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what do you do when your life is falling apart...

"You can’t re-create the first time you promise to love someone or the first time you feel loved by another. You cannot relive the sensation of fear, admiration, self-consciousness, passion, and desire all mixed into one because it never happens twice. You chase it like the first high for the rest of your life. It doesn’t mean you can’t love another or move on; it just means that the one spontaneous moment, the split second that you took the leap, when your heart was racing and your mind was muddled with What ifs? —that moment—will never happen the same way again. It will never feel as intense as the first time. At least, that’s the way I remember it. That’s why my mother always said we memorialize our past. Everything seems better in a memory."

— Before We Were Strangers By Renée Carlino

stillness—rain drop

formed rings

on the river.

#my little attempt at haiku #20250120

travel destination: amazon rainforest

i want to see green nature. to breathe clean air. to hear the sound of exotic animals. to listen to the trees whispering. to feel the danger of crocodiles. i want to see paradise.

sometimes when i'm with friends, a thought will occur to me: "i won't see these people someday" or "i never want to see these people again someday".

i think thats the reason why i have no long-lasting friends. i cut ties with them after graduation and we moved to other schools. i know i will do the same after college. then when i pass them on the streets, were going to exchange awkward hellos and wave each other goodbye.

there's a sense of dread in me every time i think of looking at my to-do list, reading modules, or writing an essay that is due tomorrow.

Latin

Marcus est puer.

Ego femina sum.

Stephanus est vir.

Puer

Puella

Vir

Femina

Translation in English

Marcus is a boy.

I am a woman.