the girl who carries her last name like a burden @another-faceless-girl - Tumblr Blog

Well this is my side-blog where im gonna be sad. welcome i guess. ill probs share some poetry or quotes and be depressing maybe I'll share something about my life once in a while. who knows i don't.

#another-faceless-girl #new blog #if i dont post for a while its probs a good thing cause it means im feeling good.#intro post #blog intro #side blog #im not actually this sad a lot cause im like really good for most of the day #most of these are at night when i cant sleep.#yknow looking back i started this cause the girl i like (i didnt know that yet tho) started dating someone #hahah lesbians am i right

i cant do it anymore im sorry goodbye

i think i might be ugly.

idk its just like i thought i was okay looking 4 a little bit but ive been called ugly twice 2day and also literally no1 has ever had a crush on me and i look so different from all the other girls in my school. like my nose is massive and my eyes are ugly and like i think i kinda hate my face now

#another faceless girl #life #idek #i try 2 pretend like ppl calling me ugly doesn't even affect me but it actually rlly does #i guess i just thought 4 a second there that i could maybe be pretty like other ppl r #i guess not tho #i dont even know why i thought i could be pretty ever #like ive never dated any1 and no1 has ever had a crush on me and ill prolly end up dying alone and a virgin cause absolutely no1 loves me #im kinda desperate now i think if some1 i didnt even know asked 2 date me id say yes cause no1 else will #but it would probably be just a joke #who would want to go out with me #im fat and im stupid and im ugly and im good for fucking nothing #i kinda wanna rip my face off #and then i wanna bleed out and die

i dont get it what did i even do to them? they just hate me 4 no reason and i have no clue why

#another faceless girl #life #school is killing me #why is every1 in my school a bitch apart from my friends #like what did i do #i was just trying 2 walk past tjis area where a bunch of evil ppl hang out #and then one of them was like #“ur cute!” or smth #bit it was in that way where u know its mean #and then she was like “pretty ugly!”#okay i have a few gripes with this cause like a) thats not how it goes #ur supposed 2 go #“ur pretty” the other person starts to say smth (normally thank u) and then u go “pretty ugly!”#so shes absolutely thick #but i got called ugly twice 2day #i dunno i didnt think i was that bad looking #but like thats what i think and im fucking stupid #i prolly only got like a 2 two on my maths test #i kinda wanna die

woah just lwk had the worst week of my life

#another faceless girl

COMPUTER!!! HOW DO I HAVE A VUNERABLE HONEST CONVERSATION WITH MY MOTHER ABT HOW PROUD AND GRATEFUL I AM TO HAVE HER AS A PARENT AND THAT IM RLLY GLAD SHE GOT US OUT HER DADS HOUSE AND IK IT MUSTVE BEEN RLLY HARD ON HER 2 GET OUT THAT MARRIAGE AND IM SO GRATEFUL SHES NEVER MADE ME OR MY SISTER FEEL LIKE A BURDEN CAUSE OF IT WITHOUT CRYING OR BEING CRINGE QUICKEST ROUTE NO FREEWAY. COMPUTER????

#another faceless girl #life #help

i really really really dont want 2 go 2 school 2day i hate it there

#another faceless girl #life

i actually hate the fucking 'popular' or whatever kids in my fucking form they are literally the worst like the other day i went out 2 town and i had like chappel roan style makeup on yknow?? and i saw a boy from my form and he told fucking everyone abt it and now i keep getting fucking harassed about it in school and all of them make fun of me and my friends and all my friends left early 2day so i was alone AGAIN

its just like so fucking stupid like if they didnt get on us 24/7 then we wouldnt interact with them at all but they just have this visceral need 2 be the worst ppl possible like why do u have zero concept of manners like if i saw some1 from my school dressed alt i wouldnt say anything cause i know when 2 mind my own fucking business but they r always sticking theyre fucking heads in2 out business and butting in on our conversations I HATE THEM

#another faceless girl #life #and i cant tell my mam abt it cause shell make it in2 a whole thing #like shell call my head of year or whatever and piss at them abt it and then i might have 2 go 2 a stupid fucking meeting #and they might tell the actual kids and that would just make it worse #and when i joked abt it with my mam she told me to just ignores it and theyll get bored but they havent got bored yet #i just want them 2 go away #idk why they care so much anyway #why does what i like or wear impact u in any way at all #i rlly just dont get it likeu dont have 2 like the stuff i wear but u dont have to be pissy abt it either #like why r u making fun of the way we dress when u all look copy-and-fucking-paste #they all wear the exact same goddamm thing #like nike tech #nike shoes and thoes uggo puffy jackets #and like the girls alllll have 2 much foundation on and bleach blonde hair #so like.... heres a bit of advice! blonde hair only looks good on some ppl and thats not u #die die die die #i hate all of them

why is my dad literally evil

#another faceless girl #i hate my dad #juet had some new dad lore drop...#its not looking gud guys #not looking at good at all

i didnt go 2 my dads 4 xmas this yr (THANK GOD if any1 saw the posts i did in dec last yr u would know why) went 2 spain with me mam and sis but now im back at home and hes been messaging and ive just been ignoring him and idk but i just feel rlly bad abt it cause like what if hes wondering when ill message back? what if hes just wondering where he went wrong and IM being dumb and petty... idk

#another faceless girl #daddy issues #idk ik he prolly aint but what is he is???#i should prolly talk 2 some abt this but i rlly dont want 2

mallowmaenad

christmas is kind of like if for 1/6 of the year everyone got really into ska and started wearing the fedoras and checkered clothing and they only played ska music in stores that the employees clearly weren't enjoying and everything was just ska themed for a while and one day someone eagerly asks you what ska you're listening to and when you tell them you're not doing the whole ska thing for the tenth time in a row its like a 50/50 chance that their face suddenly falls deathly serious and they say "are you one of those people who thinks all orphans should be drowned in boiling shit?" or they chuckle and squint at you and say "oh yeah you must be one of those people that listens to pop punk! Its kinda like a weird, different ska I guess! I am going to a ska concert later today if you wanna come along and see how awesome ska is, as enforced by the ephemeral force of enjoying ska instilled in all moral beings!" and this has been going on for so long that all the ska music is just people saying "pick it up" over and over again and plastering everything in checker patterns and theres a whole wave of people who think everyone has forgotten how to really enjoy ska but they actually just want an older version of the artificially enforced ska mania everyone is having and they made a book and several movies called "the man who did not like ska" about a disgusting evil spinach creature that hated everything and ate broken glass every day who learns basic empathy after hearing an upstrummed guitar for the first time.

#i despise chrismas #chrismas

im actually so tired somebody sedate me

#another faceless girl #life

ive been alone ALL WEEK in allllll my classes cause the 2 friends i have in my form have gone on a school trip 2 disney 😭 HELP IVE BEEN ABANDONED

#another faceless girl #grug gragh #i literals dont speak in lessons apart from the register #ughhhh i feel like a kid with deadbeat parents #why have u left me wth #life

ARAUGH i hate this one fuckass sub we have 4 english cause my usual english teacher has fucking died or smth idk

#not joking i havent seen her since first term #she was only here for like #i wanna say 6 weeks #and the sub #oh my god do not get me STARTED #1) fucking TRUMP supporter!!!#WE R IN WALES #no joke he literals said “trump isnt racist hes honest!#....#i think we know whos racist NOW #plus hes such a bitch #like 24/7 girl on her period bitch #AND he looks like a slice of wet ham #another faceless girl

why is everyone evil on public transport.

#apart from me #i am the only sane and kind and normal person here #god save me #another faceless girl

why does he love everyone but me?

#like im literally ur daughter #i should be the thing u value most #another faceless girl #daddy issues #like we were in the car and he brought up my step-couisons baking #and he all 'shes sooooo good at it!!“#im a baker.

well you know i am actually the best sacrificial little lamb how do i know well god told me herself and she petted my little lamb head and kissed my twitching little lamb nose and drew her knife and carved through my stomach like it was butter and while the light was leaving my eyes she told me that my blood spilt ever-so prettily across the floor so there!

#another faceless girl

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