Spacing out

Remain anonymous, but remember your life. 🍃

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it's just funny how people say work hard until you no longer need to introduce yourself. but in this day and age, people will still choose to call you by your social media handle. so what's the point?

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In your 🖤 is where you'll find me baby

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whenever the world will try to break you, allow it. (if that's the only way to make you stronger) also, nts!

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may your christmas be brighter than this photo

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psyching myself up for the no-christmas-break december yahoooooooo!

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i can almost feel december's rays of sunshine jk let's skip it

[anonymonch]

parang...parang isang anghel sa aming labi na nakalutang sa ulap at nangingiliti kung ang alat at asim ng buhay ay tulad ng hain ni inay suspetsa ko buong mundo'y magiging mapayapa at masaya

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friday the 18th

[anonymonch]

“And that was the official start of her brighter days. You gave her strong feelings she didn’t expect she’ll ever have. You taught her to laugh at herself before anyone could laugh at her. You helped her out in finding solace in mayhem. Nothing seems to matter for her anymore. Not in this lifetime. Not in this world where gay people are continually hated. Not even her own blood. It’s life though, people need to lower their expectations. But not until she met you. You made her realize of how important it is to embrace the fact that sexuality will always be in flux, to finally free her wings and fly, to know that nothing remains unmoving, static, unresponsive. It’s a long shot, but she’ll brave this new world and put her game face on. Sometimes, people just have to let time decide and accept defeat. Not that they chose to quit but it’s better to be choosy with your own battles at times. It does hurt, yes! Like a whole lot. But pain is there where love is, people cannot decide which one should be on their side. They just have to live with it.  The irony of losing you? She found herself.”  

 — Excerpts from Lost In Mayhem, 2016

[anonymonch]

just wanna float into nothingness~

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same day, different year

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have u ever read a book so good and u can't help but hug the book to make it feel how it is giving u all sorts of pleasant feelings SEND HELP

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cheap thrills for the cheapskates, thanks to da bes kj in da world, @duhragonlady for the photo

[anonymonch]

me: finally, the morning person inside of me will be unleashed tomorrow

also me: *prepares to slam alarm*

[anonymonch]

It was just last year when I came into terms with who I really am. No more pretensions. No more nights spent on abusive alcohol consumption and obsessive thoughts about what could have gone wrong. At that time, I started asking myself all sorts of questions. If all the feelings I had are necessary or not. Because I'm used to be a part of something. Small or big. And then all of a sudden, I was not. I struggled to see the meaning of things. It’s like I’m locked up in a room full of several versions of myself but all of them I don’t recognize anymore.

excerpts from lost in mayhem, 2016

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no one knows the lonely one whose head is in the clouds

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She Who Opened the Curtains Shall Close It - A Novella