“It’s not like I feel the need to prove myself to suppress the endless noise in my head. It’s not like I feel the need to prove myself so that the constant ringing in my ears becomes bearable. It’s not like I don’t know what to do with myself if I stop. It’s not like I don’t know who I am or what I am or why I am here or why I am doing this or why I feel the way I do or why I can’t stop talking or why I can’t stop thinking or why I can’t stop feeling or why I can’t stop being or why I can’t stop existing.”
“Or why I can’t stop existing.”
“Or why I can’t stop existing.”
“Or why I can’t stop existing.”












