Dumb shit

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[bees-in-my-brain-hive-deactivat]

I am constantly mourning the life I could have and the person I could be if I didn't live in an environment that won't allow me to heal

[tw3ntyfirstcenturywh0re]

I would have loved you until my breathing stopped. I would have loved you until I had nothing left to give. I would have loved and loved and loved and loved.

[doctorlovesick]

I know staying offline and not saying anything to make people worry about you is a shitty move but God I’m so desperate. I want to see a sign that he cares about me. I WANT him to feel worried, I WANT him to feel bad and I want him to regret neglecting me. I want him to apologize, to ask me where I’ve been worriedly, so I can ignore that text too and make him feel worse. I love him so much, but I need him to hurt the way he makes me hurt.

[border-meme]

𝑀𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐼 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑚𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ — 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑀𝐴𝑅𝑅𝑌 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐿𝐸𝐴𝑉𝐸 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 . ♡

[jac0b-h0lmes]

Reblog if you’re autistic AND queer

Like if you’re autistic but NOT queer

[ndcultureis]

[2nd person language, kinnd of vent-]

Autism culture is your friend getting you really into a media but you're W A Y more into it than them so you're hyperficating but they aren't and that's where the anxiety culture comes in because now you're annoying them and you're ruining their fandom experience and then the depression culture-

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[ndcultureis]

undiagnosed possible neurodivergent culture is not being able to get diagnosed because your parents think you are their smart but normal daughter when you probably/might have autism, adhd, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, paranoia, and have had panic attacks but always thought you were broken, unlovable, and should feel ashamed. thanks for supporting people like me, when I reach 18 I plan on getting tested right away.

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[noahstraumahouse]

11.9.19//i would be happier in heaven.

[killer-beans]

rb if you didn’t realize you had trauma until years after it happened

[h-el-l-deactivated20200408]

i made one

[borderlineby-madonna]

i told you I was mentally ill, Mary.

[mother-soleil-deactivated202102]

Me: I get jealous so easily what do I do? 

Everyone: Jealousy is toxic. 

Me: Can you give me advice on how to cope with it?

Everyone: If your friends or partners are too jealous, leave them. 

Me: Please, just tell me what I should do

Everyone: If you get jealous easily, close relationships might not be for you.

Me: Please

Everyone: Don’t be jealous. 

[bpdewdrop]

me: hi

my tendency to overanalyze social cues and self-victimize:

[it-wasnt-that-bad]

me, leaving someone else on read: "I'm waiting until I have the time to actually write a thoughtful and meaningful response instead of just a few word reply, I'm sure they'll understand"

me, being left on read: "I'm being rejected, I should have known better than to humiliate myself by making myself vulnerable when I was clearly unwanted"

[redemptived]

saint bernard lincoln

[suffering-silentlyy]

How can emptiness feel so heavy.

[mentalwordvomit]

I’d like to erase my memory from ages 9-18