew tired of asking.

Rest assured, I'm never going to ask anyone ever again to show me love.

They either do on their own, or...

Their loss

[annaluc1a]

She danced through heartbreak and pain.

She felt like crying so she danced instead.

She felt hollow and hopeless, so she danced.

She was afraid to lose control, so she danced.

She wanted to heal, so she danced.

[ellenripleys]

Sorry for the interruption, folks, but I always do the last dance of the season. This year somebody told me not to. So I’m gonna do my kind of dancin’ with a great partner, who’s not only a terrific dancer, but somebody who’s taught me that there are people willing to stand up for other people no matter what it costs them. Somebody who’s taught me about the kind of person I wanna be. — Dirty Dancing (1987) dir. Emile Ardolino

[oldschoolteenflicks]

Dirty Dancing (1987) dir. by Emile Ardolino

[filmswithoutfaces]

Dirty Dancing (1987) dir. Emile Ardolino

[manny-jacinto]

Dirty Dancing (1987)

[buffysummers]

Nobody puts Baby in a corner. DIRTY DANCING (1987) dir. Emile Ardolino