The name's Nate. I go by he/they preferably they/them. I'm seventeen (??), didn't plan to live this long and I'm lwk pissed I'm alive. I'm having a blast tho don't get me wrong. (ehh...... I think I've run outta shit to say.) Oh yh, I'm writing a homoerotic dark academia book (it's a work in progress that'll soon be neglected lol)
I dont want to do anything bc I am embarrassed. Im embarrassed of everything. The way I look. The way I talk. The things I say. What my eyes are doing. The clothes im wearing. Even my thoughts are embarrassing. It doesnt matter whether or not people can tell what im thinking, they do and im embarrassed of it.
25/11/2025: hello i really hate to ebeg but my father is currently in the ER since his health declined last night, he’s terminally ill and i’m his primary caregiver. they’ll be releasing him soon but i need to pick up his new prescription. if anyone can help us out with this that would mean the world to us. nothing is too small, even 1/€1/¥1, and if you aren’t able to donate please consider reblogging this or sending some kind words for my father.
Lwk hate what the notes have turned into. I never directed the shit at Christians but yh, they keep proving my shit right. That's why no one likes you guys.
Some of y'all are being Islamophobic and the others are just shoving bible verses down my throat, y'all suck 😒
A/N: I hear you anons, I have compiled all the kinktober days I have planned thus far. KINKTOBER PROMPT LIST HERE
LAST UPDATED: Oct. 9th, 2025.
Day 1: Orgasm Control/Masturbation. A mysterious stranger has been watching you fail to pleasure yourself-- thus, they take it into their own hands.
Day 2: Kidnapping. Sugar Daddy! Dragon kidnaps his ex-sugar baby to take her hand in marriage while she takes his load.
Day 3: Threesome, Alien Abduction. Your skepticism on aliens is thoroughly destroyed as two female extraterrestrials explore what you have to offer.
Day 5: Wax play. A female masseuse goes much farther than her job descriptions entails, while you learn about the beauty of fully nude massages.
Day 6: Outside Sex/intoxication. Sevika pulls you behind an alley after a heated night at the club, using your shared drunkenness for her benefit.
Day 11: Somnophilia/Come Licking. Your sleep paralysis demon can have just as much fun with you while you're asleep as it can when you’re awake.
Day 12: Sissification, sex work. You’re commonly mistaken for a female prostitute at the brothel, however its much to a new demon client’s enjoyment that you aren’t.
Day 13: Medical/Dildos. An incredibly hot doctor uses her skills(and toys) to perform your yearly examination.
Day 14: Possession. The demon haunting you since using an ouija board finally makes its mark.
Day 17: Messy sex. Your fitness trainer corners you in the bathroom after a sweaty workout, demanding a messy answer for why you’ve been ignoring her calls.
Day 18: Size Queen + Dom/sub. Ridiculously huge hybrid! Monster sub and his dom pillow princess
Day 19: Sensory deprivation/creampie. Your sex robot recently ordered a new appendage without your knowledge, using it and her manipulation to ruin you.
Day 20: Mirror Sex/Dubcon. Getting out of the shower, you find your mirror oddly placed in front of your bed, and an invisible figure roaming its hands over your body.
Day 21:Forced orgasm/monsterfucking. An Archeologist accidentally releases a thousand year old, glowing-eyed mummy from its tomb,who has a unique way of saying thank-you’
Day 23: Praise kink. A werebear wants to make sure his darling is dressed as cutely and deliciously as she is.
Day 25: Double Penetration. Your minotaur husband brings his twin brother over for a much needed breeding evening (Still def applying cuckholding to this one, anon)
Day 27: Gangbang. Only a werewolf alpha's top commanders get to take part in claiming you. (A few low ranks might slip in unnoticed, however.)
Day 29: Full-body worship. Cirdan’s gotten too much of your fawning over every little scar and dimple. It’s time he returned the favor.
Day 30: Breeding/degradation. A warlord demon seizes a fallen queen’s country, taking her as a war trophy and breeding prize.
Gojo Satoru has only ever hungered for two things in his life—the throne that burns brighter than the sun, and you, whose radiance outshines even the moon.
pairing: tyrant emperor! gojo satoru x empress! fem!reader
tags: historical au; angst; fluff; established relationship; gojo and your marriage is neither healthy nor unhealthy; it continues to exist, nevertheless; flashbacks; gojo may be a ruthless ruler, but he’s a man in love before anything else; gojo’s love for you is devotion sharpened to obsession; domestic fluff; word count—2682.
warnings: DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT; mentions of child abuse (not committed by gojo nor by you), conspiracies and deaths (neither of gojo nor of you).
this is set in the same universe as 'tell me i'm your midnight muse', but please feel free to treat it as a stand-alone if you wanna!!
notes: tyrant emperor!gojo has been plaguing my thoughts, day and night. 😌😌 hope you all will enjoy reading this, my darlings!! ❤️❤️ (credits for the header are given in the footnotes.)
The empire gleams like a blade beneath the afternoon sun.
It is already a quarter past the hour of three—still, too bright, too hot, too quiet. The scent of sandalwood and beeswax floats through the Imperial Study. Light pours through the high-arched windows, shattering into ribbons across the polished marble floor and spilling over scrolls and dispatches spread across the Emperor’s carved desk like battlefield maps. The seals of distant governors glint red in it, the signatures of generals pressed into ribbons of vellum. Reports from the borderlands lie open—Nanami’s handwriting, as neat and disciplined as the man himself, calm even when describing skirmishes and deaths.
Gojo should be reading them.
He should be thinking of supply lines and alliances, of trade routes and punishments.
He should be ruling his empire.
But he is not.
Because you are here.
You are perched on the long chaise near the windows, sunlight curling around you like a benediction. You had asked earlier, shyly, if you might stay with him while you worked on some correspondence of your own. You had claimed you had letters to sort through, temple donations to review, a few missives from your father’s household. He had agreed, of course—he always does when it comes to you.
And you did work, for a while. But the moment your tasks were finished, you had drifted to that chaise and opened his lacquered little box of sweets, seeking something softer than duty.
He studies you as you pick through them carefully, as though each honeyed fig and candied plum holds the fate of nations. The hem of your silk gown—pale and soft as pressed flowers—brushes the carpet; your hair gleams gold at the edges where the light kisses it.
Gojo leans back in his chair, pretending to study the ink on the report before him. But his gaze, traitorous and unrepentant, drifts again and again to you. To every line of your body, to every quiet movement—the tilt of your wrist as you unwrap another sweet, the way your lips purse when you’re thinking.
You look too soft for this palace, too delicate for a place where blood has stained the floors more times than he can count.
Too unaware, as well, of how dangerous your presence is to his composure.
He dips his quill into the inkwell, but the letters blur. The smell of dark myrrh from the incense burner curls around him, sweet and heavy, and it brings with it memories he never asked to recall.
Memories of another room.
Of another life.
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That scent is the first thing to return to him—his mother's perfume, a mingling of myrrh, sandalwood, and lingering smoke.
The room in which he grew up was small, half-lit by the flicker of red lanterns from the pleasure district beyond the shutters. Voices filtered through the walls—low laughter, the clink of coin, the weary music of survival. He remembers the pale silk curtains torn at the edges. He remembers the gold powder on her cheeks cracked from heat, too. Yet, above all else, he remembers his mother’s voice the most—sharp, hoarse, laced with a bitterness that no amount of wine could wash away.
“You think that man will ever call you his own?” she’d snap, voice thick with resentment. “You think being born with his eyes makes you royal? You’re a mistake, Satoru. You’re a stain.”
She’d say it between drags of her chillum, laughter hollow and cruel.
Sometimes she’d strike him. Sometimes she wouldn’t bother.
Never once had his mother called him son.
And he, small but proud even then, had never cried in front of her.
And then one morning, when he was eight, she was gone.
He’d found her lying cold and motionless in the narrow bed of her brothel room, the last traces of kohl smudged beneath her eyes. No one had called for a physician. No one had cried for her. No one had cared. Only the housekeepers whispered—about debt, about despair, about poison.
That same night, palace guards came to fetch him—men in polished armor, who looked at him as one might look at dirt tracked into a temple. “The Emperor sends for his son,” they said.
They brought him to the Imperial Palace through gates that smelled of steel and gardens that smelled of camellia, through corridors lined with paintings, into the vast throne room where the Emperor stood among his court. The air was thick with the signature scent of opulence, and the marble floor mirrored the courtiers' disdain.
It was the first time he saw his father—the man whose blood cursed and exalted him all at once.
“Your Majesty,” the captain knelt and announced, “the courtesan’s child.”
The Emperor’s gaze skimmed over him. Cool. Detached. As though regarding a stray dog that had wandered too close. “He has her hair,” he murmured, and the courtiers tittered. A pause. Then, a single command. “See that he’s educated. A prince should not be ignorant.”
And that was all.
The man’s eyes—his father’s eyes—moved on, and with it, any hope of affection.
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The palace was gilded cruelty.
He grew up within its walls like a stain no one could scrub away.
A prince in name. An intruder in truth.
His lessons were conducted in the old library, away from the royal tuition. His meals were served cold, often late. His water sometimes tasted of bitterness. His robes were plain and unadorned, always a little too small. His quarters were bare, his bed a thin mattress on a frame of unpolished wood.
The Empress—his stepmother, the Emperor’s consort, a woman of icy poise and venomous charm—thoroughly despised him. She forbade him from entering the main halls of the palace. “Contamination,” she had once murmured, her jeweled fingers brushing the sleeve of her elder son as though to ward off the shadow Gojo cast.
The servants took their cue from her. They smirked and whispered behind his back.
The princes—her two golden, perfect, legitimate sons—followed her example, too. They taunted him at every turn. They mocked him openly. Jeered at the pallor of his hair. Jeered at the way his mother had died. They tripped him during sparring practice, “accidentally” smeared ink across his books, spat in his cup when no one was looking.
Still, Gojo never cried.
He never even flinched.
He learned to keep his voice quiet, his rage quieter. But in the long nights when the palace slept, he whispered oaths to the stars that hung beyond his window:
He would rise above them all.
He would burn this golden cage to ash and rule over what remained.
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It was at sixteen that he saw you for the first time.
The banquet was held in honor of the Crown Prince’s seventeenth birthday. The palace was awash in light and music, courtiers draped in silks the color of jewels. Gojo had stood at the far end of the hall, ignored as always, the bastard son given a courtesy seat near the musicians.
And then, you entered.
And the wider world was momentarily eclipsed by your presence.
You stood beside your father—the noble whose name was whispered with reverence in council halls, a man so trusted that the Emperor himself sought his counsel before battle. You were dressed in pale lilac, your hair dressed in a chignon, pinned with a cascade of orient pearls. Your expression demure, you moved through the throng with an ease that spoke of grace and education, your smile restrained yet luminous.
The courtiers’ eyes followed you as though you were the moon personified.
And when the Crown Prince approached you with a goblet of wine, Gojo saw how perfectly you curtsied when addressed, smiled when expected. He saw how your father watched the exchange with carefully concealed satisfaction. He saw how the Empress, too, watched you all night from her dais, smiling in approval. He knew then what the court would soon whisper:
That the minister’s daughter might soon be the Crown Princess.
That the Empress herself favored the match.
That the Emperor would approve.
It made sense, politically. You were of a family of spotless lineage and loyalty, beloved by the court, and—more dangerously—untainted by scandal. The elder prince needed a bride who could steady his reputation, and you were perfect. A perfect match for the perfect heir.
But you looked… unhappy.
You answered with your customary grace when spoken to, but your eyes—your eyes were tired, restless, as though they sought escape. He watched you lift your goblet that night, the candlelight trembling against your lashes, and look at his half-brother with a quiet loathing so subtle that only someone like Gojo, who had lived his life reading cruelty in smiles, would have noticed.
He wanted to know why.
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Weeks later, he found out.
He’d been walking through the east gardens one evening, the stone path lit by lanterns, when he heard voices—among them, one soft, clear, unmistakably yours. You were seated on a marble bench with your lady-in-waiting. He stopped to listen.
“The Empress favors you greatly,” Utahime had whispered. “They say you might be chosen for the Crown Prince himself.”
“I would rather die,” you had told her, steel in your voice, soft-spoken though you were, “than wed either of the Empress’s sons.”
Utahime had gasped. “My lady—!”
You had only sighed. “You know what they are. Cruelty in silk. I refuse to live as a bauble to be shown off or as a trinket to be toyed with.”
You hadn’t said the Emperor’s sons.
You’d said the Empress’s.
The distinction had struck him like an arrow.
He’d lingered in the shadows, unseen, listening to the way Utahime tried to soothe you, and the way you refused to be soothed. There had been no arrogance in your tone, only indignation and quiet desperation. And he’d realized, with something dark and fierce unfurling inside him, that you saw the palace for what it was.
That night, the seed of vengeance flowered into ambition. The world narrowed to a single desire: the throne.
Not just to reign from it. But to own it. To bring it to heel. To gild its cruelty in his name. To stand where his father had stood—no longer the bastard son, but the sun itself.
Gojo would become the god they feared—and when he did, you would stand beside him.
As his wife.
As the Empress of his empire.
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The years that followed blurred into motion.
The Emperor’s health fell into a decline not long after Gojo reached twenty. The palace physicians spoke of a wasting sickness, though no one ever found its source. The final fever came with the monsoon three years later and took him in a week.
The Crown Prince was declared successor before his father's ashes cooled. His younger brother was named heir presumptive. The Empress, radiant in her grief, became the most powerful woman in the empire.
And then the “accidents” began.
The Crown Prince’s horse went wild and threw him during a hunt. His neck broke before anyone could reach him. The younger prince drowned in a private pond not a week later. The Empress locked herself in her chambers. She lasted two days before she, too, was found dead—grief, the physicians claimed. A heart too fragile for tragedy.
No one dared question the fates of the royal family.
The drums of a civil war over the crown thundered ere long across the provinces, but their beat was stilled with a chilling swiftness. No one dared speak of the estates that had burned, the generals who had been executed, or the ministers who had suddenly vanished between dusk and dawn.
And then, as though it had been inevitable all along, the bastard son was crowned Emperor.
He wore white and gold that day, the crown gleaming like judgment upon his brow. The court bent its knee with the sickly grace of those who know they had no choice. And when he looked down from the dais, his gaze found you in the crowd—standing beside your father, face pale, eyes wide.
He’d smiled then.
A slow, victorious, almost tender smile—
The first genuine smile he’d worn in years.
Your answer had always been a firm no to every advance from the Empress’s sons. But Gojo had known—with that impossible, bone-deep certainty of his—that your answer would be different once the advance came from the courtesan’s son.
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The quill in his hand clatters to the desk.
Gojo blinks, dragged back into the present by the sound. He sighs, leans back in his chair. The sun has shifted, but you’re still on the chaise, sunlight striking the jewels in your hairpin so that they scatter small rainbows across the floor.
You notice his gaze and glance up, cheeks faintly warm.
“Are you not working, Your Majesty?” you ask, voice soft, teasing, but cautious—the way you always are with him.
“I was,” he drawls lazily. “Until my Empress decided to steal my attention—and my confections.”
You fidget, your hand hovering over the box of sweets. “You said I could have them.”
“I did,” he muses, standing, “but I didn’t realize I’d find it so distracting.”
You start to rise, but his voice softens, dangerous and low. “Stay.”
Your breath catches, but you obey. You always do.
He crosses the room with the unhurried confidence of a predator, the silk of his robes whispering against the marble. When he reaches you, he rests a hand on the back of the chaise, bending close enough to catch the scent of your perfume—jasmine and something faintly citrus, something innocent.
“Which one were you saving?”
You hold up a piece shyly. “The raspberry one.”
His favorite.
He takes it from your fingers and bites half, then presses what remains gently against your lips. “Finish it,” he orders softly.
You hesitate—a flicker of nerves in your eyes that makes his pulse quicken—but then you lean forward, and he watches the way your lips close around the sugared morsel, brushing his fingertips as you take it, the faint rise of color in your cheeks. His hand comes up, thumb caressing the corner of your mouth, catching a speck of sugar.
“Perfect.”
“Your Majesty…” you whisper, half a warning, half a plea.
He smiles, wicked and fond all at once. “Satoru,” he corrects. “When we’re alone.”
You hesitate, then murmur it: “Satoru.”
The sound of it undoes him.
He sits beside you, the chaise dipping beneath him, and draws you into his lap as though you weigh nothing. You tense briefly, then relax against him, your warmth seeping into his skin. He presses his face into the curve of your neck and breathes you in—jasmine, citrus, ink, sugar.
“You shouldn’t be afraid of me,” he says quietly.
“I’m not,” you breathe.
“Liar.” He laughs against your skin. “But it’s all right. I like you that way.”
You shiver, and his arms tighten around you.
“Do you know,” he murmurs after a moment, “why I like feeding you?”
You shake your head slightly, voice barely audible. “Why?”
“Because once, no one gave me enough to eat,” he says simply, but beneath it lies something darker, older. “But now I have everything—and I can finally give. And I want to give it all to you—every bit of it, because it’s yours to take.”
You turn your face toward him, eyes shining with something too tender, too dangerous, something that feels too much like understanding. “Then let me give you something too,” you whisper, and lift a sweet to his lips.
He accepts it, not for the sugar, but for the brush of your fingers against his mouth.
And as he tastes it, watching you glow in the afternoon light, he thinks—for a fleeting, dangerous moment—that perhaps victory was never the throne.
Perhaps it was you.
His Empress. His little moon. His gentlest salvation, and his most exquisite sin.
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