“I think something’s wrong with me. I make friends, then suddenly I can’t bear to be with any of them. Seems like that other me, the cheerful and honest one, went away somewhere.”
KIKI’S DELIVERY SERVICE (1989) dir. Hayao Mizaki

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@anotherdepressedstoner
“I think something’s wrong with me. I make friends, then suddenly I can’t bear to be with any of them. Seems like that other me, the cheerful and honest one, went away somewhere.”
KIKI’S DELIVERY SERVICE (1989) dir. Hayao Mizaki
it’s okay if trauma has made you angry. your subconscious reaction is to protect yourself, and sometimes this is how it’s expressed: it doesn’t make you a bad person
i would add: you deserve to be angry about your trauma. one must learn to manage it, but you deserve to be angry that those things happened to you. i spent most of my life thinking i deserved to feel worthless and never felt that anger. letting myself feel it and express it (in a healthy way, for the most part, but i won’t pretend i didn’t hurt some people i love along the way, and apologized, and worked to do better) is a huge part of healing.
Black Garlic Ramen
Ramen 101, San Leandro, CA
Spoiled Girlfriend
I really miss that early - mid 2000s rich girl aesthetic. Everyone now is just trying to look as racially ambiguous as possible with BBLs, heavy contour, thick lash extensions, and the same lace front wig.
I miss the bombshell curls and beach waves. The way everyone wanted that California sun kissed look. I miss the halter dresses and strappy heels. Glossy lips. I miss when white girls wanted to look like the girls from The Hills and Kimora Lee Simmons was the face of 2000s culture
@beautesansepines yes and no. I agree with this but everyone didn’t look the same. Trends will always be a thing, but I feel like years ago, people put their own spin on it. I don’t think everyone was walking around looking like clones of each other. Now, everyone literally does their makeup the same, hair the same, wears the exact same outfits, etc etc. I feel like I am constantly seeing the same person just in different fonts
I really believe that people have lost all of their individuality. Everyone is really following the same archetype. I just want people to go back to expressing themselves and not just to please the masses.
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Periodt Pooh!
Lori Harvey was my goals since she dated Diddy. Like omg 😭🥰 I just love it.
I have a love for Lori that can not be explained. Such a doll.
Sugar Manipulation
I’ve realized there are many posts about utilizing manipulation to get what you want, but not really any posts on how, exactly, to manipulate. Here I will attempt to hash out some typical sociopathic tendencies that anyone in the sugar world can use to their advantage. There is a reason these kinds of people are CEOs, world leaders, and all-around powerful people.
1. Study your target. If a pot is shy, reserved, unsure of himself; or on the flip side he is bold, takes charge, and knows what he wants, then make note of this. Notice the way he texts, the way he speaks on the phone, the way he treats the wait staff, everything. Every nuance of his character. Does he respond to the Boss Bitch or the Sweet Angel type of sugar baby? Does he want the typical girlfriend experience or does he want the fiery vixen?
2. Create a persona. Also called a “mask”. After you’ve figured out what kinds of words and personality type that your pot responds positively to, study up on a real life or fictional character that best displays those traits that you are going to emulate. Learn the way they turn a phrase. Learn their facial expressions. Learn how they dress. The more exaggerated these things/actions, the better.
For example, your pot likes a woman in charge. Someone who has her life together. A Boss Bitch. So let’s go with Beyonce - how does she treat the men in her life? What are her facial expressions when she’s pleasantly surprised? Affectionate? Scared? What is her day-to-day speech like? The phrases she uses? How does she dress? Is she sweet and kind, or does she shrug off the haters? For this pot, you are going to become his own personal Beyonce.
3. Lure him in with your emulated demeanor. Turn up the charm. Use your stunning ability to read your pot like a book. In fact, turn up so much charm it becomes obvious. Tell him exactly what he wants to hear. ALWAYS be assessing him for ways to cater to his psyche. Disarm him with how perfect you are for him. Pay attention to his needs, and give it to him. Act like you were MADE for him. You were BORN for him. You are perfect for him, and he will never meet anybody like you.
Seduce him properly and you will be successful. The most important part of this is to never let your mask slip. Do not forget anything you have said to him or what he thinks you are.
Manipulation is necessary. Most people don't want to admit that because we are led to believe that this quality is undesirable. I really believe that it takes a certain sort of person to pull this off and they aren't always bad people.
naomi campbell, 1997.
Man or no man, I want to be rich.
we are only manifesting luxury.
Always The Failure.
Why is everything so hard for me? I never got that. I never got why everything in my life... is always so hard. My love life is hard, my work life is hard, my life is just fucking hard...
I want to be good at something. I want to be successful at something. I can’t even go after anything and have the confidence that it will work out... because it never does. I have tried my whole life to reach something and it just like everyone else has an easier path than me.
So, you know what? I give up. I’m done trying. I don’t care to disappoint myself anymore with the stupid decisions I make. It’s just like if I’m going to fail my whole life... why live?
When Eddie Murphy impersonated his brother lmaooo #RIPCharlieMurphy
there’s not a person in this world who hasn’t embarrassed themselves or hurt someone or made a mistake. learn and grow from these things, rectify them if you can, but don’t dwell on them. we are all human; we are all imperfect.
If you are a broken person, that brokenness will bleed on others. I had to learn to fix myself before bringing other people into my world.
i ain’t thirst trapped in a while
Hisuka is definitely bae.
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