I Understand
So my boyfriend has stopped texting me like he used to...he used to tell me how much he loved me...how much I mattered...then I tell him about my depression and how I used to cut myself and how sometimes I still want to or that I still do....ever since then he treats me different and only acts like he loves me when I'm sad...but when I'm “normal” or trying to be sexy...I'm not acknowledged....he’ll see this and feel crappy and say he's sorry or that I'm being too clingy but no matter what you do this all still hurts....If you don't love me or feel the same anymore Tell. Me. don't just act like everything's okay...when you don't talk to me it hurts because it makes me feel I don't matter...you say you compete but you don't try or care as much as you should...IDK if it's me being off my meds or if it really feels like this but just knows I'm dying inside and I’ll love you no matter how you feel. What was worst of all was not saying good night to me, like oh I'm sorry did you forget you have a girlfriend, sitting there waiting for you to text her! There I've let it out. And it didn't make me feel any better...
@thebadassredneck @all-things-porn210
