Protien Shakes Pls

SW: 175 CW:167 GW:135

[facetciastokawowe-deactivated20]

person: is it really too much for you to just suck it up and eat?

me: ... um... yes?

[theonethatcant]

“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

[skinnywhendreaming]

I am 100% in control of what I eat. I do not need to binge or eat foods that will make me fat, I can control what goes into my body. I can control how I look. It’s up to me now.

[ghore]

I’m on a new diet called don’t fucking look at me

[iwanttolose7kg]

[baawri]

[onmywaythin]

This goes though my head every time I eat in front of people

[eatonlyair]

i love this show so fucking much

[bitofanerdingeneral]

Clap your hands if...

You’ve been self destructive and having existential crisis’s since a young age *clap* *clap*

[anonkitten]

The past few days all I’ve had is protein shakes and water and have lost about 7 pound, I feel proud but also extremely exhausted all the time.

[dainty-delicate-dangerous]

[sadlyfatter]

Lol someone said it

[pappicho]

this is a rip off i've had an ed for six years and i'm still a fat bitch

[miasroadtorecovery]

me before vs. after eating an apple

and that’s on body dysmorphia

[aloneshisharrr20]

Me in my mind in a restaurant...

My ed: you look so fucking fat like wtf you don’t deserve to eat

My depression: eat everything. No one cares anyway. It won’t matter because you’ll be dead anyway.

My anxiety: but what if someone sees me eat? I’ll look like a whale!! Oh god what do we do??? Ugh.

Me: ok I’ll just eat something healthy. I’ll take a salad.

My ed: NO

My depression: NO

My anxiety: NO

Me: ok well I’m starving wtf do you want me to do. I haven’t eaten in 18 hours.

My ed: good. You gonna be skinni Queen In no time.

My anxiety: but what if people start to question why I’m not eating anything?

My ed: make up and excuse goddamit you’ve done this before.

My depression: no one will care enough to worry if you’re eating or not.

Me: ok ya know what what if I just die

My ed: yes

My depression: yes

My anxiety: yes

[homietwt]

[deadslct]

ed memes be like

dïët çœkē. grëêb tęæ.

SKINNI.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[exhaustedborderline]

[wishing-for-deathx]

“I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.”

— your actions and words never match