annie Michaelis

uhm. hi. PFP BY @itsyourpalhal/@harveyhatter

[anniwherebuthere]

Okay... Uh. I'm Annie, or anabelle. I'm with the nerds clique I s'pose.. but I try ta help everyone I can no matter what clique they're in.. I ain't real.. confident in myself or anythin'. I reckon people wouldn't expect that from a nerd anyway. I can fight a lil bit but I prefer to just let myself get picked on n patch myself up afterwards. I'm real good at first aid. Sometimes i patch up people after they fight.

Ooc stuffs; this is an ask/RP blog! If you wanna ship Annie with your oc/characters im up for anything, just keep in mind she's 17

[bestquarterback11]

Hey Kirby, wanna play pool together sometime?

Sincerely, @anniwherebuthere

Sure why not!!!!!!!! Like pool the game they play in bars or pool skinny dipping 🧐 So let me know

[anniwherebuthere]

The game they play in bars!

Im not nearly confident enough to do that, let alone invite someone else to join XD

[bestquarterback11]

Jeez im not too good at that but ill try any ways!!!!! Im actully good at like everys games so ya 😇

[anniwherebuthere]

Im not the best either but its something i enjoy doing! Ill look forward to it when do you have time?? :DD

[bestquarterback11]

Now!!!!!! Take me!!! Take me!!!!!!!!!

[anniwherebuthere]

Okay!! I'll wait by the school gates for you so we can walk together :))

[bestquarterback11]

Hey Kirby, wanna play pool together sometime?

Sincerely, @anniwherebuthere

Sure why not!!!!!!!! Like pool the game they play in bars or pool skinny dipping 🧐 So let me know

[anniwherebuthere]

The game they play in bars!

Im not nearly confident enough to do that, let alone invite someone else to join XD

[bestquarterback11]

Jeez im not too good at that but ill try any ways!!!!! Im actully good at like everys games so ya 😇

[anniwherebuthere]

Im not the best either but its something i enjoy doing! Ill look forward to it when do you have time?? :DD

[bestquarterback11]

Hey Kirby, wanna play pool together sometime?

Sincerely, @anniwherebuthere

Sure why not!!!!!!!! Like pool the game they play in bars or pool skinny dipping 🧐 So let me know

[anniwherebuthere]

The game they play in bars!

Im not nearly confident enough to do that, let alone invite someone else to join XD

[koolkowalskii]

I baked cookies😊😊 who wants a bite ?

No i didnt get the photo from the internet. Its real cookies that i really baked.

(ooc: hes doing this to make friends guys😂 poor little petey)

[anniwherebuthere]

We can them bake together if you want! I can see thats a screenshot, but they look really delicious so we can make them together! ^^

[koolkowalskii]

Im really embarrassed.. 😞 but baking with you sounds fun annie! Im totally up for it!✊

[anniwherebuthere]

Aw don't be , we all do silly things to impress others, I've had my fair share of experiences at least! ^^" just tell me when, I always have time to bake! :]

[koolkowalskii]

Thanks for being such a great pal annie!! You always have my back😎

[anniwherebuthere]

I try my best!! ^^

[koolkowalskii]

I baked cookies😊😊 who wants a bite ?

No i didnt get the photo from the internet. Its real cookies that i really baked.

(ooc: hes doing this to make friends guys😂 poor little petey)

[anniwherebuthere]

We can them bake together if you want! I can see thats a screenshot, but they look really delicious so we can make them together! ^^

[koolkowalskii]

Im really embarrassed.. 😞 but baking with you sounds fun annie! Im totally up for it!✊

[anniwherebuthere]

Aw don't be , we all do silly things to impress others, I've had my fair share of experiences at least! ^^" just tell me when, I always have time to bake! :]

[anniwherebuthere]

Waiting for @blueskiesbiohazard !I do hope he comes around before the prefects start their patrol😓😓

ill hear him knocking om the door soon enough Xp

[blueskiesbiohazard]

(knocking sound effect.mp3)

[anniwherebuthere]

*a bit of shuffling was heard before she opened the door*

"hey, Omar. Cmon in before the prefects spot you 'nd youll get in trouble.." *she stepped aside. There was a vinyl of some niche post-punk band playing*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yeah yeah whatever i couldn't care less about the prefects. NOT LIKE THEY'RE ANY STRONGER THAN ME ANYWAYS!!

as SOON as he walked in he immediately started talking trash about the prefects. even at an hour like this he was a bit loud. not yelling, but he raised his voice enough that she'd immediately become wary of where they were and the situation they were in

anyways whatcha doin' pal, bud- kid- friEND whatever u call it. his voice cracked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"maybe but either both of us get in trouble or I will for bringing someone who doesn't go to this school, and who's a guy into my dorm." *She shook her head and sat down on a small sofa*

"please talk a liiitle bit quieter Omar otherwise we'll get in trouble anyway.. do you want some tea? Waters still hot!"

*She smiled slightly at his nervous(?) rambling* "oh you're just so cute. I was just reading while I was waitin' for ya. How are you though after what happened at your place?.." *she was obviously (more than) a little concerned*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

..NAHhhh i dont want tea its gross.. wait- what did you just call me?-

frantically he shook his head, trying to ignore that comment. though he KNEW he was going to overthink about that later

he started fidgeting, playing with his fingers and darting his eyes anywhere BUT at annie. then he sighed.

ehhhh.. i guess im fine but, ugh. i cant stand thinking about my parents. they piss me off a lot- man, even just thinking about it!

[anniwherebuthere]

"uh..what did I call you?-" *she seemed to realise what she said and looked away quickly to hide her embarrassment*

"anyway! Uh, what about soda or energy drinks? *She pointed at a small refrigerator with a portable stove ontop of it* " there's some in there!"

"they piss you off huh? Wanna talk about it more or do you wanna watch some dumb movie together to get your mind off it?"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yEAH sure why NOT!!!! omar practically beamed, and then he realized he was supposed to be quiet for- well. he actually forgot the reason. but he lowkey didnt care

uuuuhhhhh ANYWAYS. yeah well. i dunno. up to you?? he started to pace. scratching the back of his head briefly as he went towards the refrigerator, then looked at her

and then he answered his own question like the dumbass he is lmao.

actually yknow what SO LET ME TELL Y- let me tell ya about it. he lowered his voice awkwardly as he coughed, bringing a hand to his mouth.

ok so..- OK SO i was just going home right! and i wanted to grab something and then i open the fuckin' door and as soon as i walk in she immediately starts yellin' at me, tellin' me how i don't care about this stupid family! omar ranted. well.. something about.. 'i only come home because i dont wanna see them', and that 'im selfish or whatever'. he grunted, scratching his head again and then reaching to fiddle with his wristbands

i mean, duh! of course i wouldn't wanna see her if she treats me like that! not that my stupid dad's home anyway...

[anniwherebuthere]

*she covered her mouth and laughed quietly at his correction* "well look who can listen after all" *she teased, a small grin on her face.*

*once he started ranting she toyed with the half-full teacup in her hand, looking at him as he talked and nodding along a little, frowning slightly*

"oh Omar.. you have a reason for not carin' if they're treatin' ya like that.. I'm sorry they're like that. Like I said you're always welcome, 's long as you watch out for the prefects you can come over. Whether it's cause you're feeling bad or just want to hang out with someone." *She gave a small smile*

*she looked away for a moment in consideration* "want a hug?" *She asked after a couple of seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar was swaying around, stimming subconsciously and nodding as he listened to her. he rolled his eyes at the teasing and then darted his focus away to a random part of the wall like it's more important than the topic at hand.

YEAH!! I know!! I can't give less of a shit about them if they treat me like that!! he agreed, though his movements came to a complete halt when she asked that. THAT. question.

.....

he started to internally panic as the temperature in his body started to shift violently. why did it suddenly feel so hot?

ummm i- what what what whatwhatwhatwhatwhat... his ears reddened while he stammered

wh- NO SHUT THE HELL UP! NO WAIT- I MEAN- wait NO! DON'T SHUT UP IM SORRY- he squeaked, tripping over his words, only panicking harder when he realized what vulgarity he just spat out of his mouth to her. god damnit omar! you're a big bad scary dropout guy, not an awkward and shy teenager! and also why are you telling her that!!!

this is a prank, right? he thought, then he exhaled a breath he didnt even know he was holding.

umm.. sorry for telling you to shut up- but- BUT WHAT.

he looked left, then right. as if he's checking for anyone even though they're alone (lmao)

pausing, he let an awkward breeze of silence hover between them

well.. uh, who am i to say no? im your friend.. but YKNOW who i am right, yknow. yknow.

chanting and stuttering, repeating his words, he tapped his fingers against the pockets of his camo pants like thats gonna fucking fix anything. omar you are SUCH AN IDIOT get yourself together man! he thought. he exhaled another breath he wasnt aware he was holding in.

fine- fine.. yeah. sure. lets uhh.. hug.

he spat that last word like it was foreign, refusing eye contact like its gonna get him killed

[anniwherebuthere]

*she saw the stimming but didn't really say anything about it. As long as it wasn't something he could injure himself with on accident why should she mention it? She hummed tightly at his words* "and that's completely fair. You have every right to, Omar.."

*she coughed into her fist to hide the smile that crept onto her face as he stammered* "hey, don't forget to breathe, yeah?" *Her face fell slightly at being told to shut up. But when she realised he didn't mean it that way it relaxed slightly*

"'m just offering. Cause uh.." *she thought of something very quickly to give her an excuse. Because she didn't want to seem like.. overly friendly or something. That might be too much.* "Cause.. might be an entirely wrong impression but I think you and the townies don't hug a lot. N your parents definitely dont. Figured you might want one after what happened ?.." *the words came out with just confident enough(barely) to play it off as her actual thought process*

"I know who you are and I don't see why you think 'ts so odd.. you deserve kindness too" *she cringed internally at that. What was that? That was so corny.*

*she stepped forward and hugged him carefully, feeling a heat creep up her neck as well*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UM-

he opened his mouth to say something really mean, but the words died in his throat. he didnt wanna say dumb shit during such a.. nice moment?? he just couldnt. he was the type of guy to just act on impulse, push people away, cuss at them, be socially indecent and throw swears there and there. he was never taught to be respectful but why was it as if he suddenly gained the ability to do so, right at this moment?

....

yeah yeah.. whatever.. don't be so sappy. he scoffed, though his tone made it obvious he really didnt mean anything to it.

hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and reciprocated the hug so awkwardly he probably wanted to die right now and carry this moment with him to the grave. if someone saw him like this, he'd probably kill either THEM, or- omar no youre just overthinking it idiot

he stood there in eerie silence for a few seconds,quickly pulling away a little too fast afterwards. he looked away, a red heat had taken over his face and he was blushing intensely. omar you are NOT hiding this bruh u aint beating the allegations dawg

...

he couldn't help but crack a dumbass smile on his face

..whatever.. that was................ um.

what the hell, this was the first time omar had his voice so low...

sooo.. whaddya wanna do now???.. he immediately started fiddling as soon as they stopped hugging. he looked like he was on the verge of exploding right now.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she rested her head against his shoulder a bit. She hugged people all the time why was this so different? Like.. why was her heart beating fast and why was she so sure she was blushing? Why was her breath a little shaky? She wasn't nervous when hugging! Why was she when its him? She offered after all!*

"who are you calling sappy" *she huffed slightly* "I was trying to have a moment with you." *She pulled back slightly so he could see her face and she stuck out her tongue at him like a child*

*she couldn't help but smirk slightly despite her own nerves* "you're so awkward it's almost endearing*

*when the hug broke she nudged him slightly* "youre starting to seem like just as much of a dork as me, you know that?"

*she looked at him for a moment. He seemed really happy,but also stupid, in a good way ofcourse!* "It was really nice." *She continued for him* "im a great hugger,i know. Don't mention it." *She grinned*

"you're so quiet now it's so sweet. We can still watch a movie if you want! I got a bunch a 'em. Mostly horror and sci-fi though."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

oh my god, whatever... quit babying me like we're in a romcom damnit!! he hissed, but it came out more like a nervous attempt to tease her back than an actual insult. and im not a dork! im a delinquent! you dummy.. he muttered that last name mostly to himself.

uh- well, just because you got a hug from me doesn't mean im DOING it AGAIN by the way. his voice cracked pathetically, as he crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, his shoulders tensing firmly as he looked away from her.

he knew he was supposed to be nice about it, he just got his first hug after a lifetime, and last time he got a hug was several months ago. from another townie. i wont name who.

but he couldn't help but be such a prick about it! well at least he sounded like one right now. normally he'd always be one, and he'd usually mean whatever swears he spat out to other people. but, to his friends- to her. he didn't mean anything. and he hoped it was obvious enough that he didn't mean it.

anyways.. fine. sure. what kinda movies have you got there? I never took you for the type to have that kinda genre. i thought you'd have some corny rom-com anime shit or whatever these are called.. he insulted, mostly playfully though. quickly overthinking he might've sounded mean he immediately reassured her in, well, his own way. maybe he still sounded like a jerk but he at least sounded less like one ..???

well, even if you did have it. i wouldn't judge but- i just wouldnt watch that crap with you... his fingers drummed against his forearm and then he scratched his neck, his foot starting to tap about the floor out of his own subconsciousness.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh if I really was babying you you'd be lying In bed with a cookie and whatever you wanna drink while I hold you till you quiet down." *She tapped his forehead lightly. Scolding playfully* "mm. I don't know I think youre a bit of both actually."

*she heard his voice crack and bit her lip to stop herself from grinning like an idiot* "okay, I guess we'll never hug again. You wound me Omar." *She put a hand to her chest*

*she understood it honestly. Before she actually got friends she was the exact same way. Always pushing people away when they got too close so she wouldn't miss them when she eventually had to leave with her parents. So she knew not to listen*

"I get it" *she said with a small shrug. Not elaborating further or mincing words*

"uhh. I have some scream, scary movie, final destination, saw, the babadook, nothing bad will happen, mysterious skin... Uh. Some untitled CDs that just have horror scrabbled on them. E.T., Star Trek, star wars, back to the future, 28 days later.. more untitled dvds.. pick your poison or go for a gamble if ya feel like doin' that" *she put the box on her bed and sat down, kicking her legs a bit*

"I mean I watch anime but it's mostly those older ones like great teacher onizuka and perfect blue and stuff. I think you'd be surprised by the music I listen to aswell."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar paused, licking his lips that felt suddenly dryer than a desert. he still felt warm from embarrassment, but at least he didn't feel like he was gonna DIE from making eye contact now that they changed topic. but he was still thinking of that hug. and he'll probably continue to do so. he looked over to her when he tried to think of something to say.

eh...? cool. i never uh... liked anime.. he stuttered.

well, when i was a kid i liked those stupid ones on TV like.. uh. the cute one with that witch girl, kiki or whatever her name was. stupid show that stupid lil me liked. omar rolled his eyes, trying to pull up any little topic to try and relate with her.

uhuhhhmm, he let out a weird noise and didnt even notice the dumb voice crack he just suffered. weelllllllllllllllllllllll.... uhh. he tapped his temple thoughtfully, trying to seem smart (because he knows he's not), then snapping his hand down and then tapping his fingers against his forearm.

standing awkwardly, his hands gestured and flickered literally everywhere as he frantically toyed with literally the air. almost like hes tryna find some sort of movement to project his nerves onto, even if it made him look even more stupid than he already looks.

hes so dumb... and awkward...

...

uhhhh... how 'bout we just.. i dunno. iiiii dunnnooooooooo... he played with his wristbands without really paying attention, suddenly dozing off.

....

yeah no he was already far off into whatever headspace his mind immediately drifted into.

[anniwherebuthere]

*when the silence fell her mind drifted back to their earlier interactions, a dumb little smile appearing on her face. And maybe a bit of heat on her cheeks. But that's okay she was naturally rosy she could pull that off as normal.*

*she blinked a few times and she got a can of coke from the fridge and held it out to him* "i forgot, you wanted this right?... And the anime you're talkin' bout is kikis delivery service! I absolutely love all of studio Ghibli's films!" *She beamed* "have ya ever watched grave of the fireflies? The first time I watched it I was crying, like full on sobbing.." *she gave a nervous little grin*

*when she looked at his hand movement she looked around her room. She picked up a plush racoon with bean filling in the paws* "here, this usually helps. Just play with the paws."

*her face fell slightly out of concern when she saw him fall asleep while standing, she immediately got up and went to support him* "Omar? Are you okay?!" *Her voice cracked a little cause she might have been a little panicked. She tried her best to carry/drag the poor guy to the bed and to let him lie down there*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

... what.

omar had grabbed the can of soda, about to pop it open but then his eyes darted downwards and he looked at the plush that just got shoved in his vision. He took a moment to breathe in and understand what the fuck his life had come to at this point. Then he froze like a deer in headlights.

...

what... Is that. What's that. What the FUCK is that. he repeated, staring at it like it's a sin.

...

I... I love whatever the fuck this thing is... his eyelid twitched. He was tweaking tf out. He seemed to really like it, but he didn't have even the energy to express the amount of JOY the fucking THING radiated onto him.

..it's....so...c...cute. he started.

ITS SO CUTE....... ITS SO F..FUCKING CUTE. ITS. ITS FUCKING CUTE... he squeaked as his voice cracked, a crimson shade flushing at his ears and down his neck. He sounded like he was fucking dying as he strained his voice so badly, trying NOT to alert other people of any weird shit they hear coming from this room but he couldn't contain whatever whimsy this THING just brought to him

........let me.

coughing, he abandoned the soda and set it uhh somewhere idk. his hands were a bit cold and slightly wet from the metal material of it, wiping them on the hem of his shirt subconsciously, then he SNATCHED the raccoon plush out of her hands and held it to his chest like a baby.

...

He squished it without being aware of just how much tension he needed to release on this thing.

thanks. it's mine now. he mumbled to her and then held the plushie closer to him like she might just snatch it back. he was ALREADY fucking possessive of this thing JESUS CHRIST OMAR.

its mine now. okay. let's.. let's just. Let's go and.. watch something I guess....... His voice was hoarse from whatever cursed noise he just let out. He squeezed the head of the plush, gripping the poor thing like he wanted to kill it.

shaking his head and grabbing the can of soda back in his other hand (wow thank GOD he didn't just forget it there), he darted his eyes back to Annie after he had been staring at particularly nothing like an idiot for the past few minutes.

what do you think we should watch? His voice snapped back to normal out of, genuinely nowhere. This guy changed so fast it was so weird.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she sighed in relief... Although she did get worried for a second when he was staring at the plush so intensely.*

"its uh. Its a raccon plushie. 'nd the paws have a nice texture 'n sound when you press into 'em.. "

*once he started to speak in that voice. She knew these were gonna be the hardest moments of her life. It was so incredibly sweet. It really was. But it's not a voice she was expecting to EVER come out him. She was genuinely pulling that ishowspeed face right now, taking deep shaky breaths to keep in her laugh. Because she didn't want to offend him. He seemed so incredibly happy over such a little thing so she definitely wanted him to feel comfortable to keep being like that*

"y-yeah ofcourse.. keep it.." *she couldn't keep it in anymore

*the voice itself, she could handle, but the sudden hoarseness followed by his normal voice did her in. She burst out into giggles like an idiot* "oh- oh my god omar go- go drink your soda.. you need it" *she covered her mouth and tried to calm herself down a bit*

*she picked a random dvd and put it into the dvd player, turning on the television. It was one of those older tv models. Blocky. Not really high quality but it did what it had to* "we'll play roulette then." *She shrugged, getting comfortable on the bed*

"hey ease up on poor al.. he's been with me for many years you know." *She murmured and turned off the nightlight, pressing play*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

MEEEEEEHHH he'll be fiiiiiiiiine. omar waved a hand almost dismissively.

though he knew. he wasn't actually going to completely forget about that plush. he was probably gonna keep it dear to him for a night, tell her he'll give it back, then keep it because he just liked it. And then forget the thought of returning.

he held it close and then dozed off as soon as he flopped onto the couch, the mattress creaking LOUDLY as he got on. Omar Jeez PLEASE relax..

He curled his fingers into the fabric of the plush and then squeezed it again.

it smells like you. im keeping that and taking it with me, cuz I like the way you smell. he muttered out loud. Maybe a LITTLE too loudly for it to be considered muttering. He did that while staring at the screen with a blunt, unreadable expression.

after a VERY long moment of silence he turned his head to her very slowly and just. had a deadpan expression on his face. it was a face of terror and realization.

and then he slowly blinked.

Then he swallowed and he let out a loud cartoony GGGGULP sound.

Oh boy I wonder who said that.. he stared at her, his ENTIRE fucking face reddening slowly like a tomato. They could probably see steam coming out of his ears with a tea kettle whistle in the background.

...

Yeah..yeah, I wonder who said that. Annie YOU DIDNT TELL ME Y-YOU HAD GHOSTS IN YOUR HOUSE. His voice cracked instantly as his face shifted from the embarrassed 'are we deadass' type expression to the 'ARE WE FUCKING DEADASS' type expression. His eyes widened and he gripped the plush close to his chest as his voice reached opera levels of high pitch. he sounded like a fucking girl.

The heat of embarrassment and shame instantly swallowed his entire body in NANOSECONDS. there it was, that feeling he hated. THIS feeling. The feeling that not even a freezing cold can of unopened soda in your hand could shoo it away.

He looked like he was on the verge of tears, like he was about to get up and bolt or jump out of the window (without opening it of course for the glass shatter effect) and then run back to his home screaming and crying. He probably wanted to fucking die rn.

And all of this dumbass shit spat out of his mouth was WHILE the movie intro was playing 🧡

[anniwherebuthere]

"he better be otherwise I oughtta kick your ass" *she jokes with a small grin*

"you know, I have a lot of plushies hidden away in here, I'll show you all of them sometime. Might be childish of me but- uhm.. what did you say Omar?" *Her eyebrows were raised slightly and a small flush crept up her face. She couldn't have heard that right, right?*

*when his head turned towards hers she looked back, only for a few seconds, maybe not even that actually.*

"whyre ya looking at me like I made you say that" *she giggled at his expression*

"ghosts, huh? Maybe they'll get scared if we watch the exorcist then." *She shot him a teasing grin* "maybe I don't want the ghost who said that to disappear though." *She shrugged*

*She turned to lie on her side, just observing him for a few moments,before giving him a pat on the head* "don't worry Omar, it's sweet, really. Adorable even."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

huh..,. huh what is sweet what is adorabLE WHAT IS adORABLE. he darted his eyes around frantically and then looked towards her, confused. then he paused and blinked innocently. Annie idk who would SAY somethign like that.. I sure as hell wouldn't .. it wasn't me must've been something else- MUSTVE been your IMAGINATION!! he corrected himself after finding the words.

He closed his eyes. I am literally so CONFUSED right now how did I manage to confuse myself?? Is this technically self-manipulation or gaslighting myself whatever it was called? He rambled. more to her than himself lmao. Annie do you think I can actually accomplish that?? Gaslighting myself? I think I could if I tried hard enough! I wonder if any other animals are capable of that. What animals are smarter than humans anyway? Uhhhh probably an elephant or something.. he mumbled as he answered his own questions, starting to tap his feet against the floor nervously.

..??

Genuinely wtf was this conversation about

They were both probably wondering how they even got to this point. well, at least annie is... omar is probably contemplating if he should jump into the ocean and reconnect with the fishes right now. While thinking, Annie had realized Omar had actually somehow shifted the entire conversation and switched the topic into actual nonsense as he yapped so fast it was genuinely just intelligible.

sometimesiwonderifabearcouldoutrunaracingcaratfullspeedorwellactuallyithinkthebearwouldbechacingthecarinsteadcuzbearsarecoolerbutalsoscarierinawauyknowwhatimean?..

He froze up and snapped his head towards her like she just cursed his entire bloodline, clinging to the plush in his hands

what the fuck was that thing you just did to my head?-

Why did it take him three entire minutes to just REALIZE she did that

[anniwherebuthere]

"that you care about me so much already that you like things that smell like me. Silly." *She chuckled, just looking at him with the most amused face she could muster* "Omar you dont have to pretend it wasn't you it's fine." *She poked his cheek* "if you want I can say somethin' odd too to make it even cause this ain't going nowhere."

"self-manipulation? That's just lying to yourself , dude. I feel like you'd get mad if people lie to you,and that wouldn't exclude yourself" *she snickered*

"mm. Maybe crows they're very smart. Or monkeys.. I'd imagine a few species of fish are smarter than us too. Oh yeah there's this sea slug species and they're definitely smarter than us. They can like absorb toxines from poisonous corral and when a predator tries to eat them they'll get poisoned! And they do all that while looking so adorable!" *She rambled a bit, realising what she was doing, she shot him an apologetic smile* "didn't mean to ramble, sorry.."

"ooomar” *she sing-songed* "don't forget to breathe when you talk. You'll pass out. You were sayin' somethin' 'bout bears and racing cars? Slow this time, I ain't goin' nowhere."

*she smiled again* "I patted your head cause I felt like it."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

IM NOT A KID ANNIE!!! I DONT NEED PATS ON tHE HEAD!! He shrieked, trying to look offended, but his expression seemed more playful than defensive

Also I never said I care- okay well I do, but it's not- it's not in that way- like. No I DONT CARE ABOUT Y- wWAIT NO. Uh. I CARE. About you. But. Like, I don't, but like- you- I care you about you like where you about I care for- wait what?

He paused, licking his lips again and then biting it awkwardly out of his subconsciousness.

....???

What??? wait. what? whuh.. umm, wait. Okay wait okay SO- I CARE, FOR YOU. BUT. IT'S. NOT. IN THAT WAY.

there ya go! He exhaled a sigh he has no idea he was holding in. I dunno if I'm making sense right now! By the way I heard bears can run reaaaallyy fast. Like. I think even faster than humans and. And I also heard that they can swim and climb or something like that. He smiled innocently and well- well no. He was too tall to be kicking and dangling his legs off the couch. He can't do that he's a grown ass guy.

Can ya keep yapping about animals I like listening to it. He blinked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"well I'm giving them to you anyway" *she shrugged*

"you care soooo much about me you're so worried about saying something wrong." *She teased, just watching him struggle with a grin*

"also Omar. it's late, come lay down. I've slept on that couch before it's not good for your back.. plus my beds for two people anyway." *She rolled over to the far end of the bed. It looked so stupid. A small thud was heard because she hit her head against the wall, nearly knocking over the vase with flowers that stood on the windowsill*

"you know that only makes me think you do care about me in that way.. if you didn't why would you specify that you don't?"

*she listened to his little bear yap and nodded* "they can. They're smart enough to open doors too if they're unlocked Im pretty sure. I doubt a bear is faster than a race car though." *She paused for a beat, thinking about something* "do you think bears experience fatshaming or slutshaming, or is that a uniquely human thing?"

*she smirked* "you like hearing my voice that much? Well.. I happen to know a bit about jellyfish. There's s species of 'em that are technically immortal, because they can uh.. go back to being a polyp? Which is basically what they were like as a child. And then bam, go right back to being a jellyfish"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

slightly panicked, omar immediately dashed towards her and put the raccoon plush on the bed, laughing. PFFF- HAHAHAHA you IDIOT!!! watch your fUcking head, DOOFUS!!!!!! he teased, his tone almost like he was making fun of her, but well its omar so its okay. he always sounded like that. like a total jerk. but he never meant it if it was with someone he liked, and annie knew that.

there was a bigger fish to fry though. he put a hand on annie's head and pet her slightly, ruffling her locks under his fingers. but the stupid ginger didnt realize he was doing that and did it subconsciously.

taking his hand off without even considering to stop and think about what he just did, he swept the elephant under the rug and then shrugged obliviously.

okay fiiiiiine.. omar whined, sounding almost like he wanted to stay right next to annie. sat on the other edge after walking around and then kicked his shoes off without even bothering to untie his shoelaces bc tbh why would he even do that. he reached and grabbed the raccoon plush, toying with it again. also, what kinda dumbass crazy question is that, but i think bears experience fatshaming maybe. maybe by other bears? i dunno. i havent seen anyone make fun of bears for being fat.. cuz i guess thats just how they are. he giggled at the question.

...NO I DIDNT SAY I LIKED YOUR VOICE- he sighed, you are INSUFFERABLE sometimes.. he said, though he did not mean anything by it. it was just typical omar stuff that he'd normally say. uhhmm. but well yeah i enjoy listening to your random information. even tho i dont understand it like half the ti- OH IVE HEARD OF THAT JELLYFISH SPECIES!!i know it!! its sooo cool... tell me about it... he fidgeted with the plush, squishing its paws repeatedly.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she burst out laughing too*

"aw im all better thanks to you" *she smiled and turned to face him, she scratched his head gently in return. She did blush slightly. She adjusted her hair a bit*

"you're listening so well now Omar" *she kissed his cheek without thinking about it. Then she thought about it. Her cheeks flushed* "oh my god I didn't mean to I just kind of did that!-im sososo sorry" *she gestures her hands around wildly as she spoke*

"well I mean just between bears. Not people and bears.." *she yawned* "I kissed you cause I was tired. Yeah that's why." *she took off her glasses and put them on the windowsill*

"and you're always a saint then." *She poked his nose*

"mmm something else is that they're like.. older then dinosaurs n stuff. Theres also a species of undiscovered jellyfish that's like waaay deeper in the ocean than any other species we knew of"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

WHUH.. whHUUAHh AHAhh. AHAH. WHUAh. hUAH. HUH. HUH. HUH. omar's throat hurt as he choked on particularly nothing, freezing immediately. ANNIE!!! YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!!!! he shrieked, screaming in a high pitched whisper, his entire face red like a brick. WHY DID YOU- WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!! ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!- he darted his eyes away, focusing them on a random smudge on the wall, then at the ceiling, at the bed, at the TV and basically anywhere but annie. You're not supposed to do that u-unless you really like someone!! he gave her a hesitant glance, and finally looked up at her. are you dumb?? Or are you just really brave!!!?? the guy furrowed his eyebrows in some sort of exasperation. he sighed and then looked back at the TV

i swear to god, youre gonna be the death of me.. omar rolled his eyes awkwardly and squeezed the plush against his abdomen. his entire body felt really hot which slightly irritated him cuz he just DESPISED when that warmth of humiliation and embarrassment took over. he looked down at the plush, playing with the ears without much thought to the movement. Why would you do that??? do you just become lovey dovey with people when you're tired!???! omar clicked his tongue, pretending to be pissed and trying to take out some sort of anger in his words, but his pitiful voice cracks betrayed that mask of defensiveness. you big doofus.. he shook his head, cracking a dumb grin that he immediately tried to hide away by looking at the wall.

[anniwherebuthere]

"IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO OMAR!" *She covered her face* "YOURE NOT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW ARE YOU??" *She whisper-yelled. Pulling her hands aways and just staring at the TV screen, her mind racing with all kinds of thoughts*

"I mean I do really like you but not like that I'-I'm.. pretty sure!!!" *Her voice cracked a bit* "but kissing your friends on the cheek is totally normal behaviour!.. I do that with all my friends!" *She most DEFINITELY did not.. what was she talking about!!*

"I'm not brave I'm just a stupid stupid girl just ignore that pretty please?" *She ran a hand over her face*

"I'm gonna be the death of myself at this rate" *she sighed*

"I don't know?.. I guess I do!!" *She turned to face the other side, closing her eyes* "I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar just sat there frozen. lmao

.....WHO ARE YOu fRIENDS WITH to be kissing everyones chee-- he trailed off, realizing he sounded jealous. WELL NO. I- I mean. WHY would you- would you do that to ME. WHY- he sighed awkwardly and looked away from her.

i am NOT ignoring that man I SWEAR. omar grunted and facepalmed. the raccoon plush on his lap. whatever bruh DONT DO THAT TO OTHER GU- T-TO GUYS YOU DONT LIKE IN THAT WAY-- he corrected in a panicked head shake. d...dumbass.

omar sat there the entire time staring at the tv with the plush in his hands awkwardly fidgeting with it. he wasnt even focusing on the movie that was left on. he was just contemplating his life decisions.

[anniwherebuthere]

"no no only with my girl friends.. you're just special I guess. In a way." *She smiled slightly,one of those dumb grins*

*she fidgeted with the hem of her sleeping shirt (of some strange niche punk band* "pleeeease ignore it? It's just you I swear." *She turned to face him, rolling over and hugging him carefully in an attempt to persuade him*

"maybe i do, Ive never been good at stuff like that.." *she whispered far too quietly *

[blueskiesbiohazard]

fine fine fine i wont talking about it bruh- BUT ILL MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR THIS!!!!-

if it was possible he felt himself starting to blush more even though he was as red as a tomato and as hot as an active furnace.

he was about to say something but he could only choke out a weird, gurgled noise. wu-wuhaaauhghh- WHAT. he squeaked and hugged back awkwardly. annie are you SURE this is what friends do??

[anniwherebuthere]

*she yawned again* "go ahead 's okay.." *she murmured sleepily*

*her face was red like powdered paprika, she attempted to act like it didn't affect her though it wasn't successful.. at all.*

"yes this is what friends do... uh. Best friends at least. *She gave a shy grin and looked at him discreetly for a few seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

Annie I'm going to KILL YOu. he scowled playfully and then resumed his, uh, staring at the wall whatever he was doing. they both decided to not address the elephant in the room and called it a night. I think you're delusional and that your sense of friendship is twisted. He blinked, not even bothering to look at her. He didn't even NOTICE that she was looking at him . Omar's attention span is that of a fish's. If you're gonna be the death of me I'm gonna kill you first. he teased, but he just seemed more dead inside than literally anything right now. he was warm and felt that SICKENING feeling of a fluttering in his stomach. he had no idea what exactly was supposed to be happening right now, and he felt multiple emotions that just mixed into one big swirl of genuine confusion. I hate you. He mumbled playfully, clearly trying to make himself feel better by putting up that mask of defensiveness

goodnight you prick.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh almighty Omar I'm so sorry for that please spare me of your wrath" *she said theatrically, cupping her hands together and shaking them*

"it's not! I just.. dunno. Feels different with you." *She mumbles embarrassedly* "don't know why. It's stupid anyway.." *she closed her eyes and hugged a different plushie. A jellyfish shaped one. Why was she like that with him? She's never been that.. playful or.. confident-sounding at least. Not this comfortable with anyone this quickly. Her stupid head and heart.*

"I hope you don't. Love ya.. s a friend obviously.."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UH- YEAH WHATEVER. the feeling's mutual i guess. He muttered that last sentence quietly more to himself yet loudly enough for them both to hear. He reached and grabbed that can of soda he forgot and then popped it open, the sound feeling a bit too loud in between them despite there being a TV in the background.

He sat there stupidly, taking a sip. He raised an eyebrow. Dude this shit is good where'd you find it? He asked, trying to change the topic now. Omar wasn't even looking at her when he asked that. He was just looking at the blanket instead. Okay that heat of embarrassment THANKFULLY went away but he was still going to question his life choices after this. He looked at the can and tried to read it when his attention immediately shifted back to the TV. The movie was literally just background noise they weren't even WATCHING IT. (TF😭😭🥀) Omar shot a half-assed glance towards the TV, looking at the subtitles and then back to the can then AT a random tiny crack on his nail. And then his first instinct was to just bite into his nails like a kid. One nibble and it seemed as if he completely forgot about the can in his hand and now he looked like he was trying to genuinely just eat his nails. He wasn't even paying that much attention to whatever tf he was doing.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she just mumbled something inaudible in response. She didn't know what to say to that so she might as well pretend to have said something..*

"oh it's just some variety pack from yum yum market. I'll stock up on it if ya like it that much.." *she offered a small smile. She was tired sure but she just couldn't sleep around Omar for some reason, so she turned for the fourth time by now probably, facing him properly again*

*she cracked open one of her eyes when she heard that small sound of him biting his nails. She took his hand and held it instead. Didn't realise she was holding his hand, just want to stop him*

"don't bite your nails that's bad for you. If you're hungry I can make food." *She looked back at the TV* "we ain't really watching that are we? We can just listen to music and turn the TV off if you want

[blueskiesbiohazard]

YEAH IDK SURE wHY-

beaming, he remembered that he's in a dorm where he isn't supposed to be. he lowered his voice. Yeah sure why not!!!!! His eyes darted downwards to their hands and then immediately looked back up to her. he awkwardly pulled his hand away and blinked, trying to see if she realizes what this gesture looks like.

...uhhh what kinda music do you wanna listen to. he took another sip of the can to enjoy the flavor, then held it carefully yet absentmindedly somewhere on his own lap. I.. mean, I don't really mind whatever genre as long as it ain't some shitty pop or country that my mom listens to! Omar posited as he finally met her eyes with hesitation. Being embarrassed and uncomfortable (in a good way) he shot his focus somewhere else almost on instinct. Omar u a chud.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she giggled* "I'll be sure to if it makes you so happy."

*she paused, looking at their hands for a second and then just looking at the wall of records instead, trying to act nonchalant as she got up and walked over*

"uhh well, I have mostly punk and rock records, I also have a few of my own mixtapes with some acid jazz, breakcore,indie and Midwest emo mixed in." *She shrugged*

"I don't like pop that much either.. but I'll let you choose. Just punk and rock or a bit of everything?" *She asked, daring to look back at him, but immediately turning away when their eyes met*

[koolkowalskii]

I baked cookies😊😊 who wants a bite ?

No i didnt get the photo from the internet. Its real cookies that i really baked.

(ooc: hes doing this to make friends guys😂 poor little petey)

[anniwherebuthere]

We can them bake together if you want! I can see thats a screenshot, but they look really delicious so we can make them together! ^^

[anniwherebuthere]

Waiting for @blueskiesbiohazard !I do hope he comes around before the prefects start their patrol😓😓

ill hear him knocking om the door soon enough Xp

[blueskiesbiohazard]

(knocking sound effect.mp3)

[anniwherebuthere]

*a bit of shuffling was heard before she opened the door*

"hey, Omar. Cmon in before the prefects spot you 'nd youll get in trouble.." *she stepped aside. There was a vinyl of some niche post-punk band playing*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yeah yeah whatever i couldn't care less about the prefects. NOT LIKE THEY'RE ANY STRONGER THAN ME ANYWAYS!!

as SOON as he walked in he immediately started talking trash about the prefects. even at an hour like this he was a bit loud. not yelling, but he raised his voice enough that she'd immediately become wary of where they were and the situation they were in

anyways whatcha doin' pal, bud- kid- friEND whatever u call it. his voice cracked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"maybe but either both of us get in trouble or I will for bringing someone who doesn't go to this school, and who's a guy into my dorm." *She shook her head and sat down on a small sofa*

"please talk a liiitle bit quieter Omar otherwise we'll get in trouble anyway.. do you want some tea? Waters still hot!"

*She smiled slightly at his nervous(?) rambling* "oh you're just so cute. I was just reading while I was waitin' for ya. How are you though after what happened at your place?.." *she was obviously (more than) a little concerned*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

..NAHhhh i dont want tea its gross.. wait- what did you just call me?-

frantically he shook his head, trying to ignore that comment. though he KNEW he was going to overthink about that later

he started fidgeting, playing with his fingers and darting his eyes anywhere BUT at annie. then he sighed.

ehhhh.. i guess im fine but, ugh. i cant stand thinking about my parents. they piss me off a lot- man, even just thinking about it!

[anniwherebuthere]

"uh..what did I call you?-" *she seemed to realise what she said and looked away quickly to hide her embarrassment*

"anyway! Uh, what about soda or energy drinks? *She pointed at a small refrigerator with a portable stove ontop of it* " there's some in there!"

"they piss you off huh? Wanna talk about it more or do you wanna watch some dumb movie together to get your mind off it?"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yEAH sure why NOT!!!! omar practically beamed, and then he realized he was supposed to be quiet for- well. he actually forgot the reason. but he lowkey didnt care

uuuuhhhhh ANYWAYS. yeah well. i dunno. up to you?? he started to pace. scratching the back of his head briefly as he went towards the refrigerator, then looked at her

and then he answered his own question like the dumbass he is lmao.

actually yknow what SO LET ME TELL Y- let me tell ya about it. he lowered his voice awkwardly as he coughed, bringing a hand to his mouth.

ok so..- OK SO i was just going home right! and i wanted to grab something and then i open the fuckin' door and as soon as i walk in she immediately starts yellin' at me, tellin' me how i don't care about this stupid family! omar ranted. well.. something about.. 'i only come home because i dont wanna see them', and that 'im selfish or whatever'. he grunted, scratching his head again and then reaching to fiddle with his wristbands

i mean, duh! of course i wouldn't wanna see her if she treats me like that! not that my stupid dad's home anyway...

[anniwherebuthere]

*she covered her mouth and laughed quietly at his correction* "well look who can listen after all" *she teased, a small grin on her face.*

*once he started ranting she toyed with the half-full teacup in her hand, looking at him as he talked and nodding along a little, frowning slightly*

"oh Omar.. you have a reason for not carin' if they're treatin' ya like that.. I'm sorry they're like that. Like I said you're always welcome, 's long as you watch out for the prefects you can come over. Whether it's cause you're feeling bad or just want to hang out with someone." *She gave a small smile*

*she looked away for a moment in consideration* "want a hug?" *She asked after a couple of seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar was swaying around, stimming subconsciously and nodding as he listened to her. he rolled his eyes at the teasing and then darted his focus away to a random part of the wall like it's more important than the topic at hand.

YEAH!! I know!! I can't give less of a shit about them if they treat me like that!! he agreed, though his movements came to a complete halt when she asked that. THAT. question.

.....

he started to internally panic as the temperature in his body started to shift violently. why did it suddenly feel so hot?

ummm i- what what what whatwhatwhatwhatwhat... his ears reddened while he stammered

wh- NO SHUT THE HELL UP! NO WAIT- I MEAN- wait NO! DON'T SHUT UP IM SORRY- he squeaked, tripping over his words, only panicking harder when he realized what vulgarity he just spat out of his mouth to her. god damnit omar! you're a big bad scary dropout guy, not an awkward and shy teenager! and also why are you telling her that!!!

this is a prank, right? he thought, then he exhaled a breath he didnt even know he was holding.

umm.. sorry for telling you to shut up- but- BUT WHAT.

he looked left, then right. as if he's checking for anyone even though they're alone (lmao)

pausing, he let an awkward breeze of silence hover between them

well.. uh, who am i to say no? im your friend.. but YKNOW who i am right, yknow. yknow.

chanting and stuttering, repeating his words, he tapped his fingers against the pockets of his camo pants like thats gonna fucking fix anything. omar you are SUCH AN IDIOT get yourself together man! he thought. he exhaled another breath he wasnt aware he was holding in.

fine- fine.. yeah. sure. lets uhh.. hug.

he spat that last word like it was foreign, refusing eye contact like its gonna get him killed

[anniwherebuthere]

*she saw the stimming but didn't really say anything about it. As long as it wasn't something he could injure himself with on accident why should she mention it? She hummed tightly at his words* "and that's completely fair. You have every right to, Omar.."

*she coughed into her fist to hide the smile that crept onto her face as he stammered* "hey, don't forget to breathe, yeah?" *Her face fell slightly at being told to shut up. But when she realised he didn't mean it that way it relaxed slightly*

"'m just offering. Cause uh.." *she thought of something very quickly to give her an excuse. Because she didn't want to seem like.. overly friendly or something. That might be too much.* "Cause.. might be an entirely wrong impression but I think you and the townies don't hug a lot. N your parents definitely dont. Figured you might want one after what happened ?.." *the words came out with just confident enough(barely) to play it off as her actual thought process*

"I know who you are and I don't see why you think 'ts so odd.. you deserve kindness too" *she cringed internally at that. What was that? That was so corny.*

*she stepped forward and hugged him carefully, feeling a heat creep up her neck as well*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UM-

he opened his mouth to say something really mean, but the words died in his throat. he didnt wanna say dumb shit during such a.. nice moment?? he just couldnt. he was the type of guy to just act on impulse, push people away, cuss at them, be socially indecent and throw swears there and there. he was never taught to be respectful but why was it as if he suddenly gained the ability to do so, right at this moment?

....

yeah yeah.. whatever.. don't be so sappy. he scoffed, though his tone made it obvious he really didnt mean anything to it.

hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and reciprocated the hug so awkwardly he probably wanted to die right now and carry this moment with him to the grave. if someone saw him like this, he'd probably kill either THEM, or- omar no youre just overthinking it idiot

he stood there in eerie silence for a few seconds,quickly pulling away a little too fast afterwards. he looked away, a red heat had taken over his face and he was blushing intensely. omar you are NOT hiding this bruh u aint beating the allegations dawg

...

he couldn't help but crack a dumbass smile on his face

..whatever.. that was................ um.

what the hell, this was the first time omar had his voice so low...

sooo.. whaddya wanna do now???.. he immediately started fiddling as soon as they stopped hugging. he looked like he was on the verge of exploding right now.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she rested her head against his shoulder a bit. She hugged people all the time why was this so different? Like.. why was her heart beating fast and why was she so sure she was blushing? Why was her breath a little shaky? She wasn't nervous when hugging! Why was she when its him? She offered after all!*

"who are you calling sappy" *she huffed slightly* "I was trying to have a moment with you." *She pulled back slightly so he could see her face and she stuck out her tongue at him like a child*

*she couldn't help but smirk slightly despite her own nerves* "you're so awkward it's almost endearing*

*when the hug broke she nudged him slightly* "youre starting to seem like just as much of a dork as me, you know that?"

*she looked at him for a moment. He seemed really happy,but also stupid, in a good way ofcourse!* "It was really nice." *She continued for him* "im a great hugger,i know. Don't mention it." *She grinned*

"you're so quiet now it's so sweet. We can still watch a movie if you want! I got a bunch a 'em. Mostly horror and sci-fi though."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

oh my god, whatever... quit babying me like we're in a romcom damnit!! he hissed, but it came out more like a nervous attempt to tease her back than an actual insult. and im not a dork! im a delinquent! you dummy.. he muttered that last name mostly to himself.

uh- well, just because you got a hug from me doesn't mean im DOING it AGAIN by the way. his voice cracked pathetically, as he crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, his shoulders tensing firmly as he looked away from her.

he knew he was supposed to be nice about it, he just got his first hug after a lifetime, and last time he got a hug was several months ago. from another townie. i wont name who.

but he couldn't help but be such a prick about it! well at least he sounded like one right now. normally he'd always be one, and he'd usually mean whatever swears he spat out to other people. but, to his friends- to her. he didn't mean anything. and he hoped it was obvious enough that he didn't mean it.

anyways.. fine. sure. what kinda movies have you got there? I never took you for the type to have that kinda genre. i thought you'd have some corny rom-com anime shit or whatever these are called.. he insulted, mostly playfully though. quickly overthinking he might've sounded mean he immediately reassured her in, well, his own way. maybe he still sounded like a jerk but he at least sounded less like one ..???

well, even if you did have it. i wouldn't judge but- i just wouldnt watch that crap with you... his fingers drummed against his forearm and then he scratched his neck, his foot starting to tap about the floor out of his own subconsciousness.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh if I really was babying you you'd be lying In bed with a cookie and whatever you wanna drink while I hold you till you quiet down." *She tapped his forehead lightly. Scolding playfully* "mm. I don't know I think youre a bit of both actually."

*she heard his voice crack and bit her lip to stop herself from grinning like an idiot* "okay, I guess we'll never hug again. You wound me Omar." *She put a hand to her chest*

*she understood it honestly. Before she actually got friends she was the exact same way. Always pushing people away when they got too close so she wouldn't miss them when she eventually had to leave with her parents. So she knew not to listen*

"I get it" *she said with a small shrug. Not elaborating further or mincing words*

"uhh. I have some scream, scary movie, final destination, saw, the babadook, nothing bad will happen, mysterious skin... Uh. Some untitled CDs that just have horror scrabbled on them. E.T., Star Trek, star wars, back to the future, 28 days later.. more untitled dvds.. pick your poison or go for a gamble if ya feel like doin' that" *she put the box on her bed and sat down, kicking her legs a bit*

"I mean I watch anime but it's mostly those older ones like great teacher onizuka and perfect blue and stuff. I think you'd be surprised by the music I listen to aswell."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar paused, licking his lips that felt suddenly dryer than a desert. he still felt warm from embarrassment, but at least he didn't feel like he was gonna DIE from making eye contact now that they changed topic. but he was still thinking of that hug. and he'll probably continue to do so. he looked over to her when he tried to think of something to say.

eh...? cool. i never uh... liked anime.. he stuttered.

well, when i was a kid i liked those stupid ones on TV like.. uh. the cute one with that witch girl, kiki or whatever her name was. stupid show that stupid lil me liked. omar rolled his eyes, trying to pull up any little topic to try and relate with her.

uhuhhhmm, he let out a weird noise and didnt even notice the dumb voice crack he just suffered. weelllllllllllllllllllllll.... uhh. he tapped his temple thoughtfully, trying to seem smart (because he knows he's not), then snapping his hand down and then tapping his fingers against his forearm.

standing awkwardly, his hands gestured and flickered literally everywhere as he frantically toyed with literally the air. almost like hes tryna find some sort of movement to project his nerves onto, even if it made him look even more stupid than he already looks.

hes so dumb... and awkward...

...

uhhhh... how 'bout we just.. i dunno. iiiii dunnnooooooooo... he played with his wristbands without really paying attention, suddenly dozing off.

....

yeah no he was already far off into whatever headspace his mind immediately drifted into.

[anniwherebuthere]

*when the silence fell her mind drifted back to their earlier interactions, a dumb little smile appearing on her face. And maybe a bit of heat on her cheeks. But that's okay she was naturally rosy she could pull that off as normal.*

*she blinked a few times and she got a can of coke from the fridge and held it out to him* "i forgot, you wanted this right?... And the anime you're talkin' bout is kikis delivery service! I absolutely love all of studio Ghibli's films!" *She beamed* "have ya ever watched grave of the fireflies? The first time I watched it I was crying, like full on sobbing.." *she gave a nervous little grin*

*when she looked at his hand movement she looked around her room. She picked up a plush racoon with bean filling in the paws* "here, this usually helps. Just play with the paws."

*her face fell slightly out of concern when she saw him fall asleep while standing, she immediately got up and went to support him* "Omar? Are you okay?!" *Her voice cracked a little cause she might have been a little panicked. She tried her best to carry/drag the poor guy to the bed and to let him lie down there*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

... what.

omar had grabbed the can of soda, about to pop it open but then his eyes darted downwards and he looked at the plush that just got shoved in his vision. He took a moment to breathe in and understand what the fuck his life had come to at this point. Then he froze like a deer in headlights.

...

what... Is that. What's that. What the FUCK is that. he repeated, staring at it like it's a sin.

...

I... I love whatever the fuck this thing is... his eyelid twitched. He was tweaking tf out. He seemed to really like it, but he didn't have even the energy to express the amount of JOY the fucking THING radiated onto him.

..it's....so...c...cute. he started.

ITS SO CUTE....... ITS SO F..FUCKING CUTE. ITS. ITS FUCKING CUTE... he squeaked as his voice cracked, a crimson shade flushing at his ears and down his neck. He sounded like he was fucking dying as he strained his voice so badly, trying NOT to alert other people of any weird shit they hear coming from this room but he couldn't contain whatever whimsy this THING just brought to him

........let me.

coughing, he abandoned the soda and set it uhh somewhere idk. his hands were a bit cold and slightly wet from the metal material of it, wiping them on the hem of his shirt subconsciously, then he SNATCHED the raccoon plush out of her hands and held it to his chest like a baby.

...

He squished it without being aware of just how much tension he needed to release on this thing.

thanks. it's mine now. he mumbled to her and then held the plushie closer to him like she might just snatch it back. he was ALREADY fucking possessive of this thing JESUS CHRIST OMAR.

its mine now. okay. let's.. let's just. Let's go and.. watch something I guess....... His voice was hoarse from whatever cursed noise he just let out. He squeezed the head of the plush, gripping the poor thing like he wanted to kill it.

shaking his head and grabbing the can of soda back in his other hand (wow thank GOD he didn't just forget it there), he darted his eyes back to Annie after he had been staring at particularly nothing like an idiot for the past few minutes.

what do you think we should watch? His voice snapped back to normal out of, genuinely nowhere. This guy changed so fast it was so weird.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she sighed in relief... Although she did get worried for a second when he was staring at the plush so intensely.*

"its uh. Its a raccon plushie. 'nd the paws have a nice texture 'n sound when you press into 'em.. "

*once he started to speak in that voice. She knew these were gonna be the hardest moments of her life. It was so incredibly sweet. It really was. But it's not a voice she was expecting to EVER come out him. She was genuinely pulling that ishowspeed face right now, taking deep shaky breaths to keep in her laugh. Because she didn't want to offend him. He seemed so incredibly happy over such a little thing so she definitely wanted him to feel comfortable to keep being like that*

"y-yeah ofcourse.. keep it.." *she couldn't keep it in anymore

*the voice itself, she could handle, but the sudden hoarseness followed by his normal voice did her in. She burst out into giggles like an idiot* "oh- oh my god omar go- go drink your soda.. you need it" *she covered her mouth and tried to calm herself down a bit*

*she picked a random dvd and put it into the dvd player, turning on the television. It was one of those older tv models. Blocky. Not really high quality but it did what it had to* "we'll play roulette then." *She shrugged, getting comfortable on the bed*

"hey ease up on poor al.. he's been with me for many years you know." *She murmured and turned off the nightlight, pressing play*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

MEEEEEEHHH he'll be fiiiiiiiiine. omar waved a hand almost dismissively.

though he knew. he wasn't actually going to completely forget about that plush. he was probably gonna keep it dear to him for a night, tell her he'll give it back, then keep it because he just liked it. And then forget the thought of returning.

he held it close and then dozed off as soon as he flopped onto the couch, the mattress creaking LOUDLY as he got on. Omar Jeez PLEASE relax..

He curled his fingers into the fabric of the plush and then squeezed it again.

it smells like you. im keeping that and taking it with me, cuz I like the way you smell. he muttered out loud. Maybe a LITTLE too loudly for it to be considered muttering. He did that while staring at the screen with a blunt, unreadable expression.

after a VERY long moment of silence he turned his head to her very slowly and just. had a deadpan expression on his face. it was a face of terror and realization.

and then he slowly blinked.

Then he swallowed and he let out a loud cartoony GGGGULP sound.

Oh boy I wonder who said that.. he stared at her, his ENTIRE fucking face reddening slowly like a tomato. They could probably see steam coming out of his ears with a tea kettle whistle in the background.

...

Yeah..yeah, I wonder who said that. Annie YOU DIDNT TELL ME Y-YOU HAD GHOSTS IN YOUR HOUSE. His voice cracked instantly as his face shifted from the embarrassed 'are we deadass' type expression to the 'ARE WE FUCKING DEADASS' type expression. His eyes widened and he gripped the plush close to his chest as his voice reached opera levels of high pitch. he sounded like a fucking girl.

The heat of embarrassment and shame instantly swallowed his entire body in NANOSECONDS. there it was, that feeling he hated. THIS feeling. The feeling that not even a freezing cold can of unopened soda in your hand could shoo it away.

He looked like he was on the verge of tears, like he was about to get up and bolt or jump out of the window (without opening it of course for the glass shatter effect) and then run back to his home screaming and crying. He probably wanted to fucking die rn.

And all of this dumbass shit spat out of his mouth was WHILE the movie intro was playing 🧡

[anniwherebuthere]

"he better be otherwise I oughtta kick your ass" *she jokes with a small grin*

"you know, I have a lot of plushies hidden away in here, I'll show you all of them sometime. Might be childish of me but- uhm.. what did you say Omar?" *Her eyebrows were raised slightly and a small flush crept up her face. She couldn't have heard that right, right?*

*when his head turned towards hers she looked back, only for a few seconds, maybe not even that actually.*

"whyre ya looking at me like I made you say that" *she giggled at his expression*

"ghosts, huh? Maybe they'll get scared if we watch the exorcist then." *She shot him a teasing grin* "maybe I don't want the ghost who said that to disappear though." *She shrugged*

*She turned to lie on her side, just observing him for a few moments,before giving him a pat on the head* "don't worry Omar, it's sweet, really. Adorable even."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

huh..,. huh what is sweet what is adorabLE WHAT IS adORABLE. he darted his eyes around frantically and then looked towards her, confused. then he paused and blinked innocently. Annie idk who would SAY somethign like that.. I sure as hell wouldn't .. it wasn't me must've been something else- MUSTVE been your IMAGINATION!! he corrected himself after finding the words.

He closed his eyes. I am literally so CONFUSED right now how did I manage to confuse myself?? Is this technically self-manipulation or gaslighting myself whatever it was called? He rambled. more to her than himself lmao. Annie do you think I can actually accomplish that?? Gaslighting myself? I think I could if I tried hard enough! I wonder if any other animals are capable of that. What animals are smarter than humans anyway? Uhhhh probably an elephant or something.. he mumbled as he answered his own questions, starting to tap his feet against the floor nervously.

..??

Genuinely wtf was this conversation about

They were both probably wondering how they even got to this point. well, at least annie is... omar is probably contemplating if he should jump into the ocean and reconnect with the fishes right now. While thinking, Annie had realized Omar had actually somehow shifted the entire conversation and switched the topic into actual nonsense as he yapped so fast it was genuinely just intelligible.

sometimesiwonderifabearcouldoutrunaracingcaratfullspeedorwellactuallyithinkthebearwouldbechacingthecarinsteadcuzbearsarecoolerbutalsoscarierinawauyknowwhatimean?..

He froze up and snapped his head towards her like she just cursed his entire bloodline, clinging to the plush in his hands

what the fuck was that thing you just did to my head?-

Why did it take him three entire minutes to just REALIZE she did that

[anniwherebuthere]

"that you care about me so much already that you like things that smell like me. Silly." *She chuckled, just looking at him with the most amused face she could muster* "Omar you dont have to pretend it wasn't you it's fine." *She poked his cheek* "if you want I can say somethin' odd too to make it even cause this ain't going nowhere."

"self-manipulation? That's just lying to yourself , dude. I feel like you'd get mad if people lie to you,and that wouldn't exclude yourself" *she snickered*

"mm. Maybe crows they're very smart. Or monkeys.. I'd imagine a few species of fish are smarter than us too. Oh yeah there's this sea slug species and they're definitely smarter than us. They can like absorb toxines from poisonous corral and when a predator tries to eat them they'll get poisoned! And they do all that while looking so adorable!" *She rambled a bit, realising what she was doing, she shot him an apologetic smile* "didn't mean to ramble, sorry.."

"ooomar” *she sing-songed* "don't forget to breathe when you talk. You'll pass out. You were sayin' somethin' 'bout bears and racing cars? Slow this time, I ain't goin' nowhere."

*she smiled again* "I patted your head cause I felt like it."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

IM NOT A KID ANNIE!!! I DONT NEED PATS ON tHE HEAD!! He shrieked, trying to look offended, but his expression seemed more playful than defensive

Also I never said I care- okay well I do, but it's not- it's not in that way- like. No I DONT CARE ABOUT Y- wWAIT NO. Uh. I CARE. About you. But. Like, I don't, but like- you- I care you about you like where you about I care for- wait what?

He paused, licking his lips again and then biting it awkwardly out of his subconsciousness.

....???

What??? wait. what? whuh.. umm, wait. Okay wait okay SO- I CARE, FOR YOU. BUT. IT'S. NOT. IN THAT WAY.

there ya go! He exhaled a sigh he has no idea he was holding in. I dunno if I'm making sense right now! By the way I heard bears can run reaaaallyy fast. Like. I think even faster than humans and. And I also heard that they can swim and climb or something like that. He smiled innocently and well- well no. He was too tall to be kicking and dangling his legs off the couch. He can't do that he's a grown ass guy.

Can ya keep yapping about animals I like listening to it. He blinked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"well I'm giving them to you anyway" *she shrugged*

"you care soooo much about me you're so worried about saying something wrong." *She teased, just watching him struggle with a grin*

"also Omar. it's late, come lay down. I've slept on that couch before it's not good for your back.. plus my beds for two people anyway." *She rolled over to the far end of the bed. It looked so stupid. A small thud was heard because she hit her head against the wall, nearly knocking over the vase with flowers that stood on the windowsill*

"you know that only makes me think you do care about me in that way.. if you didn't why would you specify that you don't?"

*she listened to his little bear yap and nodded* "they can. They're smart enough to open doors too if they're unlocked Im pretty sure. I doubt a bear is faster than a race car though." *She paused for a beat, thinking about something* "do you think bears experience fatshaming or slutshaming, or is that a uniquely human thing?"

*she smirked* "you like hearing my voice that much? Well.. I happen to know a bit about jellyfish. There's s species of 'em that are technically immortal, because they can uh.. go back to being a polyp? Which is basically what they were like as a child. And then bam, go right back to being a jellyfish"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

slightly panicked, omar immediately dashed towards her and put the raccoon plush on the bed, laughing. PFFF- HAHAHAHA you IDIOT!!! watch your fUcking head, DOOFUS!!!!!! he teased, his tone almost like he was making fun of her, but well its omar so its okay. he always sounded like that. like a total jerk. but he never meant it if it was with someone he liked, and annie knew that.

there was a bigger fish to fry though. he put a hand on annie's head and pet her slightly, ruffling her locks under his fingers. but the stupid ginger didnt realize he was doing that and did it subconsciously.

taking his hand off without even considering to stop and think about what he just did, he swept the elephant under the rug and then shrugged obliviously.

okay fiiiiiine.. omar whined, sounding almost like he wanted to stay right next to annie. sat on the other edge after walking around and then kicked his shoes off without even bothering to untie his shoelaces bc tbh why would he even do that. he reached and grabbed the raccoon plush, toying with it again. also, what kinda dumbass crazy question is that, but i think bears experience fatshaming maybe. maybe by other bears? i dunno. i havent seen anyone make fun of bears for being fat.. cuz i guess thats just how they are. he giggled at the question.

...NO I DIDNT SAY I LIKED YOUR VOICE- he sighed, you are INSUFFERABLE sometimes.. he said, though he did not mean anything by it. it was just typical omar stuff that he'd normally say. uhhmm. but well yeah i enjoy listening to your random information. even tho i dont understand it like half the ti- OH IVE HEARD OF THAT JELLYFISH SPECIES!!i know it!! its sooo cool... tell me about it... he fidgeted with the plush, squishing its paws repeatedly.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she burst out laughing too*

"aw im all better thanks to you" *she smiled and turned to face him, she scratched his head gently in return. She did blush slightly. She adjusted her hair a bit*

"you're listening so well now Omar" *she kissed his cheek without thinking about it. Then she thought about it. Her cheeks flushed* "oh my god I didn't mean to I just kind of did that!-im sososo sorry" *she gestures her hands around wildly as she spoke*

"well I mean just between bears. Not people and bears.." *she yawned* "I kissed you cause I was tired. Yeah that's why." *she took off her glasses and put them on the windowsill*

"and you're always a saint then." *She poked his nose*

"mmm something else is that they're like.. older then dinosaurs n stuff. Theres also a species of undiscovered jellyfish that's like waaay deeper in the ocean than any other species we knew of"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

WHUH.. whHUUAHh AHAhh. AHAH. WHUAh. hUAH. HUH. HUH. HUH. omar's throat hurt as he choked on particularly nothing, freezing immediately. ANNIE!!! YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!!!! he shrieked, screaming in a high pitched whisper, his entire face red like a brick. WHY DID YOU- WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!! ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!- he darted his eyes away, focusing them on a random smudge on the wall, then at the ceiling, at the bed, at the TV and basically anywhere but annie. You're not supposed to do that u-unless you really like someone!! he gave her a hesitant glance, and finally looked up at her. are you dumb?? Or are you just really brave!!!?? the guy furrowed his eyebrows in some sort of exasperation. he sighed and then looked back at the TV

i swear to god, youre gonna be the death of me.. omar rolled his eyes awkwardly and squeezed the plush against his abdomen. his entire body felt really hot which slightly irritated him cuz he just DESPISED when that warmth of humiliation and embarrassment took over. he looked down at the plush, playing with the ears without much thought to the movement. Why would you do that??? do you just become lovey dovey with people when you're tired!???! omar clicked his tongue, pretending to be pissed and trying to take out some sort of anger in his words, but his pitiful voice cracks betrayed that mask of defensiveness. you big doofus.. he shook his head, cracking a dumb grin that he immediately tried to hide away by looking at the wall.

[anniwherebuthere]

"IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO OMAR!" *She covered her face* "YOURE NOT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW ARE YOU??" *She whisper-yelled. Pulling her hands aways and just staring at the TV screen, her mind racing with all kinds of thoughts*

"I mean I do really like you but not like that I'-I'm.. pretty sure!!!" *Her voice cracked a bit* "but kissing your friends on the cheek is totally normal behaviour!.. I do that with all my friends!" *She most DEFINITELY did not.. what was she talking about!!*

"I'm not brave I'm just a stupid stupid girl just ignore that pretty please?" *She ran a hand over her face*

"I'm gonna be the death of myself at this rate" *she sighed*

"I don't know?.. I guess I do!!" *She turned to face the other side, closing her eyes* "I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar just sat there frozen. lmao

.....WHO ARE YOu fRIENDS WITH to be kissing everyones chee-- he trailed off, realizing he sounded jealous. WELL NO. I- I mean. WHY would you- would you do that to ME. WHY- he sighed awkwardly and looked away from her.

i am NOT ignoring that man I SWEAR. omar grunted and facepalmed. the raccoon plush on his lap. whatever bruh DONT DO THAT TO OTHER GU- T-TO GUYS YOU DONT LIKE IN THAT WAY-- he corrected in a panicked head shake. d...dumbass.

omar sat there the entire time staring at the tv with the plush in his hands awkwardly fidgeting with it. he wasnt even focusing on the movie that was left on. he was just contemplating his life decisions.

[anniwherebuthere]

"no no only with my girl friends.. you're just special I guess. In a way." *She smiled slightly,one of those dumb grins*

*she fidgeted with the hem of her sleeping shirt (of some strange niche punk band* "pleeeease ignore it? It's just you I swear." *She turned to face him, rolling over and hugging him carefully in an attempt to persuade him*

"maybe i do, Ive never been good at stuff like that.." *she whispered far too quietly *

[blueskiesbiohazard]

fine fine fine i wont talking about it bruh- BUT ILL MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR THIS!!!!-

if it was possible he felt himself starting to blush more even though he was as red as a tomato and as hot as an active furnace.

he was about to say something but he could only choke out a weird, gurgled noise. wu-wuhaaauhghh- WHAT. he squeaked and hugged back awkwardly. annie are you SURE this is what friends do??

[anniwherebuthere]

*she yawned again* "go ahead 's okay.." *she murmured sleepily*

*her face was red like powdered paprika, she attempted to act like it didn't affect her though it wasn't successful.. at all.*

"yes this is what friends do... uh. Best friends at least. *She gave a shy grin and looked at him discreetly for a few seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

Annie I'm going to KILL YOu. he scowled playfully and then resumed his, uh, staring at the wall whatever he was doing. they both decided to not address the elephant in the room and called it a night. I think you're delusional and that your sense of friendship is twisted. He blinked, not even bothering to look at her. He didn't even NOTICE that she was looking at him . Omar's attention span is that of a fish's. If you're gonna be the death of me I'm gonna kill you first. he teased, but he just seemed more dead inside than literally anything right now. he was warm and felt that SICKENING feeling of a fluttering in his stomach. he had no idea what exactly was supposed to be happening right now, and he felt multiple emotions that just mixed into one big swirl of genuine confusion. I hate you. He mumbled playfully, clearly trying to make himself feel better by putting up that mask of defensiveness

goodnight you prick.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh almighty Omar I'm so sorry for that please spare me of your wrath" *she said theatrically, cupping her hands together and shaking them*

"it's not! I just.. dunno. Feels different with you." *She mumbles embarrassedly* "don't know why. It's stupid anyway.." *she closed her eyes and hugged a different plushie. A jellyfish shaped one. Why was she like that with him? She's never been that.. playful or.. confident-sounding at least. Not this comfortable with anyone this quickly. Her stupid head and heart.*

"I hope you don't. Love ya.. s a friend obviously.."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UH- YEAH WHATEVER. the feeling's mutual i guess. He muttered that last sentence quietly more to himself yet loudly enough for them both to hear. He reached and grabbed that can of soda he forgot and then popped it open, the sound feeling a bit too loud in between them despite there being a TV in the background.

He sat there stupidly, taking a sip. He raised an eyebrow. Dude this shit is good where'd you find it? He asked, trying to change the topic now. Omar wasn't even looking at her when he asked that. He was just looking at the blanket instead. Okay that heat of embarrassment THANKFULLY went away but he was still going to question his life choices after this. He looked at the can and tried to read it when his attention immediately shifted back to the TV. The movie was literally just background noise they weren't even WATCHING IT. (TF😭😭🥀) Omar shot a half-assed glance towards the TV, looking at the subtitles and then back to the can then AT a random tiny crack on his nail. And then his first instinct was to just bite into his nails like a kid. One nibble and it seemed as if he completely forgot about the can in his hand and now he looked like he was trying to genuinely just eat his nails. He wasn't even paying that much attention to whatever tf he was doing.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she just mumbled something inaudible in response. She didn't know what to say to that so she might as well pretend to have said something..*

"oh it's just some variety pack from yum yum market. I'll stock up on it if ya like it that much.." *she offered a small smile. She was tired sure but she just couldn't sleep around Omar for some reason, so she turned for the fourth time by now probably, facing him properly again*

*she cracked open one of her eyes when she heard that small sound of him biting his nails. She took his hand and held it instead. Didn't realise she was holding his hand, just want to stop him*

"don't bite your nails that's bad for you. If you're hungry I can make food." *She looked back at the TV* "we ain't really watching that are we? We can just listen to music and turn the TV off if you want

[gigachad-morris]

Can you all believe this? My own father refuses to let me use steroids. He keeps saying it’ll “ruin me” or something ridiculous like that.

I just… want to look more attractive. Isn’t that enough…?

I just… forget it.

[anniwherebuthere]

Oh honey you don't gotta change yourself for no one, you'll find a nice gal or guy to love ya just for who ya are, no steroids needed. And your pa's right. Steroids ain't good for ya at all. It can make your muscles tear and that'll be a real nasty injury.

[gigachad-morris]

Thanks...

And I kind of already have someone. It’s Lefty. He gets annoyed when I start talking about this kind of stuff. He always tells me I look handsome, even when I’m a mess. I’m not gonna say I completely believe him, but it does make me feel better. Maybe that’s why I like being around him... i only want to be more atracctive for him. But, i think he loves me the way i am

You and my father are a little right about this...

[anniwherebuthere]

Anytime Chad.

I'm glad you have someone to talk to about this stuff, and someone who doesn't encourage you to do it. You should only really do those things if it's for yourself, and even then it's better if you don't. I'm really happy that he loves you for who you are. I hope you'll stay together for a long time :]]

[gigachad-morris]

Can you all believe this? My own father refuses to let me use steroids. He keeps saying it’ll “ruin me” or something ridiculous like that.

I just… want to look more attractive. Isn’t that enough…?

I just… forget it.

[anniwherebuthere]

Oh honey you don't gotta change yourself for no one, you'll find a nice gal or guy to love ya just for who ya are, no steroids needed. And your pa's right. Steroids ain't good for ya at all. It can make your muscles tear and that'll be a real nasty injury.

[anniwherebuthere]

Waiting for @blueskiesbiohazard !I do hope he comes around before the prefects start their patrol😓😓

ill hear him knocking om the door soon enough Xp

[blueskiesbiohazard]

(knocking sound effect.mp3)

[anniwherebuthere]

*a bit of shuffling was heard before she opened the door*

"hey, Omar. Cmon in before the prefects spot you 'nd youll get in trouble.." *she stepped aside. There was a vinyl of some niche post-punk band playing*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yeah yeah whatever i couldn't care less about the prefects. NOT LIKE THEY'RE ANY STRONGER THAN ME ANYWAYS!!

as SOON as he walked in he immediately started talking trash about the prefects. even at an hour like this he was a bit loud. not yelling, but he raised his voice enough that she'd immediately become wary of where they were and the situation they were in

anyways whatcha doin' pal, bud- kid- friEND whatever u call it. his voice cracked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"maybe but either both of us get in trouble or I will for bringing someone who doesn't go to this school, and who's a guy into my dorm." *She shook her head and sat down on a small sofa*

"please talk a liiitle bit quieter Omar otherwise we'll get in trouble anyway.. do you want some tea? Waters still hot!"

*She smiled slightly at his nervous(?) rambling* "oh you're just so cute. I was just reading while I was waitin' for ya. How are you though after what happened at your place?.." *she was obviously (more than) a little concerned*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

..NAHhhh i dont want tea its gross.. wait- what did you just call me?-

frantically he shook his head, trying to ignore that comment. though he KNEW he was going to overthink about that later

he started fidgeting, playing with his fingers and darting his eyes anywhere BUT at annie. then he sighed.

ehhhh.. i guess im fine but, ugh. i cant stand thinking about my parents. they piss me off a lot- man, even just thinking about it!

[anniwherebuthere]

"uh..what did I call you?-" *she seemed to realise what she said and looked away quickly to hide her embarrassment*

"anyway! Uh, what about soda or energy drinks? *She pointed at a small refrigerator with a portable stove ontop of it* " there's some in there!"

"they piss you off huh? Wanna talk about it more or do you wanna watch some dumb movie together to get your mind off it?"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yEAH sure why NOT!!!! omar practically beamed, and then he realized he was supposed to be quiet for- well. he actually forgot the reason. but he lowkey didnt care

uuuuhhhhh ANYWAYS. yeah well. i dunno. up to you?? he started to pace. scratching the back of his head briefly as he went towards the refrigerator, then looked at her

and then he answered his own question like the dumbass he is lmao.

actually yknow what SO LET ME TELL Y- let me tell ya about it. he lowered his voice awkwardly as he coughed, bringing a hand to his mouth.

ok so..- OK SO i was just going home right! and i wanted to grab something and then i open the fuckin' door and as soon as i walk in she immediately starts yellin' at me, tellin' me how i don't care about this stupid family! omar ranted. well.. something about.. 'i only come home because i dont wanna see them', and that 'im selfish or whatever'. he grunted, scratching his head again and then reaching to fiddle with his wristbands

i mean, duh! of course i wouldn't wanna see her if she treats me like that! not that my stupid dad's home anyway...

[anniwherebuthere]

*she covered her mouth and laughed quietly at his correction* "well look who can listen after all" *she teased, a small grin on her face.*

*once he started ranting she toyed with the half-full teacup in her hand, looking at him as he talked and nodding along a little, frowning slightly*

"oh Omar.. you have a reason for not carin' if they're treatin' ya like that.. I'm sorry they're like that. Like I said you're always welcome, 's long as you watch out for the prefects you can come over. Whether it's cause you're feeling bad or just want to hang out with someone." *She gave a small smile*

*she looked away for a moment in consideration* "want a hug?" *She asked after a couple of seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar was swaying around, stimming subconsciously and nodding as he listened to her. he rolled his eyes at the teasing and then darted his focus away to a random part of the wall like it's more important than the topic at hand.

YEAH!! I know!! I can't give less of a shit about them if they treat me like that!! he agreed, though his movements came to a complete halt when she asked that. THAT. question.

.....

he started to internally panic as the temperature in his body started to shift violently. why did it suddenly feel so hot?

ummm i- what what what whatwhatwhatwhatwhat... his ears reddened while he stammered

wh- NO SHUT THE HELL UP! NO WAIT- I MEAN- wait NO! DON'T SHUT UP IM SORRY- he squeaked, tripping over his words, only panicking harder when he realized what vulgarity he just spat out of his mouth to her. god damnit omar! you're a big bad scary dropout guy, not an awkward and shy teenager! and also why are you telling her that!!!

this is a prank, right? he thought, then he exhaled a breath he didnt even know he was holding.

umm.. sorry for telling you to shut up- but- BUT WHAT.

he looked left, then right. as if he's checking for anyone even though they're alone (lmao)

pausing, he let an awkward breeze of silence hover between them

well.. uh, who am i to say no? im your friend.. but YKNOW who i am right, yknow. yknow.

chanting and stuttering, repeating his words, he tapped his fingers against the pockets of his camo pants like thats gonna fucking fix anything. omar you are SUCH AN IDIOT get yourself together man! he thought. he exhaled another breath he wasnt aware he was holding in.

fine- fine.. yeah. sure. lets uhh.. hug.

he spat that last word like it was foreign, refusing eye contact like its gonna get him killed

[anniwherebuthere]

*she saw the stimming but didn't really say anything about it. As long as it wasn't something he could injure himself with on accident why should she mention it? She hummed tightly at his words* "and that's completely fair. You have every right to, Omar.."

*she coughed into her fist to hide the smile that crept onto her face as he stammered* "hey, don't forget to breathe, yeah?" *Her face fell slightly at being told to shut up. But when she realised he didn't mean it that way it relaxed slightly*

"'m just offering. Cause uh.." *she thought of something very quickly to give her an excuse. Because she didn't want to seem like.. overly friendly or something. That might be too much.* "Cause.. might be an entirely wrong impression but I think you and the townies don't hug a lot. N your parents definitely dont. Figured you might want one after what happened ?.." *the words came out with just confident enough(barely) to play it off as her actual thought process*

"I know who you are and I don't see why you think 'ts so odd.. you deserve kindness too" *she cringed internally at that. What was that? That was so corny.*

*she stepped forward and hugged him carefully, feeling a heat creep up her neck as well*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UM-

he opened his mouth to say something really mean, but the words died in his throat. he didnt wanna say dumb shit during such a.. nice moment?? he just couldnt. he was the type of guy to just act on impulse, push people away, cuss at them, be socially indecent and throw swears there and there. he was never taught to be respectful but why was it as if he suddenly gained the ability to do so, right at this moment?

....

yeah yeah.. whatever.. don't be so sappy. he scoffed, though his tone made it obvious he really didnt mean anything to it.

hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and reciprocated the hug so awkwardly he probably wanted to die right now and carry this moment with him to the grave. if someone saw him like this, he'd probably kill either THEM, or- omar no youre just overthinking it idiot

he stood there in eerie silence for a few seconds,quickly pulling away a little too fast afterwards. he looked away, a red heat had taken over his face and he was blushing intensely. omar you are NOT hiding this bruh u aint beating the allegations dawg

...

he couldn't help but crack a dumbass smile on his face

..whatever.. that was................ um.

what the hell, this was the first time omar had his voice so low...

sooo.. whaddya wanna do now???.. he immediately started fiddling as soon as they stopped hugging. he looked like he was on the verge of exploding right now.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she rested her head against his shoulder a bit. She hugged people all the time why was this so different? Like.. why was her heart beating fast and why was she so sure she was blushing? Why was her breath a little shaky? She wasn't nervous when hugging! Why was she when its him? She offered after all!*

"who are you calling sappy" *she huffed slightly* "I was trying to have a moment with you." *She pulled back slightly so he could see her face and she stuck out her tongue at him like a child*

*she couldn't help but smirk slightly despite her own nerves* "you're so awkward it's almost endearing*

*when the hug broke she nudged him slightly* "youre starting to seem like just as much of a dork as me, you know that?"

*she looked at him for a moment. He seemed really happy,but also stupid, in a good way ofcourse!* "It was really nice." *She continued for him* "im a great hugger,i know. Don't mention it." *She grinned*

"you're so quiet now it's so sweet. We can still watch a movie if you want! I got a bunch a 'em. Mostly horror and sci-fi though."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

oh my god, whatever... quit babying me like we're in a romcom damnit!! he hissed, but it came out more like a nervous attempt to tease her back than an actual insult. and im not a dork! im a delinquent! you dummy.. he muttered that last name mostly to himself.

uh- well, just because you got a hug from me doesn't mean im DOING it AGAIN by the way. his voice cracked pathetically, as he crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, his shoulders tensing firmly as he looked away from her.

he knew he was supposed to be nice about it, he just got his first hug after a lifetime, and last time he got a hug was several months ago. from another townie. i wont name who.

but he couldn't help but be such a prick about it! well at least he sounded like one right now. normally he'd always be one, and he'd usually mean whatever swears he spat out to other people. but, to his friends- to her. he didn't mean anything. and he hoped it was obvious enough that he didn't mean it.

anyways.. fine. sure. what kinda movies have you got there? I never took you for the type to have that kinda genre. i thought you'd have some corny rom-com anime shit or whatever these are called.. he insulted, mostly playfully though. quickly overthinking he might've sounded mean he immediately reassured her in, well, his own way. maybe he still sounded like a jerk but he at least sounded less like one ..???

well, even if you did have it. i wouldn't judge but- i just wouldnt watch that crap with you... his fingers drummed against his forearm and then he scratched his neck, his foot starting to tap about the floor out of his own subconsciousness.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh if I really was babying you you'd be lying In bed with a cookie and whatever you wanna drink while I hold you till you quiet down." *She tapped his forehead lightly. Scolding playfully* "mm. I don't know I think youre a bit of both actually."

*she heard his voice crack and bit her lip to stop herself from grinning like an idiot* "okay, I guess we'll never hug again. You wound me Omar." *She put a hand to her chest*

*she understood it honestly. Before she actually got friends she was the exact same way. Always pushing people away when they got too close so she wouldn't miss them when she eventually had to leave with her parents. So she knew not to listen*

"I get it" *she said with a small shrug. Not elaborating further or mincing words*

"uhh. I have some scream, scary movie, final destination, saw, the babadook, nothing bad will happen, mysterious skin... Uh. Some untitled CDs that just have horror scrabbled on them. E.T., Star Trek, star wars, back to the future, 28 days later.. more untitled dvds.. pick your poison or go for a gamble if ya feel like doin' that" *she put the box on her bed and sat down, kicking her legs a bit*

"I mean I watch anime but it's mostly those older ones like great teacher onizuka and perfect blue and stuff. I think you'd be surprised by the music I listen to aswell."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar paused, licking his lips that felt suddenly dryer than a desert. he still felt warm from embarrassment, but at least he didn't feel like he was gonna DIE from making eye contact now that they changed topic. but he was still thinking of that hug. and he'll probably continue to do so. he looked over to her when he tried to think of something to say.

eh...? cool. i never uh... liked anime.. he stuttered.

well, when i was a kid i liked those stupid ones on TV like.. uh. the cute one with that witch girl, kiki or whatever her name was. stupid show that stupid lil me liked. omar rolled his eyes, trying to pull up any little topic to try and relate with her.

uhuhhhmm, he let out a weird noise and didnt even notice the dumb voice crack he just suffered. weelllllllllllllllllllllll.... uhh. he tapped his temple thoughtfully, trying to seem smart (because he knows he's not), then snapping his hand down and then tapping his fingers against his forearm.

standing awkwardly, his hands gestured and flickered literally everywhere as he frantically toyed with literally the air. almost like hes tryna find some sort of movement to project his nerves onto, even if it made him look even more stupid than he already looks.

hes so dumb... and awkward...

...

uhhhh... how 'bout we just.. i dunno. iiiii dunnnooooooooo... he played with his wristbands without really paying attention, suddenly dozing off.

....

yeah no he was already far off into whatever headspace his mind immediately drifted into.

[anniwherebuthere]

*when the silence fell her mind drifted back to their earlier interactions, a dumb little smile appearing on her face. And maybe a bit of heat on her cheeks. But that's okay she was naturally rosy she could pull that off as normal.*

*she blinked a few times and she got a can of coke from the fridge and held it out to him* "i forgot, you wanted this right?... And the anime you're talkin' bout is kikis delivery service! I absolutely love all of studio Ghibli's films!" *She beamed* "have ya ever watched grave of the fireflies? The first time I watched it I was crying, like full on sobbing.." *she gave a nervous little grin*

*when she looked at his hand movement she looked around her room. She picked up a plush racoon with bean filling in the paws* "here, this usually helps. Just play with the paws."

*her face fell slightly out of concern when she saw him fall asleep while standing, she immediately got up and went to support him* "Omar? Are you okay?!" *Her voice cracked a little cause she might have been a little panicked. She tried her best to carry/drag the poor guy to the bed and to let him lie down there*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

... what.

omar had grabbed the can of soda, about to pop it open but then his eyes darted downwards and he looked at the plush that just got shoved in his vision. He took a moment to breathe in and understand what the fuck his life had come to at this point. Then he froze like a deer in headlights.

...

what... Is that. What's that. What the FUCK is that. he repeated, staring at it like it's a sin.

...

I... I love whatever the fuck this thing is... his eyelid twitched. He was tweaking tf out. He seemed to really like it, but he didn't have even the energy to express the amount of JOY the fucking THING radiated onto him.

..it's....so...c...cute. he started.

ITS SO CUTE....... ITS SO F..FUCKING CUTE. ITS. ITS FUCKING CUTE... he squeaked as his voice cracked, a crimson shade flushing at his ears and down his neck. He sounded like he was fucking dying as he strained his voice so badly, trying NOT to alert other people of any weird shit they hear coming from this room but he couldn't contain whatever whimsy this THING just brought to him

........let me.

coughing, he abandoned the soda and set it uhh somewhere idk. his hands were a bit cold and slightly wet from the metal material of it, wiping them on the hem of his shirt subconsciously, then he SNATCHED the raccoon plush out of her hands and held it to his chest like a baby.

...

He squished it without being aware of just how much tension he needed to release on this thing.

thanks. it's mine now. he mumbled to her and then held the plushie closer to him like she might just snatch it back. he was ALREADY fucking possessive of this thing JESUS CHRIST OMAR.

its mine now. okay. let's.. let's just. Let's go and.. watch something I guess....... His voice was hoarse from whatever cursed noise he just let out. He squeezed the head of the plush, gripping the poor thing like he wanted to kill it.

shaking his head and grabbing the can of soda back in his other hand (wow thank GOD he didn't just forget it there), he darted his eyes back to Annie after he had been staring at particularly nothing like an idiot for the past few minutes.

what do you think we should watch? His voice snapped back to normal out of, genuinely nowhere. This guy changed so fast it was so weird.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she sighed in relief... Although she did get worried for a second when he was staring at the plush so intensely.*

"its uh. Its a raccon plushie. 'nd the paws have a nice texture 'n sound when you press into 'em.. "

*once he started to speak in that voice. She knew these were gonna be the hardest moments of her life. It was so incredibly sweet. It really was. But it's not a voice she was expecting to EVER come out him. She was genuinely pulling that ishowspeed face right now, taking deep shaky breaths to keep in her laugh. Because she didn't want to offend him. He seemed so incredibly happy over such a little thing so she definitely wanted him to feel comfortable to keep being like that*

"y-yeah ofcourse.. keep it.." *she couldn't keep it in anymore

*the voice itself, she could handle, but the sudden hoarseness followed by his normal voice did her in. She burst out into giggles like an idiot* "oh- oh my god omar go- go drink your soda.. you need it" *she covered her mouth and tried to calm herself down a bit*

*she picked a random dvd and put it into the dvd player, turning on the television. It was one of those older tv models. Blocky. Not really high quality but it did what it had to* "we'll play roulette then." *She shrugged, getting comfortable on the bed*

"hey ease up on poor al.. he's been with me for many years you know." *She murmured and turned off the nightlight, pressing play*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

MEEEEEEHHH he'll be fiiiiiiiiine. omar waved a hand almost dismissively.

though he knew. he wasn't actually going to completely forget about that plush. he was probably gonna keep it dear to him for a night, tell her he'll give it back, then keep it because he just liked it. And then forget the thought of returning.

he held it close and then dozed off as soon as he flopped onto the couch, the mattress creaking LOUDLY as he got on. Omar Jeez PLEASE relax..

He curled his fingers into the fabric of the plush and then squeezed it again.

it smells like you. im keeping that and taking it with me, cuz I like the way you smell. he muttered out loud. Maybe a LITTLE too loudly for it to be considered muttering. He did that while staring at the screen with a blunt, unreadable expression.

after a VERY long moment of silence he turned his head to her very slowly and just. had a deadpan expression on his face. it was a face of terror and realization.

and then he slowly blinked.

Then he swallowed and he let out a loud cartoony GGGGULP sound.

Oh boy I wonder who said that.. he stared at her, his ENTIRE fucking face reddening slowly like a tomato. They could probably see steam coming out of his ears with a tea kettle whistle in the background.

...

Yeah..yeah, I wonder who said that. Annie YOU DIDNT TELL ME Y-YOU HAD GHOSTS IN YOUR HOUSE. His voice cracked instantly as his face shifted from the embarrassed 'are we deadass' type expression to the 'ARE WE FUCKING DEADASS' type expression. His eyes widened and he gripped the plush close to his chest as his voice reached opera levels of high pitch. he sounded like a fucking girl.

The heat of embarrassment and shame instantly swallowed his entire body in NANOSECONDS. there it was, that feeling he hated. THIS feeling. The feeling that not even a freezing cold can of unopened soda in your hand could shoo it away.

He looked like he was on the verge of tears, like he was about to get up and bolt or jump out of the window (without opening it of course for the glass shatter effect) and then run back to his home screaming and crying. He probably wanted to fucking die rn.

And all of this dumbass shit spat out of his mouth was WHILE the movie intro was playing 🧡

[anniwherebuthere]

"he better be otherwise I oughtta kick your ass" *she jokes with a small grin*

"you know, I have a lot of plushies hidden away in here, I'll show you all of them sometime. Might be childish of me but- uhm.. what did you say Omar?" *Her eyebrows were raised slightly and a small flush crept up her face. She couldn't have heard that right, right?*

*when his head turned towards hers she looked back, only for a few seconds, maybe not even that actually.*

"whyre ya looking at me like I made you say that" *she giggled at his expression*

"ghosts, huh? Maybe they'll get scared if we watch the exorcist then." *She shot him a teasing grin* "maybe I don't want the ghost who said that to disappear though." *She shrugged*

*She turned to lie on her side, just observing him for a few moments,before giving him a pat on the head* "don't worry Omar, it's sweet, really. Adorable even."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

huh..,. huh what is sweet what is adorabLE WHAT IS adORABLE. he darted his eyes around frantically and then looked towards her, confused. then he paused and blinked innocently. Annie idk who would SAY somethign like that.. I sure as hell wouldn't .. it wasn't me must've been something else- MUSTVE been your IMAGINATION!! he corrected himself after finding the words.

He closed his eyes. I am literally so CONFUSED right now how did I manage to confuse myself?? Is this technically self-manipulation or gaslighting myself whatever it was called? He rambled. more to her than himself lmao. Annie do you think I can actually accomplish that?? Gaslighting myself? I think I could if I tried hard enough! I wonder if any other animals are capable of that. What animals are smarter than humans anyway? Uhhhh probably an elephant or something.. he mumbled as he answered his own questions, starting to tap his feet against the floor nervously.

..??

Genuinely wtf was this conversation about

They were both probably wondering how they even got to this point. well, at least annie is... omar is probably contemplating if he should jump into the ocean and reconnect with the fishes right now. While thinking, Annie had realized Omar had actually somehow shifted the entire conversation and switched the topic into actual nonsense as he yapped so fast it was genuinely just intelligible.

sometimesiwonderifabearcouldoutrunaracingcaratfullspeedorwellactuallyithinkthebearwouldbechacingthecarinsteadcuzbearsarecoolerbutalsoscarierinawauyknowwhatimean?..

He froze up and snapped his head towards her like she just cursed his entire bloodline, clinging to the plush in his hands

what the fuck was that thing you just did to my head?-

Why did it take him three entire minutes to just REALIZE she did that

[anniwherebuthere]

"that you care about me so much already that you like things that smell like me. Silly." *She chuckled, just looking at him with the most amused face she could muster* "Omar you dont have to pretend it wasn't you it's fine." *She poked his cheek* "if you want I can say somethin' odd too to make it even cause this ain't going nowhere."

"self-manipulation? That's just lying to yourself , dude. I feel like you'd get mad if people lie to you,and that wouldn't exclude yourself" *she snickered*

"mm. Maybe crows they're very smart. Or monkeys.. I'd imagine a few species of fish are smarter than us too. Oh yeah there's this sea slug species and they're definitely smarter than us. They can like absorb toxines from poisonous corral and when a predator tries to eat them they'll get poisoned! And they do all that while looking so adorable!" *She rambled a bit, realising what she was doing, she shot him an apologetic smile* "didn't mean to ramble, sorry.."

"ooomar” *she sing-songed* "don't forget to breathe when you talk. You'll pass out. You were sayin' somethin' 'bout bears and racing cars? Slow this time, I ain't goin' nowhere."

*she smiled again* "I patted your head cause I felt like it."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

IM NOT A KID ANNIE!!! I DONT NEED PATS ON tHE HEAD!! He shrieked, trying to look offended, but his expression seemed more playful than defensive

Also I never said I care- okay well I do, but it's not- it's not in that way- like. No I DONT CARE ABOUT Y- wWAIT NO. Uh. I CARE. About you. But. Like, I don't, but like- you- I care you about you like where you about I care for- wait what?

He paused, licking his lips again and then biting it awkwardly out of his subconsciousness.

....???

What??? wait. what? whuh.. umm, wait. Okay wait okay SO- I CARE, FOR YOU. BUT. IT'S. NOT. IN THAT WAY.

there ya go! He exhaled a sigh he has no idea he was holding in. I dunno if I'm making sense right now! By the way I heard bears can run reaaaallyy fast. Like. I think even faster than humans and. And I also heard that they can swim and climb or something like that. He smiled innocently and well- well no. He was too tall to be kicking and dangling his legs off the couch. He can't do that he's a grown ass guy.

Can ya keep yapping about animals I like listening to it. He blinked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"well I'm giving them to you anyway" *she shrugged*

"you care soooo much about me you're so worried about saying something wrong." *She teased, just watching him struggle with a grin*

"also Omar. it's late, come lay down. I've slept on that couch before it's not good for your back.. plus my beds for two people anyway." *She rolled over to the far end of the bed. It looked so stupid. A small thud was heard because she hit her head against the wall, nearly knocking over the vase with flowers that stood on the windowsill*

"you know that only makes me think you do care about me in that way.. if you didn't why would you specify that you don't?"

*she listened to his little bear yap and nodded* "they can. They're smart enough to open doors too if they're unlocked Im pretty sure. I doubt a bear is faster than a race car though." *She paused for a beat, thinking about something* "do you think bears experience fatshaming or slutshaming, or is that a uniquely human thing?"

*she smirked* "you like hearing my voice that much? Well.. I happen to know a bit about jellyfish. There's s species of 'em that are technically immortal, because they can uh.. go back to being a polyp? Which is basically what they were like as a child. And then bam, go right back to being a jellyfish"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

slightly panicked, omar immediately dashed towards her and put the raccoon plush on the bed, laughing. PFFF- HAHAHAHA you IDIOT!!! watch your fUcking head, DOOFUS!!!!!! he teased, his tone almost like he was making fun of her, but well its omar so its okay. he always sounded like that. like a total jerk. but he never meant it if it was with someone he liked, and annie knew that.

there was a bigger fish to fry though. he put a hand on annie's head and pet her slightly, ruffling her locks under his fingers. but the stupid ginger didnt realize he was doing that and did it subconsciously.

taking his hand off without even considering to stop and think about what he just did, he swept the elephant under the rug and then shrugged obliviously.

okay fiiiiiine.. omar whined, sounding almost like he wanted to stay right next to annie. sat on the other edge after walking around and then kicked his shoes off without even bothering to untie his shoelaces bc tbh why would he even do that. he reached and grabbed the raccoon plush, toying with it again. also, what kinda dumbass crazy question is that, but i think bears experience fatshaming maybe. maybe by other bears? i dunno. i havent seen anyone make fun of bears for being fat.. cuz i guess thats just how they are. he giggled at the question.

...NO I DIDNT SAY I LIKED YOUR VOICE- he sighed, you are INSUFFERABLE sometimes.. he said, though he did not mean anything by it. it was just typical omar stuff that he'd normally say. uhhmm. but well yeah i enjoy listening to your random information. even tho i dont understand it like half the ti- OH IVE HEARD OF THAT JELLYFISH SPECIES!!i know it!! its sooo cool... tell me about it... he fidgeted with the plush, squishing its paws repeatedly.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she burst out laughing too*

"aw im all better thanks to you" *she smiled and turned to face him, she scratched his head gently in return. She did blush slightly. She adjusted her hair a bit*

"you're listening so well now Omar" *she kissed his cheek without thinking about it. Then she thought about it. Her cheeks flushed* "oh my god I didn't mean to I just kind of did that!-im sososo sorry" *she gestures her hands around wildly as she spoke*

"well I mean just between bears. Not people and bears.." *she yawned* "I kissed you cause I was tired. Yeah that's why." *she took off her glasses and put them on the windowsill*

"and you're always a saint then." *She poked his nose*

"mmm something else is that they're like.. older then dinosaurs n stuff. Theres also a species of undiscovered jellyfish that's like waaay deeper in the ocean than any other species we knew of"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

WHUH.. whHUUAHh AHAhh. AHAH. WHUAh. hUAH. HUH. HUH. HUH. omar's throat hurt as he choked on particularly nothing, freezing immediately. ANNIE!!! YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!!!! he shrieked, screaming in a high pitched whisper, his entire face red like a brick. WHY DID YOU- WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!! ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!- he darted his eyes away, focusing them on a random smudge on the wall, then at the ceiling, at the bed, at the TV and basically anywhere but annie. You're not supposed to do that u-unless you really like someone!! he gave her a hesitant glance, and finally looked up at her. are you dumb?? Or are you just really brave!!!?? the guy furrowed his eyebrows in some sort of exasperation. he sighed and then looked back at the TV

i swear to god, youre gonna be the death of me.. omar rolled his eyes awkwardly and squeezed the plush against his abdomen. his entire body felt really hot which slightly irritated him cuz he just DESPISED when that warmth of humiliation and embarrassment took over. he looked down at the plush, playing with the ears without much thought to the movement. Why would you do that??? do you just become lovey dovey with people when you're tired!???! omar clicked his tongue, pretending to be pissed and trying to take out some sort of anger in his words, but his pitiful voice cracks betrayed that mask of defensiveness. you big doofus.. he shook his head, cracking a dumb grin that he immediately tried to hide away by looking at the wall.

[anniwherebuthere]

"IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO OMAR!" *She covered her face* "YOURE NOT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW ARE YOU??" *She whisper-yelled. Pulling her hands aways and just staring at the TV screen, her mind racing with all kinds of thoughts*

"I mean I do really like you but not like that I'-I'm.. pretty sure!!!" *Her voice cracked a bit* "but kissing your friends on the cheek is totally normal behaviour!.. I do that with all my friends!" *She most DEFINITELY did not.. what was she talking about!!*

"I'm not brave I'm just a stupid stupid girl just ignore that pretty please?" *She ran a hand over her face*

"I'm gonna be the death of myself at this rate" *she sighed*

"I don't know?.. I guess I do!!" *She turned to face the other side, closing her eyes* "I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar just sat there frozen. lmao

.....WHO ARE YOu fRIENDS WITH to be kissing everyones chee-- he trailed off, realizing he sounded jealous. WELL NO. I- I mean. WHY would you- would you do that to ME. WHY- he sighed awkwardly and looked away from her.

i am NOT ignoring that man I SWEAR. omar grunted and facepalmed. the raccoon plush on his lap. whatever bruh DONT DO THAT TO OTHER GU- T-TO GUYS YOU DONT LIKE IN THAT WAY-- he corrected in a panicked head shake. d...dumbass.

omar sat there the entire time staring at the tv with the plush in his hands awkwardly fidgeting with it. he wasnt even focusing on the movie that was left on. he was just contemplating his life decisions.

[anniwherebuthere]

"no no only with my girl friends.. you're just special I guess. In a way." *She smiled slightly,one of those dumb grins*

*she fidgeted with the hem of her sleeping shirt (of some strange niche punk band* "pleeeease ignore it? It's just you I swear." *She turned to face him, rolling over and hugging him carefully in an attempt to persuade him*

"maybe i do, Ive never been good at stuff like that.." *she whispered far too quietly *

[blueskiesbiohazard]

fine fine fine i wont talking about it bruh- BUT ILL MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR THIS!!!!-

if it was possible he felt himself starting to blush more even though he was as red as a tomato and as hot as an active furnace.

he was about to say something but he could only choke out a weird, gurgled noise. wu-wuhaaauhghh- WHAT. he squeaked and hugged back awkwardly. annie are you SURE this is what friends do??

[anniwherebuthere]

*she yawned again* "go ahead 's okay.." *she murmured sleepily*

*her face was red like powdered paprika, she attempted to act like it didn't affect her though it wasn't successful.. at all.*

"yes this is what friends do... uh. Best friends at least. *She gave a shy grin and looked at him discreetly for a few seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

Annie I'm going to KILL YOu. he scowled playfully and then resumed his, uh, staring at the wall whatever he was doing. they both decided to not address the elephant in the room and called it a night. I think you're delusional and that your sense of friendship is twisted. He blinked, not even bothering to look at her. He didn't even NOTICE that she was looking at him . Omar's attention span is that of a fish's. If you're gonna be the death of me I'm gonna kill you first. he teased, but he just seemed more dead inside than literally anything right now. he was warm and felt that SICKENING feeling of a fluttering in his stomach. he had no idea what exactly was supposed to be happening right now, and he felt multiple emotions that just mixed into one big swirl of genuine confusion. I hate you. He mumbled playfully, clearly trying to make himself feel better by putting up that mask of defensiveness

goodnight you prick.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh almighty Omar I'm so sorry for that please spare me of your wrath" *she said theatrically, cupping her hands together and shaking them*

"it's not! I just.. dunno. Feels different with you." *She mumbles embarrassedly* "don't know why. It's stupid anyway.." *she closed her eyes and hugged a different plushie. A jellyfish shaped one. Why was she like that with him? She's never been that.. playful or.. confident-sounding at least. Not this comfortable with anyone this quickly. Her stupid head and heart.*

"I hope you don't. Love ya.. s a friend obviously.."

[anniwherebuthere]

I've been getting more into Midwest emo music lately. It's really beautiful music, just not fun to listen to alone sometimes.

[anniwherebuthere]

Good heart and desire to please ♪

I want a fatal disease ♪

With you ♪

I don't want to be with you ♪

When I'm with you ♪

I don't want to be with you ♪

[anniwherebuthere]

Waiting for @blueskiesbiohazard !I do hope he comes around before the prefects start their patrol😓😓

ill hear him knocking om the door soon enough Xp

[blueskiesbiohazard]

(knocking sound effect.mp3)

[anniwherebuthere]

*a bit of shuffling was heard before she opened the door*

"hey, Omar. Cmon in before the prefects spot you 'nd youll get in trouble.." *she stepped aside. There was a vinyl of some niche post-punk band playing*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yeah yeah whatever i couldn't care less about the prefects. NOT LIKE THEY'RE ANY STRONGER THAN ME ANYWAYS!!

as SOON as he walked in he immediately started talking trash about the prefects. even at an hour like this he was a bit loud. not yelling, but he raised his voice enough that she'd immediately become wary of where they were and the situation they were in

anyways whatcha doin' pal, bud- kid- friEND whatever u call it. his voice cracked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"maybe but either both of us get in trouble or I will for bringing someone who doesn't go to this school, and who's a guy into my dorm." *She shook her head and sat down on a small sofa*

"please talk a liiitle bit quieter Omar otherwise we'll get in trouble anyway.. do you want some tea? Waters still hot!"

*She smiled slightly at his nervous(?) rambling* "oh you're just so cute. I was just reading while I was waitin' for ya. How are you though after what happened at your place?.." *she was obviously (more than) a little concerned*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

..NAHhhh i dont want tea its gross.. wait- what did you just call me?-

frantically he shook his head, trying to ignore that comment. though he KNEW he was going to overthink about that later

he started fidgeting, playing with his fingers and darting his eyes anywhere BUT at annie. then he sighed.

ehhhh.. i guess im fine but, ugh. i cant stand thinking about my parents. they piss me off a lot- man, even just thinking about it!

[anniwherebuthere]

"uh..what did I call you?-" *she seemed to realise what she said and looked away quickly to hide her embarrassment*

"anyway! Uh, what about soda or energy drinks? *She pointed at a small refrigerator with a portable stove ontop of it* " there's some in there!"

"they piss you off huh? Wanna talk about it more or do you wanna watch some dumb movie together to get your mind off it?"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yEAH sure why NOT!!!! omar practically beamed, and then he realized he was supposed to be quiet for- well. he actually forgot the reason. but he lowkey didnt care

uuuuhhhhh ANYWAYS. yeah well. i dunno. up to you?? he started to pace. scratching the back of his head briefly as he went towards the refrigerator, then looked at her

and then he answered his own question like the dumbass he is lmao.

actually yknow what SO LET ME TELL Y- let me tell ya about it. he lowered his voice awkwardly as he coughed, bringing a hand to his mouth.

ok so..- OK SO i was just going home right! and i wanted to grab something and then i open the fuckin' door and as soon as i walk in she immediately starts yellin' at me, tellin' me how i don't care about this stupid family! omar ranted. well.. something about.. 'i only come home because i dont wanna see them', and that 'im selfish or whatever'. he grunted, scratching his head again and then reaching to fiddle with his wristbands

i mean, duh! of course i wouldn't wanna see her if she treats me like that! not that my stupid dad's home anyway...

[anniwherebuthere]

*she covered her mouth and laughed quietly at his correction* "well look who can listen after all" *she teased, a small grin on her face.*

*once he started ranting she toyed with the half-full teacup in her hand, looking at him as he talked and nodding along a little, frowning slightly*

"oh Omar.. you have a reason for not carin' if they're treatin' ya like that.. I'm sorry they're like that. Like I said you're always welcome, 's long as you watch out for the prefects you can come over. Whether it's cause you're feeling bad or just want to hang out with someone." *She gave a small smile*

*she looked away for a moment in consideration* "want a hug?" *She asked after a couple of seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar was swaying around, stimming subconsciously and nodding as he listened to her. he rolled his eyes at the teasing and then darted his focus away to a random part of the wall like it's more important than the topic at hand.

YEAH!! I know!! I can't give less of a shit about them if they treat me like that!! he agreed, though his movements came to a complete halt when she asked that. THAT. question.

.....

he started to internally panic as the temperature in his body started to shift violently. why did it suddenly feel so hot?

ummm i- what what what whatwhatwhatwhatwhat... his ears reddened while he stammered

wh- NO SHUT THE HELL UP! NO WAIT- I MEAN- wait NO! DON'T SHUT UP IM SORRY- he squeaked, tripping over his words, only panicking harder when he realized what vulgarity he just spat out of his mouth to her. god damnit omar! you're a big bad scary dropout guy, not an awkward and shy teenager! and also why are you telling her that!!!

this is a prank, right? he thought, then he exhaled a breath he didnt even know he was holding.

umm.. sorry for telling you to shut up- but- BUT WHAT.

he looked left, then right. as if he's checking for anyone even though they're alone (lmao)

pausing, he let an awkward breeze of silence hover between them

well.. uh, who am i to say no? im your friend.. but YKNOW who i am right, yknow. yknow.

chanting and stuttering, repeating his words, he tapped his fingers against the pockets of his camo pants like thats gonna fucking fix anything. omar you are SUCH AN IDIOT get yourself together man! he thought. he exhaled another breath he wasnt aware he was holding in.

fine- fine.. yeah. sure. lets uhh.. hug.

he spat that last word like it was foreign, refusing eye contact like its gonna get him killed

[anniwherebuthere]

*she saw the stimming but didn't really say anything about it. As long as it wasn't something he could injure himself with on accident why should she mention it? She hummed tightly at his words* "and that's completely fair. You have every right to, Omar.."

*she coughed into her fist to hide the smile that crept onto her face as he stammered* "hey, don't forget to breathe, yeah?" *Her face fell slightly at being told to shut up. But when she realised he didn't mean it that way it relaxed slightly*

"'m just offering. Cause uh.." *she thought of something very quickly to give her an excuse. Because she didn't want to seem like.. overly friendly or something. That might be too much.* "Cause.. might be an entirely wrong impression but I think you and the townies don't hug a lot. N your parents definitely dont. Figured you might want one after what happened ?.." *the words came out with just confident enough(barely) to play it off as her actual thought process*

"I know who you are and I don't see why you think 'ts so odd.. you deserve kindness too" *she cringed internally at that. What was that? That was so corny.*

*she stepped forward and hugged him carefully, feeling a heat creep up her neck as well*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UM-

he opened his mouth to say something really mean, but the words died in his throat. he didnt wanna say dumb shit during such a.. nice moment?? he just couldnt. he was the type of guy to just act on impulse, push people away, cuss at them, be socially indecent and throw swears there and there. he was never taught to be respectful but why was it as if he suddenly gained the ability to do so, right at this moment?

....

yeah yeah.. whatever.. don't be so sappy. he scoffed, though his tone made it obvious he really didnt mean anything to it.

hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and reciprocated the hug so awkwardly he probably wanted to die right now and carry this moment with him to the grave. if someone saw him like this, he'd probably kill either THEM, or- omar no youre just overthinking it idiot

he stood there in eerie silence for a few seconds,quickly pulling away a little too fast afterwards. he looked away, a red heat had taken over his face and he was blushing intensely. omar you are NOT hiding this bruh u aint beating the allegations dawg

...

he couldn't help but crack a dumbass smile on his face

..whatever.. that was................ um.

what the hell, this was the first time omar had his voice so low...

sooo.. whaddya wanna do now???.. he immediately started fiddling as soon as they stopped hugging. he looked like he was on the verge of exploding right now.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she rested her head against his shoulder a bit. She hugged people all the time why was this so different? Like.. why was her heart beating fast and why was she so sure she was blushing? Why was her breath a little shaky? She wasn't nervous when hugging! Why was she when its him? She offered after all!*

"who are you calling sappy" *she huffed slightly* "I was trying to have a moment with you." *She pulled back slightly so he could see her face and she stuck out her tongue at him like a child*

*she couldn't help but smirk slightly despite her own nerves* "you're so awkward it's almost endearing*

*when the hug broke she nudged him slightly* "youre starting to seem like just as much of a dork as me, you know that?"

*she looked at him for a moment. He seemed really happy,but also stupid, in a good way ofcourse!* "It was really nice." *She continued for him* "im a great hugger,i know. Don't mention it." *She grinned*

"you're so quiet now it's so sweet. We can still watch a movie if you want! I got a bunch a 'em. Mostly horror and sci-fi though."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

oh my god, whatever... quit babying me like we're in a romcom damnit!! he hissed, but it came out more like a nervous attempt to tease her back than an actual insult. and im not a dork! im a delinquent! you dummy.. he muttered that last name mostly to himself.

uh- well, just because you got a hug from me doesn't mean im DOING it AGAIN by the way. his voice cracked pathetically, as he crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, his shoulders tensing firmly as he looked away from her.

he knew he was supposed to be nice about it, he just got his first hug after a lifetime, and last time he got a hug was several months ago. from another townie. i wont name who.

but he couldn't help but be such a prick about it! well at least he sounded like one right now. normally he'd always be one, and he'd usually mean whatever swears he spat out to other people. but, to his friends- to her. he didn't mean anything. and he hoped it was obvious enough that he didn't mean it.

anyways.. fine. sure. what kinda movies have you got there? I never took you for the type to have that kinda genre. i thought you'd have some corny rom-com anime shit or whatever these are called.. he insulted, mostly playfully though. quickly overthinking he might've sounded mean he immediately reassured her in, well, his own way. maybe he still sounded like a jerk but he at least sounded less like one ..???

well, even if you did have it. i wouldn't judge but- i just wouldnt watch that crap with you... his fingers drummed against his forearm and then he scratched his neck, his foot starting to tap about the floor out of his own subconsciousness.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh if I really was babying you you'd be lying In bed with a cookie and whatever you wanna drink while I hold you till you quiet down." *She tapped his forehead lightly. Scolding playfully* "mm. I don't know I think youre a bit of both actually."

*she heard his voice crack and bit her lip to stop herself from grinning like an idiot* "okay, I guess we'll never hug again. You wound me Omar." *She put a hand to her chest*

*she understood it honestly. Before she actually got friends she was the exact same way. Always pushing people away when they got too close so she wouldn't miss them when she eventually had to leave with her parents. So she knew not to listen*

"I get it" *she said with a small shrug. Not elaborating further or mincing words*

"uhh. I have some scream, scary movie, final destination, saw, the babadook, nothing bad will happen, mysterious skin... Uh. Some untitled CDs that just have horror scrabbled on them. E.T., Star Trek, star wars, back to the future, 28 days later.. more untitled dvds.. pick your poison or go for a gamble if ya feel like doin' that" *she put the box on her bed and sat down, kicking her legs a bit*

"I mean I watch anime but it's mostly those older ones like great teacher onizuka and perfect blue and stuff. I think you'd be surprised by the music I listen to aswell."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar paused, licking his lips that felt suddenly dryer than a desert. he still felt warm from embarrassment, but at least he didn't feel like he was gonna DIE from making eye contact now that they changed topic. but he was still thinking of that hug. and he'll probably continue to do so. he looked over to her when he tried to think of something to say.

eh...? cool. i never uh... liked anime.. he stuttered.

well, when i was a kid i liked those stupid ones on TV like.. uh. the cute one with that witch girl, kiki or whatever her name was. stupid show that stupid lil me liked. omar rolled his eyes, trying to pull up any little topic to try and relate with her.

uhuhhhmm, he let out a weird noise and didnt even notice the dumb voice crack he just suffered. weelllllllllllllllllllllll.... uhh. he tapped his temple thoughtfully, trying to seem smart (because he knows he's not), then snapping his hand down and then tapping his fingers against his forearm.

standing awkwardly, his hands gestured and flickered literally everywhere as he frantically toyed with literally the air. almost like hes tryna find some sort of movement to project his nerves onto, even if it made him look even more stupid than he already looks.

hes so dumb... and awkward...

...

uhhhh... how 'bout we just.. i dunno. iiiii dunnnooooooooo... he played with his wristbands without really paying attention, suddenly dozing off.

....

yeah no he was already far off into whatever headspace his mind immediately drifted into.

[anniwherebuthere]

*when the silence fell her mind drifted back to their earlier interactions, a dumb little smile appearing on her face. And maybe a bit of heat on her cheeks. But that's okay she was naturally rosy she could pull that off as normal.*

*she blinked a few times and she got a can of coke from the fridge and held it out to him* "i forgot, you wanted this right?... And the anime you're talkin' bout is kikis delivery service! I absolutely love all of studio Ghibli's films!" *She beamed* "have ya ever watched grave of the fireflies? The first time I watched it I was crying, like full on sobbing.." *she gave a nervous little grin*

*when she looked at his hand movement she looked around her room. She picked up a plush racoon with bean filling in the paws* "here, this usually helps. Just play with the paws."

*her face fell slightly out of concern when she saw him fall asleep while standing, she immediately got up and went to support him* "Omar? Are you okay?!" *Her voice cracked a little cause she might have been a little panicked. She tried her best to carry/drag the poor guy to the bed and to let him lie down there*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

... what.

omar had grabbed the can of soda, about to pop it open but then his eyes darted downwards and he looked at the plush that just got shoved in his vision. He took a moment to breathe in and understand what the fuck his life had come to at this point. Then he froze like a deer in headlights.

...

what... Is that. What's that. What the FUCK is that. he repeated, staring at it like it's a sin.

...

I... I love whatever the fuck this thing is... his eyelid twitched. He was tweaking tf out. He seemed to really like it, but he didn't have even the energy to express the amount of JOY the fucking THING radiated onto him.

..it's....so...c...cute. he started.

ITS SO CUTE....... ITS SO F..FUCKING CUTE. ITS. ITS FUCKING CUTE... he squeaked as his voice cracked, a crimson shade flushing at his ears and down his neck. He sounded like he was fucking dying as he strained his voice so badly, trying NOT to alert other people of any weird shit they hear coming from this room but he couldn't contain whatever whimsy this THING just brought to him

........let me.

coughing, he abandoned the soda and set it uhh somewhere idk. his hands were a bit cold and slightly wet from the metal material of it, wiping them on the hem of his shirt subconsciously, then he SNATCHED the raccoon plush out of her hands and held it to his chest like a baby.

...

He squished it without being aware of just how much tension he needed to release on this thing.

thanks. it's mine now. he mumbled to her and then held the plushie closer to him like she might just snatch it back. he was ALREADY fucking possessive of this thing JESUS CHRIST OMAR.

its mine now. okay. let's.. let's just. Let's go and.. watch something I guess....... His voice was hoarse from whatever cursed noise he just let out. He squeezed the head of the plush, gripping the poor thing like he wanted to kill it.

shaking his head and grabbing the can of soda back in his other hand (wow thank GOD he didn't just forget it there), he darted his eyes back to Annie after he had been staring at particularly nothing like an idiot for the past few minutes.

what do you think we should watch? His voice snapped back to normal out of, genuinely nowhere. This guy changed so fast it was so weird.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she sighed in relief... Although she did get worried for a second when he was staring at the plush so intensely.*

"its uh. Its a raccon plushie. 'nd the paws have a nice texture 'n sound when you press into 'em.. "

*once he started to speak in that voice. She knew these were gonna be the hardest moments of her life. It was so incredibly sweet. It really was. But it's not a voice she was expecting to EVER come out him. She was genuinely pulling that ishowspeed face right now, taking deep shaky breaths to keep in her laugh. Because she didn't want to offend him. He seemed so incredibly happy over such a little thing so she definitely wanted him to feel comfortable to keep being like that*

"y-yeah ofcourse.. keep it.." *she couldn't keep it in anymore

*the voice itself, she could handle, but the sudden hoarseness followed by his normal voice did her in. She burst out into giggles like an idiot* "oh- oh my god omar go- go drink your soda.. you need it" *she covered her mouth and tried to calm herself down a bit*

*she picked a random dvd and put it into the dvd player, turning on the television. It was one of those older tv models. Blocky. Not really high quality but it did what it had to* "we'll play roulette then." *She shrugged, getting comfortable on the bed*

"hey ease up on poor al.. he's been with me for many years you know." *She murmured and turned off the nightlight, pressing play*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

MEEEEEEHHH he'll be fiiiiiiiiine. omar waved a hand almost dismissively.

though he knew. he wasn't actually going to completely forget about that plush. he was probably gonna keep it dear to him for a night, tell her he'll give it back, then keep it because he just liked it. And then forget the thought of returning.

he held it close and then dozed off as soon as he flopped onto the couch, the mattress creaking LOUDLY as he got on. Omar Jeez PLEASE relax..

He curled his fingers into the fabric of the plush and then squeezed it again.

it smells like you. im keeping that and taking it with me, cuz I like the way you smell. he muttered out loud. Maybe a LITTLE too loudly for it to be considered muttering. He did that while staring at the screen with a blunt, unreadable expression.

after a VERY long moment of silence he turned his head to her very slowly and just. had a deadpan expression on his face. it was a face of terror and realization.

and then he slowly blinked.

Then he swallowed and he let out a loud cartoony GGGGULP sound.

Oh boy I wonder who said that.. he stared at her, his ENTIRE fucking face reddening slowly like a tomato. They could probably see steam coming out of his ears with a tea kettle whistle in the background.

...

Yeah..yeah, I wonder who said that. Annie YOU DIDNT TELL ME Y-YOU HAD GHOSTS IN YOUR HOUSE. His voice cracked instantly as his face shifted from the embarrassed 'are we deadass' type expression to the 'ARE WE FUCKING DEADASS' type expression. His eyes widened and he gripped the plush close to his chest as his voice reached opera levels of high pitch. he sounded like a fucking girl.

The heat of embarrassment and shame instantly swallowed his entire body in NANOSECONDS. there it was, that feeling he hated. THIS feeling. The feeling that not even a freezing cold can of unopened soda in your hand could shoo it away.

He looked like he was on the verge of tears, like he was about to get up and bolt or jump out of the window (without opening it of course for the glass shatter effect) and then run back to his home screaming and crying. He probably wanted to fucking die rn.

And all of this dumbass shit spat out of his mouth was WHILE the movie intro was playing 🧡

[anniwherebuthere]

"he better be otherwise I oughtta kick your ass" *she jokes with a small grin*

"you know, I have a lot of plushies hidden away in here, I'll show you all of them sometime. Might be childish of me but- uhm.. what did you say Omar?" *Her eyebrows were raised slightly and a small flush crept up her face. She couldn't have heard that right, right?*

*when his head turned towards hers she looked back, only for a few seconds, maybe not even that actually.*

"whyre ya looking at me like I made you say that" *she giggled at his expression*

"ghosts, huh? Maybe they'll get scared if we watch the exorcist then." *She shot him a teasing grin* "maybe I don't want the ghost who said that to disappear though." *She shrugged*

*She turned to lie on her side, just observing him for a few moments,before giving him a pat on the head* "don't worry Omar, it's sweet, really. Adorable even."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

huh..,. huh what is sweet what is adorabLE WHAT IS adORABLE. he darted his eyes around frantically and then looked towards her, confused. then he paused and blinked innocently. Annie idk who would SAY somethign like that.. I sure as hell wouldn't .. it wasn't me must've been something else- MUSTVE been your IMAGINATION!! he corrected himself after finding the words.

He closed his eyes. I am literally so CONFUSED right now how did I manage to confuse myself?? Is this technically self-manipulation or gaslighting myself whatever it was called? He rambled. more to her than himself lmao. Annie do you think I can actually accomplish that?? Gaslighting myself? I think I could if I tried hard enough! I wonder if any other animals are capable of that. What animals are smarter than humans anyway? Uhhhh probably an elephant or something.. he mumbled as he answered his own questions, starting to tap his feet against the floor nervously.

..??

Genuinely wtf was this conversation about

They were both probably wondering how they even got to this point. well, at least annie is... omar is probably contemplating if he should jump into the ocean and reconnect with the fishes right now. While thinking, Annie had realized Omar had actually somehow shifted the entire conversation and switched the topic into actual nonsense as he yapped so fast it was genuinely just intelligible.

sometimesiwonderifabearcouldoutrunaracingcaratfullspeedorwellactuallyithinkthebearwouldbechacingthecarinsteadcuzbearsarecoolerbutalsoscarierinawauyknowwhatimean?..

He froze up and snapped his head towards her like she just cursed his entire bloodline, clinging to the plush in his hands

what the fuck was that thing you just did to my head?-

Why did it take him three entire minutes to just REALIZE she did that

[anniwherebuthere]

"that you care about me so much already that you like things that smell like me. Silly." *She chuckled, just looking at him with the most amused face she could muster* "Omar you dont have to pretend it wasn't you it's fine." *She poked his cheek* "if you want I can say somethin' odd too to make it even cause this ain't going nowhere."

"self-manipulation? That's just lying to yourself , dude. I feel like you'd get mad if people lie to you,and that wouldn't exclude yourself" *she snickered*

"mm. Maybe crows they're very smart. Or monkeys.. I'd imagine a few species of fish are smarter than us too. Oh yeah there's this sea slug species and they're definitely smarter than us. They can like absorb toxines from poisonous corral and when a predator tries to eat them they'll get poisoned! And they do all that while looking so adorable!" *She rambled a bit, realising what she was doing, she shot him an apologetic smile* "didn't mean to ramble, sorry.."

"ooomar” *she sing-songed* "don't forget to breathe when you talk. You'll pass out. You were sayin' somethin' 'bout bears and racing cars? Slow this time, I ain't goin' nowhere."

*she smiled again* "I patted your head cause I felt like it."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

IM NOT A KID ANNIE!!! I DONT NEED PATS ON tHE HEAD!! He shrieked, trying to look offended, but his expression seemed more playful than defensive

Also I never said I care- okay well I do, but it's not- it's not in that way- like. No I DONT CARE ABOUT Y- wWAIT NO. Uh. I CARE. About you. But. Like, I don't, but like- you- I care you about you like where you about I care for- wait what?

He paused, licking his lips again and then biting it awkwardly out of his subconsciousness.

....???

What??? wait. what? whuh.. umm, wait. Okay wait okay SO- I CARE, FOR YOU. BUT. IT'S. NOT. IN THAT WAY.

there ya go! He exhaled a sigh he has no idea he was holding in. I dunno if I'm making sense right now! By the way I heard bears can run reaaaallyy fast. Like. I think even faster than humans and. And I also heard that they can swim and climb or something like that. He smiled innocently and well- well no. He was too tall to be kicking and dangling his legs off the couch. He can't do that he's a grown ass guy.

Can ya keep yapping about animals I like listening to it. He blinked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"well I'm giving them to you anyway" *she shrugged*

"you care soooo much about me you're so worried about saying something wrong." *She teased, just watching him struggle with a grin*

"also Omar. it's late, come lay down. I've slept on that couch before it's not good for your back.. plus my beds for two people anyway." *She rolled over to the far end of the bed. It looked so stupid. A small thud was heard because she hit her head against the wall, nearly knocking over the vase with flowers that stood on the windowsill*

"you know that only makes me think you do care about me in that way.. if you didn't why would you specify that you don't?"

*she listened to his little bear yap and nodded* "they can. They're smart enough to open doors too if they're unlocked Im pretty sure. I doubt a bear is faster than a race car though." *She paused for a beat, thinking about something* "do you think bears experience fatshaming or slutshaming, or is that a uniquely human thing?"

*she smirked* "you like hearing my voice that much? Well.. I happen to know a bit about jellyfish. There's s species of 'em that are technically immortal, because they can uh.. go back to being a polyp? Which is basically what they were like as a child. And then bam, go right back to being a jellyfish"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

slightly panicked, omar immediately dashed towards her and put the raccoon plush on the bed, laughing. PFFF- HAHAHAHA you IDIOT!!! watch your fUcking head, DOOFUS!!!!!! he teased, his tone almost like he was making fun of her, but well its omar so its okay. he always sounded like that. like a total jerk. but he never meant it if it was with someone he liked, and annie knew that.

there was a bigger fish to fry though. he put a hand on annie's head and pet her slightly, ruffling her locks under his fingers. but the stupid ginger didnt realize he was doing that and did it subconsciously.

taking his hand off without even considering to stop and think about what he just did, he swept the elephant under the rug and then shrugged obliviously.

okay fiiiiiine.. omar whined, sounding almost like he wanted to stay right next to annie. sat on the other edge after walking around and then kicked his shoes off without even bothering to untie his shoelaces bc tbh why would he even do that. he reached and grabbed the raccoon plush, toying with it again. also, what kinda dumbass crazy question is that, but i think bears experience fatshaming maybe. maybe by other bears? i dunno. i havent seen anyone make fun of bears for being fat.. cuz i guess thats just how they are. he giggled at the question.

...NO I DIDNT SAY I LIKED YOUR VOICE- he sighed, you are INSUFFERABLE sometimes.. he said, though he did not mean anything by it. it was just typical omar stuff that he'd normally say. uhhmm. but well yeah i enjoy listening to your random information. even tho i dont understand it like half the ti- OH IVE HEARD OF THAT JELLYFISH SPECIES!!i know it!! its sooo cool... tell me about it... he fidgeted with the plush, squishing its paws repeatedly.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she burst out laughing too*

"aw im all better thanks to you" *she smiled and turned to face him, she scratched his head gently in return. She did blush slightly. She adjusted her hair a bit*

"you're listening so well now Omar" *she kissed his cheek without thinking about it. Then she thought about it. Her cheeks flushed* "oh my god I didn't mean to I just kind of did that!-im sososo sorry" *she gestures her hands around wildly as she spoke*

"well I mean just between bears. Not people and bears.." *she yawned* "I kissed you cause I was tired. Yeah that's why." *she took off her glasses and put them on the windowsill*

"and you're always a saint then." *She poked his nose*

"mmm something else is that they're like.. older then dinosaurs n stuff. Theres also a species of undiscovered jellyfish that's like waaay deeper in the ocean than any other species we knew of"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

WHUH.. whHUUAHh AHAhh. AHAH. WHUAh. hUAH. HUH. HUH. HUH. omar's throat hurt as he choked on particularly nothing, freezing immediately. ANNIE!!! YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!!!! he shrieked, screaming in a high pitched whisper, his entire face red like a brick. WHY DID YOU- WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!! ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!- he darted his eyes away, focusing them on a random smudge on the wall, then at the ceiling, at the bed, at the TV and basically anywhere but annie. You're not supposed to do that u-unless you really like someone!! he gave her a hesitant glance, and finally looked up at her. are you dumb?? Or are you just really brave!!!?? the guy furrowed his eyebrows in some sort of exasperation. he sighed and then looked back at the TV

i swear to god, youre gonna be the death of me.. omar rolled his eyes awkwardly and squeezed the plush against his abdomen. his entire body felt really hot which slightly irritated him cuz he just DESPISED when that warmth of humiliation and embarrassment took over. he looked down at the plush, playing with the ears without much thought to the movement. Why would you do that??? do you just become lovey dovey with people when you're tired!???! omar clicked his tongue, pretending to be pissed and trying to take out some sort of anger in his words, but his pitiful voice cracks betrayed that mask of defensiveness. you big doofus.. he shook his head, cracking a dumb grin that he immediately tried to hide away by looking at the wall.

[anniwherebuthere]

"IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO OMAR!" *She covered her face* "YOURE NOT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW ARE YOU??" *She whisper-yelled. Pulling her hands aways and just staring at the TV screen, her mind racing with all kinds of thoughts*

"I mean I do really like you but not like that I'-I'm.. pretty sure!!!" *Her voice cracked a bit* "but kissing your friends on the cheek is totally normal behaviour!.. I do that with all my friends!" *She most DEFINITELY did not.. what was she talking about!!*

"I'm not brave I'm just a stupid stupid girl just ignore that pretty please?" *She ran a hand over her face*

"I'm gonna be the death of myself at this rate" *she sighed*

"I don't know?.. I guess I do!!" *She turned to face the other side, closing her eyes* "I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar just sat there frozen. lmao

.....WHO ARE YOu fRIENDS WITH to be kissing everyones chee-- he trailed off, realizing he sounded jealous. WELL NO. I- I mean. WHY would you- would you do that to ME. WHY- he sighed awkwardly and looked away from her.

i am NOT ignoring that man I SWEAR. omar grunted and facepalmed. the raccoon plush on his lap. whatever bruh DONT DO THAT TO OTHER GU- T-TO GUYS YOU DONT LIKE IN THAT WAY-- he corrected in a panicked head shake. d...dumbass.

omar sat there the entire time staring at the tv with the plush in his hands awkwardly fidgeting with it. he wasnt even focusing on the movie that was left on. he was just contemplating his life decisions.

[anniwherebuthere]

"no no only with my girl friends.. you're just special I guess. In a way." *She smiled slightly,one of those dumb grins*

*she fidgeted with the hem of her sleeping shirt (of some strange niche punk band* "pleeeease ignore it? It's just you I swear." *She turned to face him, rolling over and hugging him carefully in an attempt to persuade him*

"maybe i do, Ive never been good at stuff like that.." *she whispered far too quietly *

[blueskiesbiohazard]

fine fine fine i wont talking about it bruh- BUT ILL MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR THIS!!!!-

if it was possible he felt himself starting to blush more even though he was as red as a tomato and as hot as an active furnace.

he was about to say something but he could only choke out a weird, gurgled noise. wu-wuhaaauhghh- WHAT. he squeaked and hugged back awkwardly. annie are you SURE this is what friends do??

[anniwherebuthere]

*she yawned again* "go ahead 's okay.." *she murmured sleepily*

*her face was red like powdered paprika, she attempted to act like it didn't affect her though it wasn't successful.. at all.*

"yes this is what friends do... uh. Best friends at least. *She gave a shy grin and looked at him discreetly for a few seconds*

[anniwherebuthere]

@kirbmeister11

I made some sliders for everyone after practice! can you tell 'em? ^^

[luislunas]

Yo how many can I get

[anniwherebuthere]

Two for everyone, i figured you'd be hungry so!

[casey-harris]

Those look so good, so much better than whatever Edna would give us.

[anniwherebuthere]

I'm glad I could give you something that doesnt look gross,I hope you'll enjoy. Made sure it has a lot of protein too! that's why it's chicken :DD Didn't do any of the stuff Edna would do I promise.

[anniwherebuthere]

Waiting for @blueskiesbiohazard !I do hope he comes around before the prefects start their patrol😓😓

ill hear him knocking om the door soon enough Xp

[blueskiesbiohazard]

(knocking sound effect.mp3)

[anniwherebuthere]

*a bit of shuffling was heard before she opened the door*

"hey, Omar. Cmon in before the prefects spot you 'nd youll get in trouble.." *she stepped aside. There was a vinyl of some niche post-punk band playing*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yeah yeah whatever i couldn't care less about the prefects. NOT LIKE THEY'RE ANY STRONGER THAN ME ANYWAYS!!

as SOON as he walked in he immediately started talking trash about the prefects. even at an hour like this he was a bit loud. not yelling, but he raised his voice enough that she'd immediately become wary of where they were and the situation they were in

anyways whatcha doin' pal, bud- kid- friEND whatever u call it. his voice cracked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"maybe but either both of us get in trouble or I will for bringing someone who doesn't go to this school, and who's a guy into my dorm." *She shook her head and sat down on a small sofa*

"please talk a liiitle bit quieter Omar otherwise we'll get in trouble anyway.. do you want some tea? Waters still hot!"

*She smiled slightly at his nervous(?) rambling* "oh you're just so cute. I was just reading while I was waitin' for ya. How are you though after what happened at your place?.." *she was obviously (more than) a little concerned*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

..NAHhhh i dont want tea its gross.. wait- what did you just call me?-

frantically he shook his head, trying to ignore that comment. though he KNEW he was going to overthink about that later

he started fidgeting, playing with his fingers and darting his eyes anywhere BUT at annie. then he sighed.

ehhhh.. i guess im fine but, ugh. i cant stand thinking about my parents. they piss me off a lot- man, even just thinking about it!

[anniwherebuthere]

"uh..what did I call you?-" *she seemed to realise what she said and looked away quickly to hide her embarrassment*

"anyway! Uh, what about soda or energy drinks? *She pointed at a small refrigerator with a portable stove ontop of it* " there's some in there!"

"they piss you off huh? Wanna talk about it more or do you wanna watch some dumb movie together to get your mind off it?"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

yEAH sure why NOT!!!! omar practically beamed, and then he realized he was supposed to be quiet for- well. he actually forgot the reason. but he lowkey didnt care

uuuuhhhhh ANYWAYS. yeah well. i dunno. up to you?? he started to pace. scratching the back of his head briefly as he went towards the refrigerator, then looked at her

and then he answered his own question like the dumbass he is lmao.

actually yknow what SO LET ME TELL Y- let me tell ya about it. he lowered his voice awkwardly as he coughed, bringing a hand to his mouth.

ok so..- OK SO i was just going home right! and i wanted to grab something and then i open the fuckin' door and as soon as i walk in she immediately starts yellin' at me, tellin' me how i don't care about this stupid family! omar ranted. well.. something about.. 'i only come home because i dont wanna see them', and that 'im selfish or whatever'. he grunted, scratching his head again and then reaching to fiddle with his wristbands

i mean, duh! of course i wouldn't wanna see her if she treats me like that! not that my stupid dad's home anyway...

[anniwherebuthere]

*she covered her mouth and laughed quietly at his correction* "well look who can listen after all" *she teased, a small grin on her face.*

*once he started ranting she toyed with the half-full teacup in her hand, looking at him as he talked and nodding along a little, frowning slightly*

"oh Omar.. you have a reason for not carin' if they're treatin' ya like that.. I'm sorry they're like that. Like I said you're always welcome, 's long as you watch out for the prefects you can come over. Whether it's cause you're feeling bad or just want to hang out with someone." *She gave a small smile*

*she looked away for a moment in consideration* "want a hug?" *She asked after a couple of seconds*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar was swaying around, stimming subconsciously and nodding as he listened to her. he rolled his eyes at the teasing and then darted his focus away to a random part of the wall like it's more important than the topic at hand.

YEAH!! I know!! I can't give less of a shit about them if they treat me like that!! he agreed, though his movements came to a complete halt when she asked that. THAT. question.

.....

he started to internally panic as the temperature in his body started to shift violently. why did it suddenly feel so hot?

ummm i- what what what whatwhatwhatwhatwhat... his ears reddened while he stammered

wh- NO SHUT THE HELL UP! NO WAIT- I MEAN- wait NO! DON'T SHUT UP IM SORRY- he squeaked, tripping over his words, only panicking harder when he realized what vulgarity he just spat out of his mouth to her. god damnit omar! you're a big bad scary dropout guy, not an awkward and shy teenager! and also why are you telling her that!!!

this is a prank, right? he thought, then he exhaled a breath he didnt even know he was holding.

umm.. sorry for telling you to shut up- but- BUT WHAT.

he looked left, then right. as if he's checking for anyone even though they're alone (lmao)

pausing, he let an awkward breeze of silence hover between them

well.. uh, who am i to say no? im your friend.. but YKNOW who i am right, yknow. yknow.

chanting and stuttering, repeating his words, he tapped his fingers against the pockets of his camo pants like thats gonna fucking fix anything. omar you are SUCH AN IDIOT get yourself together man! he thought. he exhaled another breath he wasnt aware he was holding in.

fine- fine.. yeah. sure. lets uhh.. hug.

he spat that last word like it was foreign, refusing eye contact like its gonna get him killed

[anniwherebuthere]

*she saw the stimming but didn't really say anything about it. As long as it wasn't something he could injure himself with on accident why should she mention it? She hummed tightly at his words* "and that's completely fair. You have every right to, Omar.."

*she coughed into her fist to hide the smile that crept onto her face as he stammered* "hey, don't forget to breathe, yeah?" *Her face fell slightly at being told to shut up. But when she realised he didn't mean it that way it relaxed slightly*

"'m just offering. Cause uh.." *she thought of something very quickly to give her an excuse. Because she didn't want to seem like.. overly friendly or something. That might be too much.* "Cause.. might be an entirely wrong impression but I think you and the townies don't hug a lot. N your parents definitely dont. Figured you might want one after what happened ?.." *the words came out with just confident enough(barely) to play it off as her actual thought process*

"I know who you are and I don't see why you think 'ts so odd.. you deserve kindness too" *she cringed internally at that. What was that? That was so corny.*

*she stepped forward and hugged him carefully, feeling a heat creep up her neck as well*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

UM-

he opened his mouth to say something really mean, but the words died in his throat. he didnt wanna say dumb shit during such a.. nice moment?? he just couldnt. he was the type of guy to just act on impulse, push people away, cuss at them, be socially indecent and throw swears there and there. he was never taught to be respectful but why was it as if he suddenly gained the ability to do so, right at this moment?

....

yeah yeah.. whatever.. don't be so sappy. he scoffed, though his tone made it obvious he really didnt mean anything to it.

hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and reciprocated the hug so awkwardly he probably wanted to die right now and carry this moment with him to the grave. if someone saw him like this, he'd probably kill either THEM, or- omar no youre just overthinking it idiot

he stood there in eerie silence for a few seconds,quickly pulling away a little too fast afterwards. he looked away, a red heat had taken over his face and he was blushing intensely. omar you are NOT hiding this bruh u aint beating the allegations dawg

...

he couldn't help but crack a dumbass smile on his face

..whatever.. that was................ um.

what the hell, this was the first time omar had his voice so low...

sooo.. whaddya wanna do now???.. he immediately started fiddling as soon as they stopped hugging. he looked like he was on the verge of exploding right now.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she rested her head against his shoulder a bit. She hugged people all the time why was this so different? Like.. why was her heart beating fast and why was she so sure she was blushing? Why was her breath a little shaky? She wasn't nervous when hugging! Why was she when its him? She offered after all!*

"who are you calling sappy" *she huffed slightly* "I was trying to have a moment with you." *She pulled back slightly so he could see her face and she stuck out her tongue at him like a child*

*she couldn't help but smirk slightly despite her own nerves* "you're so awkward it's almost endearing*

*when the hug broke she nudged him slightly* "youre starting to seem like just as much of a dork as me, you know that?"

*she looked at him for a moment. He seemed really happy,but also stupid, in a good way ofcourse!* "It was really nice." *She continued for him* "im a great hugger,i know. Don't mention it." *She grinned*

"you're so quiet now it's so sweet. We can still watch a movie if you want! I got a bunch a 'em. Mostly horror and sci-fi though."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

oh my god, whatever... quit babying me like we're in a romcom damnit!! he hissed, but it came out more like a nervous attempt to tease her back than an actual insult. and im not a dork! im a delinquent! you dummy.. he muttered that last name mostly to himself.

uh- well, just because you got a hug from me doesn't mean im DOING it AGAIN by the way. his voice cracked pathetically, as he crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, his shoulders tensing firmly as he looked away from her.

he knew he was supposed to be nice about it, he just got his first hug after a lifetime, and last time he got a hug was several months ago. from another townie. i wont name who.

but he couldn't help but be such a prick about it! well at least he sounded like one right now. normally he'd always be one, and he'd usually mean whatever swears he spat out to other people. but, to his friends- to her. he didn't mean anything. and he hoped it was obvious enough that he didn't mean it.

anyways.. fine. sure. what kinda movies have you got there? I never took you for the type to have that kinda genre. i thought you'd have some corny rom-com anime shit or whatever these are called.. he insulted, mostly playfully though. quickly overthinking he might've sounded mean he immediately reassured her in, well, his own way. maybe he still sounded like a jerk but he at least sounded less like one ..???

well, even if you did have it. i wouldn't judge but- i just wouldnt watch that crap with you... his fingers drummed against his forearm and then he scratched his neck, his foot starting to tap about the floor out of his own subconsciousness.

[anniwherebuthere]

"oh if I really was babying you you'd be lying In bed with a cookie and whatever you wanna drink while I hold you till you quiet down." *She tapped his forehead lightly. Scolding playfully* "mm. I don't know I think youre a bit of both actually."

*she heard his voice crack and bit her lip to stop herself from grinning like an idiot* "okay, I guess we'll never hug again. You wound me Omar." *She put a hand to her chest*

*she understood it honestly. Before she actually got friends she was the exact same way. Always pushing people away when they got too close so she wouldn't miss them when she eventually had to leave with her parents. So she knew not to listen*

"I get it" *she said with a small shrug. Not elaborating further or mincing words*

"uhh. I have some scream, scary movie, final destination, saw, the babadook, nothing bad will happen, mysterious skin... Uh. Some untitled CDs that just have horror scrabbled on them. E.T., Star Trek, star wars, back to the future, 28 days later.. more untitled dvds.. pick your poison or go for a gamble if ya feel like doin' that" *she put the box on her bed and sat down, kicking her legs a bit*

"I mean I watch anime but it's mostly those older ones like great teacher onizuka and perfect blue and stuff. I think you'd be surprised by the music I listen to aswell."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar paused, licking his lips that felt suddenly dryer than a desert. he still felt warm from embarrassment, but at least he didn't feel like he was gonna DIE from making eye contact now that they changed topic. but he was still thinking of that hug. and he'll probably continue to do so. he looked over to her when he tried to think of something to say.

eh...? cool. i never uh... liked anime.. he stuttered.

well, when i was a kid i liked those stupid ones on TV like.. uh. the cute one with that witch girl, kiki or whatever her name was. stupid show that stupid lil me liked. omar rolled his eyes, trying to pull up any little topic to try and relate with her.

uhuhhhmm, he let out a weird noise and didnt even notice the dumb voice crack he just suffered. weelllllllllllllllllllllll.... uhh. he tapped his temple thoughtfully, trying to seem smart (because he knows he's not), then snapping his hand down and then tapping his fingers against his forearm.

standing awkwardly, his hands gestured and flickered literally everywhere as he frantically toyed with literally the air. almost like hes tryna find some sort of movement to project his nerves onto, even if it made him look even more stupid than he already looks.

hes so dumb... and awkward...

...

uhhhh... how 'bout we just.. i dunno. iiiii dunnnooooooooo... he played with his wristbands without really paying attention, suddenly dozing off.

....

yeah no he was already far off into whatever headspace his mind immediately drifted into.

[anniwherebuthere]

*when the silence fell her mind drifted back to their earlier interactions, a dumb little smile appearing on her face. And maybe a bit of heat on her cheeks. But that's okay she was naturally rosy she could pull that off as normal.*

*she blinked a few times and she got a can of coke from the fridge and held it out to him* "i forgot, you wanted this right?... And the anime you're talkin' bout is kikis delivery service! I absolutely love all of studio Ghibli's films!" *She beamed* "have ya ever watched grave of the fireflies? The first time I watched it I was crying, like full on sobbing.." *she gave a nervous little grin*

*when she looked at his hand movement she looked around her room. She picked up a plush racoon with bean filling in the paws* "here, this usually helps. Just play with the paws."

*her face fell slightly out of concern when she saw him fall asleep while standing, she immediately got up and went to support him* "Omar? Are you okay?!" *Her voice cracked a little cause she might have been a little panicked. She tried her best to carry/drag the poor guy to the bed and to let him lie down there*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

... what.

omar had grabbed the can of soda, about to pop it open but then his eyes darted downwards and he looked at the plush that just got shoved in his vision. He took a moment to breathe in and understand what the fuck his life had come to at this point. Then he froze like a deer in headlights.

...

what... Is that. What's that. What the FUCK is that. he repeated, staring at it like it's a sin.

...

I... I love whatever the fuck this thing is... his eyelid twitched. He was tweaking tf out. He seemed to really like it, but he didn't have even the energy to express the amount of JOY the fucking THING radiated onto him.

..it's....so...c...cute. he started.

ITS SO CUTE....... ITS SO F..FUCKING CUTE. ITS. ITS FUCKING CUTE... he squeaked as his voice cracked, a crimson shade flushing at his ears and down his neck. He sounded like he was fucking dying as he strained his voice so badly, trying NOT to alert other people of any weird shit they hear coming from this room but he couldn't contain whatever whimsy this THING just brought to him

........let me.

coughing, he abandoned the soda and set it uhh somewhere idk. his hands were a bit cold and slightly wet from the metal material of it, wiping them on the hem of his shirt subconsciously, then he SNATCHED the raccoon plush out of her hands and held it to his chest like a baby.

...

He squished it without being aware of just how much tension he needed to release on this thing.

thanks. it's mine now. he mumbled to her and then held the plushie closer to him like she might just snatch it back. he was ALREADY fucking possessive of this thing JESUS CHRIST OMAR.

its mine now. okay. let's.. let's just. Let's go and.. watch something I guess....... His voice was hoarse from whatever cursed noise he just let out. He squeezed the head of the plush, gripping the poor thing like he wanted to kill it.

shaking his head and grabbing the can of soda back in his other hand (wow thank GOD he didn't just forget it there), he darted his eyes back to Annie after he had been staring at particularly nothing like an idiot for the past few minutes.

what do you think we should watch? His voice snapped back to normal out of, genuinely nowhere. This guy changed so fast it was so weird.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she sighed in relief... Although she did get worried for a second when he was staring at the plush so intensely.*

"its uh. Its a raccon plushie. 'nd the paws have a nice texture 'n sound when you press into 'em.. "

*once he started to speak in that voice. She knew these were gonna be the hardest moments of her life. It was so incredibly sweet. It really was. But it's not a voice she was expecting to EVER come out him. She was genuinely pulling that ishowspeed face right now, taking deep shaky breaths to keep in her laugh. Because she didn't want to offend him. He seemed so incredibly happy over such a little thing so she definitely wanted him to feel comfortable to keep being like that*

"y-yeah ofcourse.. keep it.." *she couldn't keep it in anymore

*the voice itself, she could handle, but the sudden hoarseness followed by his normal voice did her in. She burst out into giggles like an idiot* "oh- oh my god omar go- go drink your soda.. you need it" *she covered her mouth and tried to calm herself down a bit*

*she picked a random dvd and put it into the dvd player, turning on the television. It was one of those older tv models. Blocky. Not really high quality but it did what it had to* "we'll play roulette then." *She shrugged, getting comfortable on the bed*

"hey ease up on poor al.. he's been with me for many years you know." *She murmured and turned off the nightlight, pressing play*

[blueskiesbiohazard]

MEEEEEEHHH he'll be fiiiiiiiiine. omar waved a hand almost dismissively.

though he knew. he wasn't actually going to completely forget about that plush. he was probably gonna keep it dear to him for a night, tell her he'll give it back, then keep it because he just liked it. And then forget the thought of returning.

he held it close and then dozed off as soon as he flopped onto the couch, the mattress creaking LOUDLY as he got on. Omar Jeez PLEASE relax..

He curled his fingers into the fabric of the plush and then squeezed it again.

it smells like you. im keeping that and taking it with me, cuz I like the way you smell. he muttered out loud. Maybe a LITTLE too loudly for it to be considered muttering. He did that while staring at the screen with a blunt, unreadable expression.

after a VERY long moment of silence he turned his head to her very slowly and just. had a deadpan expression on his face. it was a face of terror and realization.

and then he slowly blinked.

Then he swallowed and he let out a loud cartoony GGGGULP sound.

Oh boy I wonder who said that.. he stared at her, his ENTIRE fucking face reddening slowly like a tomato. They could probably see steam coming out of his ears with a tea kettle whistle in the background.

...

Yeah..yeah, I wonder who said that. Annie YOU DIDNT TELL ME Y-YOU HAD GHOSTS IN YOUR HOUSE. His voice cracked instantly as his face shifted from the embarrassed 'are we deadass' type expression to the 'ARE WE FUCKING DEADASS' type expression. His eyes widened and he gripped the plush close to his chest as his voice reached opera levels of high pitch. he sounded like a fucking girl.

The heat of embarrassment and shame instantly swallowed his entire body in NANOSECONDS. there it was, that feeling he hated. THIS feeling. The feeling that not even a freezing cold can of unopened soda in your hand could shoo it away.

He looked like he was on the verge of tears, like he was about to get up and bolt or jump out of the window (without opening it of course for the glass shatter effect) and then run back to his home screaming and crying. He probably wanted to fucking die rn.

And all of this dumbass shit spat out of his mouth was WHILE the movie intro was playing 🧡

[anniwherebuthere]

"he better be otherwise I oughtta kick your ass" *she jokes with a small grin*

"you know, I have a lot of plushies hidden away in here, I'll show you all of them sometime. Might be childish of me but- uhm.. what did you say Omar?" *Her eyebrows were raised slightly and a small flush crept up her face. She couldn't have heard that right, right?*

*when his head turned towards hers she looked back, only for a few seconds, maybe not even that actually.*

"whyre ya looking at me like I made you say that" *she giggled at his expression*

"ghosts, huh? Maybe they'll get scared if we watch the exorcist then." *She shot him a teasing grin* "maybe I don't want the ghost who said that to disappear though." *She shrugged*

*She turned to lie on her side, just observing him for a few moments,before giving him a pat on the head* "don't worry Omar, it's sweet, really. Adorable even."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

huh..,. huh what is sweet what is adorabLE WHAT IS adORABLE. he darted his eyes around frantically and then looked towards her, confused. then he paused and blinked innocently. Annie idk who would SAY somethign like that.. I sure as hell wouldn't .. it wasn't me must've been something else- MUSTVE been your IMAGINATION!! he corrected himself after finding the words.

He closed his eyes. I am literally so CONFUSED right now how did I manage to confuse myself?? Is this technically self-manipulation or gaslighting myself whatever it was called? He rambled. more to her than himself lmao. Annie do you think I can actually accomplish that?? Gaslighting myself? I think I could if I tried hard enough! I wonder if any other animals are capable of that. What animals are smarter than humans anyway? Uhhhh probably an elephant or something.. he mumbled as he answered his own questions, starting to tap his feet against the floor nervously.

..??

Genuinely wtf was this conversation about

They were both probably wondering how they even got to this point. well, at least annie is... omar is probably contemplating if he should jump into the ocean and reconnect with the fishes right now. While thinking, Annie had realized Omar had actually somehow shifted the entire conversation and switched the topic into actual nonsense as he yapped so fast it was genuinely just intelligible.

sometimesiwonderifabearcouldoutrunaracingcaratfullspeedorwellactuallyithinkthebearwouldbechacingthecarinsteadcuzbearsarecoolerbutalsoscarierinawauyknowwhatimean?..

He froze up and snapped his head towards her like she just cursed his entire bloodline, clinging to the plush in his hands

what the fuck was that thing you just did to my head?-

Why did it take him three entire minutes to just REALIZE she did that

[anniwherebuthere]

"that you care about me so much already that you like things that smell like me. Silly." *She chuckled, just looking at him with the most amused face she could muster* "Omar you dont have to pretend it wasn't you it's fine." *She poked his cheek* "if you want I can say somethin' odd too to make it even cause this ain't going nowhere."

"self-manipulation? That's just lying to yourself , dude. I feel like you'd get mad if people lie to you,and that wouldn't exclude yourself" *she snickered*

"mm. Maybe crows they're very smart. Or monkeys.. I'd imagine a few species of fish are smarter than us too. Oh yeah there's this sea slug species and they're definitely smarter than us. They can like absorb toxines from poisonous corral and when a predator tries to eat them they'll get poisoned! And they do all that while looking so adorable!" *She rambled a bit, realising what she was doing, she shot him an apologetic smile* "didn't mean to ramble, sorry.."

"ooomar” *she sing-songed* "don't forget to breathe when you talk. You'll pass out. You were sayin' somethin' 'bout bears and racing cars? Slow this time, I ain't goin' nowhere."

*she smiled again* "I patted your head cause I felt like it."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

IM NOT A KID ANNIE!!! I DONT NEED PATS ON tHE HEAD!! He shrieked, trying to look offended, but his expression seemed more playful than defensive

Also I never said I care- okay well I do, but it's not- it's not in that way- like. No I DONT CARE ABOUT Y- wWAIT NO. Uh. I CARE. About you. But. Like, I don't, but like- you- I care you about you like where you about I care for- wait what?

He paused, licking his lips again and then biting it awkwardly out of his subconsciousness.

....???

What??? wait. what? whuh.. umm, wait. Okay wait okay SO- I CARE, FOR YOU. BUT. IT'S. NOT. IN THAT WAY.

there ya go! He exhaled a sigh he has no idea he was holding in. I dunno if I'm making sense right now! By the way I heard bears can run reaaaallyy fast. Like. I think even faster than humans and. And I also heard that they can swim and climb or something like that. He smiled innocently and well- well no. He was too tall to be kicking and dangling his legs off the couch. He can't do that he's a grown ass guy.

Can ya keep yapping about animals I like listening to it. He blinked.

[anniwherebuthere]

"well I'm giving them to you anyway" *she shrugged*

"you care soooo much about me you're so worried about saying something wrong." *She teased, just watching him struggle with a grin*

"also Omar. it's late, come lay down. I've slept on that couch before it's not good for your back.. plus my beds for two people anyway." *She rolled over to the far end of the bed. It looked so stupid. A small thud was heard because she hit her head against the wall, nearly knocking over the vase with flowers that stood on the windowsill*

"you know that only makes me think you do care about me in that way.. if you didn't why would you specify that you don't?"

*she listened to his little bear yap and nodded* "they can. They're smart enough to open doors too if they're unlocked Im pretty sure. I doubt a bear is faster than a race car though." *She paused for a beat, thinking about something* "do you think bears experience fatshaming or slutshaming, or is that a uniquely human thing?"

*she smirked* "you like hearing my voice that much? Well.. I happen to know a bit about jellyfish. There's s species of 'em that are technically immortal, because they can uh.. go back to being a polyp? Which is basically what they were like as a child. And then bam, go right back to being a jellyfish"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

slightly panicked, omar immediately dashed towards her and put the raccoon plush on the bed, laughing. PFFF- HAHAHAHA you IDIOT!!! watch your fUcking head, DOOFUS!!!!!! he teased, his tone almost like he was making fun of her, but well its omar so its okay. he always sounded like that. like a total jerk. but he never meant it if it was with someone he liked, and annie knew that.

there was a bigger fish to fry though. he put a hand on annie's head and pet her slightly, ruffling her locks under his fingers. but the stupid ginger didnt realize he was doing that and did it subconsciously.

taking his hand off without even considering to stop and think about what he just did, he swept the elephant under the rug and then shrugged obliviously.

okay fiiiiiine.. omar whined, sounding almost like he wanted to stay right next to annie. sat on the other edge after walking around and then kicked his shoes off without even bothering to untie his shoelaces bc tbh why would he even do that. he reached and grabbed the raccoon plush, toying with it again. also, what kinda dumbass crazy question is that, but i think bears experience fatshaming maybe. maybe by other bears? i dunno. i havent seen anyone make fun of bears for being fat.. cuz i guess thats just how they are. he giggled at the question.

...NO I DIDNT SAY I LIKED YOUR VOICE- he sighed, you are INSUFFERABLE sometimes.. he said, though he did not mean anything by it. it was just typical omar stuff that he'd normally say. uhhmm. but well yeah i enjoy listening to your random information. even tho i dont understand it like half the ti- OH IVE HEARD OF THAT JELLYFISH SPECIES!!i know it!! its sooo cool... tell me about it... he fidgeted with the plush, squishing its paws repeatedly.

[anniwherebuthere]

*she burst out laughing too*

"aw im all better thanks to you" *she smiled and turned to face him, she scratched his head gently in return. She did blush slightly. She adjusted her hair a bit*

"you're listening so well now Omar" *she kissed his cheek without thinking about it. Then she thought about it. Her cheeks flushed* "oh my god I didn't mean to I just kind of did that!-im sososo sorry" *she gestures her hands around wildly as she spoke*

"well I mean just between bears. Not people and bears.." *she yawned* "I kissed you cause I was tired. Yeah that's why." *she took off her glasses and put them on the windowsill*

"and you're always a saint then." *She poked his nose*

"mmm something else is that they're like.. older then dinosaurs n stuff. Theres also a species of undiscovered jellyfish that's like waaay deeper in the ocean than any other species we knew of"

[blueskiesbiohazard]

WHUH.. whHUUAHh AHAhh. AHAH. WHUAh. hUAH. HUH. HUH. HUH. omar's throat hurt as he choked on particularly nothing, freezing immediately. ANNIE!!! YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!!!! he shrieked, screaming in a high pitched whisper, his entire face red like a brick. WHY DID YOU- WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!! ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!- he darted his eyes away, focusing them on a random smudge on the wall, then at the ceiling, at the bed, at the TV and basically anywhere but annie. You're not supposed to do that u-unless you really like someone!! he gave her a hesitant glance, and finally looked up at her. are you dumb?? Or are you just really brave!!!?? the guy furrowed his eyebrows in some sort of exasperation. he sighed and then looked back at the TV

i swear to god, youre gonna be the death of me.. omar rolled his eyes awkwardly and squeezed the plush against his abdomen. his entire body felt really hot which slightly irritated him cuz he just DESPISED when that warmth of humiliation and embarrassment took over. he looked down at the plush, playing with the ears without much thought to the movement. Why would you do that??? do you just become lovey dovey with people when you're tired!???! omar clicked his tongue, pretending to be pissed and trying to take out some sort of anger in his words, but his pitiful voice cracks betrayed that mask of defensiveness. you big doofus.. he shook his head, cracking a dumb grin that he immediately tried to hide away by looking at the wall.

[anniwherebuthere]

"IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO OMAR!" *She covered her face* "YOURE NOT UNCOMFORTABLE NOW ARE YOU??" *She whisper-yelled. Pulling her hands aways and just staring at the TV screen, her mind racing with all kinds of thoughts*

"I mean I do really like you but not like that I'-I'm.. pretty sure!!!" *Her voice cracked a bit* "but kissing your friends on the cheek is totally normal behaviour!.. I do that with all my friends!" *She most DEFINITELY did not.. what was she talking about!!*

"I'm not brave I'm just a stupid stupid girl just ignore that pretty please?" *She ran a hand over her face*

"I'm gonna be the death of myself at this rate" *she sighed*

"I don't know?.. I guess I do!!" *She turned to face the other side, closing her eyes* "I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

[blueskiesbiohazard]

omar just sat there frozen. lmao

.....WHO ARE YOu fRIENDS WITH to be kissing everyones chee-- he trailed off, realizing he sounded jealous. WELL NO. I- I mean. WHY would you- would you do that to ME. WHY- he sighed awkwardly and looked away from her.

i am NOT ignoring that man I SWEAR. omar grunted and facepalmed. the raccoon plush on his lap. whatever bruh DONT DO THAT TO OTHER GU- T-TO GUYS YOU DONT LIKE IN THAT WAY-- he corrected in a panicked head shake. d...dumbass.

omar sat there the entire time staring at the tv with the plush in his hands awkwardly fidgeting with it. he wasnt even focusing on the movie that was left on. he was just contemplating his life decisions.

[anniwherebuthere]

"no no only with my girl friends.. you're just special I guess. In a way." *She smiled slightly,one of those dumb grins*

*she fidgeted with the hem of her sleeping shirt (of some strange niche punk band* "pleeeease ignore it? It's just you I swear." *She turned to face him, rolling over and hugging him carefully in an attempt to persuade him*

"maybe i do, Ive never been good at stuff like that.." *she whispered far too quietly *