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[achillesinhighheels]

[angelicdewdrop]

[annerbeann]

my only real feral yearn when night creeps in is someone to laugh and be absolutely stupid with under a warm blanket with our feet out and legs wrapped round eachothers.

[annerbeann]

yooooooo I found the only striaght man left that doesn't have porn rot brain and an abusive mindset about sex 😭😭😭 im safe, FINALLYYY ugh I think I love him

[annerbeann]

and I let that shit happen because I thought you loved me

[annerbeann]

if anyone was wondering, im not dead and actually doing p good now :)

[machinot]

when u look at 2017 and think “oh that’s only like 3 years ago” and it’s actually 12,000 years ago and everything is gone and everyone you know has been reduced to ash and the world is completely different

[miiilowo]

i wish someone would pet and love me unconditionally like a dog (remembers people follow me and see my posts) ive actually never cared about or wanted anything

[teathattast]

[annerbeann]

not me still typing out "be safe" when I know hes getting ready for work just to erase it and pretend I dont care : / This isn't no contact anymore it's just over for real. Im ok with being alone.

[annerbeann]

Halloween 2025

[annerbeann]

stupid stupid stupid stupid what the fuck is wrong with you??????

[annerbeann]

he really tried to get me to relapse on coke before he left me...what the actual fuck

[annerbeann]

I need to set something on fire again

[annerbeann]

I finally blocked him on everything but his work email. I hope he doesn't message me to ask how im doing, and at the same time, I wish he would. I dont think I'd respond, I can't do that to myself again, but i still want him to. I dont feel good about it. Im sick tbh, hes left an impression and scars that hopefully fade with time but are still very predominant. I've always believed hate is a strong word, but that's where I've landed after all this.

[annerbeann]

help

[annerbeann]

I want to message him so bad just cuz I want someone to talk to that I trust. I shouldn't trust him tho. hes not trustworthy and that hurts a lot. I really thought he was it but that shit was wrong. I miss you but please dont ever talk to me again.