ur friendly neighborhood psycho ex

Because there's not enough bpd blogs already

[anotherbpdblog]

while actively trying to fix my sleep schedule i’ve managed to sleep for 11 hours and waking up at 2 pm

[anotherbpdblog]

you know whats fucked up? feeling more like a normal person when you’re drunk than when you’re sober

[notinlove]

i hate when people start asking what sign i am. I am a sign from god. start running.

[creepish]

sorry cant hang out. too scared

[anotherbpdblog]

telling people to seek help is good and all but… the help in question… i mean… no… i’d rather not 1) be told i’m too fat to get help for my eating disorder 2) be told “that’s your own choice” in response to me saying that i’m scared that i’ll kill myself 3) get tOLD “ARE YOU TRYING TO PUT ON A SHOW NOW?” WHEN I’M FUCKING BEGGING FOR HELP 4) get the comment “it’s obvious that you have bpd, i have to walk on eggshells around you” in response to every human emotion 5) get told that i can’t possibly have depression after 5 minutes of talking to someone bECAUSE I TALK TO FAST?? 6) get told that i don’t need help, i just need to “act more like a normal person” (that was the head psychologist at that place??? help) 7) get told that i “should feel lucky” in the middle of a mental health crisis/ literally getting traumatized because “most people with anxiety wait at least 3 weeks for help”

also… 8) i’d rather not listen to you talking about how [awful norwegian celebrity psychologist] tried to “set you up with an african wife” for the entire session wHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

[anotherbpdblog]

so anyway, when anyone is slightly nice to me now i feel euphoric and i’m not that bothered by my neutral ass psychologist that doesn’t do shit because at least he’s not??? ruining me???? idk

[anotherbpdblog]

telling people to seek help is good and all but... the help in question... i mean... no... i’d rather not 1) be told i’m too fat to get help for my eating disorder 2) be told “that’s your own choice” in response to me saying that i’m scared that i’ll kill myself 3) get tOLD “ARE YOU TRYING TO PUT ON A SHOW NOW?” WHEN I’M FUCKING BEGGING FOR HELP 4) get the comment “it’s obvious that you have bpd, i have to walk on eggshells around you” in response to every human emotion 5) get told that i can’t possibly have depression after 5 minutes of talking to someone bECAUSE I TALK TO FAST?? 6) get told that i don’t need help, i just need to “act more like a normal person” (that was the head psychologist at that place??? help) 7) get told that i “should feel lucky” in the middle of a mental health crisis/ literally getting traumatized because “most people with anxiety wait at least 3 weeks for help”

also... 8) i’d rather not listen to you talking about how [awful norwegian celebrity psychologist] tried to “set you up with an african wife” for the entire session wHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

[smores-crepes]

do you ever think like. yeah. I’m doing good. and then you’re like. oh. oh I’m crying

[phrases]

bold of me to constantly use the phrase “no worries!” when I am, in fact, constantly full of many worries

[eatuntilyoudie]

sometimes i actually get my shit together but then i lose it again like 2 days later

[black-cherry28]

My mind is like an internet browser. 17 tabs are open, 4 of them are frozen and I don’t know where the music is coming from.

[mathsturbation]

i am the shyest attention whore ever

[delusioncontusion-deactivated20]

my life is like a constant cycle of “i shouldn’t have eaten that” and “i shouldn’t have said that”

[bpdslime-blog1]

“what motivates you?”

[bpdvoid]

google search how to recognise what you’re feeling when it’s not super intense or the Void

[wrotten]

do u know what pisses me off? a lot of things where do i start

[bodyglitter]

how do i overthink so much and then Still make the wrong decision

[valtsv]

*eyes start glowing and i begin to levitate* no one fucking talk to me im angy