Not sure if anyone even remembers this account but I abandoned it years ago. I'm really very sorry to all the people that did look forward to the posts and eventually lost hope I'd ever be back.
I don't know what mental space I was in then but I know the one I'm in now and it didn't feel right to abandon this blog without an explanation (though I suppose I already did)
To summarise, I've lost the love I once had for K-pop (although, I suppose this was obvious) and due to certain reasons, I'm no longer able to write. I can't bring myself to write even a sentence be it fluff or smut or even about my day without becoming a mess. I may or may not delete this blog entirely, I'll decide in a couple days but I'm really grateful for all the love people chose to give me back then and really am very sorry I disappeared on all of you.
Author's Note: I’m so sorry I’ve been away for so long. This part is very sort but it’s a cotiuation to Part 1 which you can find here. :)
My mind was reeling all day. I was completely out of focus and trying to figure out what I was going to do and why I wanted to see him again. With the way my teachers smirked at me each period I couldn't shake a growing feeling at the back of my mind. He wanted to meet me at Lunch, will what happened today repeat? Does he just want sex for a little while and then he'll get bored of me? If that's all it is I think I can live with it but as lunch approached the feeling only got stronger and stronger.
I knocked sharply twice on his brown door which was incidently shut again. The door moved open and I slowly stepped into his office for the second time today. "Sir?" I squeaked out. "Come sit doll". I kept my head down as I sat on the leather chairs opposite him. "Do you not have anything to eat?" I looked up at him confused. "Pardon?"
"Your lunch, food, sustenance whatever you wish to refer to it as. Don't you have any?". I widened my eyes slightly in understanding. "Um, it's upstairs in class" I forced out. He just shook his head and sighed. "Yixing go fetch Ms. Y/L/N's lunch please". I looked behind me to see Mr.Zhang nodding before disappearing from sight and returning with my lunch. "Here you go, Y/N" he chuckled slightly before leaving.
I sat there unsure of what to do. I saw Mr.Kim open a cupboard filled with what looked like wine bottles and pour himself a glass. Mr. Kim sat himself in front of me. "Eat." He said gesturing to my lunch. I hesitated still slightly confused but nevertheless I opened my lunch up and began to slowly eat though I wasn't particularily hungry. I finished about half my lunch before Mr.Kim began to speak. "So, do you like eating?" I almost choked on my food and giggled softly asking a "What is that?" before straightening myself up and looking at him seriously again.
He appeared slightly embarrassed before telling me "I was trying to make conversation". I raised an eyebrow. "I do enjoy eating as a matter of fact" I said going along with it. "Ah. We don't need to eat." He said curtly before sipping more of his wine. "I like learning more" I said softly taking another bite of my food. "Learning what?" He enquires. "Anything, the ocean, the skies, math, history. I like knowing many things" He hummed and nodded. "Do you know anything about people like me?" I shook my head. "Besides in story books nothing" He nodded and we ate in silence.
As I was finishing up he spoke again. "I sense confusion from you" I scoffed internally. "Well, I didn't think you'd call me down just to eat. I thought we would- "We would what?" Mr. Kim asked with a sly grin on his face and hands under his chin. I felt my face heat up and stuttered for a bit before he spoke "Come here baby doll". I looked up to see him patting his lap. I slowly made my way out of the chair and gently placed myself on his lap. He took a long look at me before placing his lips at the edge of my lip. Then on my jaw, then he trailed his lips lower and placed a small kiss at the mark he made this morning. "Nothing more in school baby but I would like you to come over to my house after school" he murmured pulling away from me.
"Uh- my parents might not-" I was cut off mid sentence. "I'll speak to them." He finished. "Meet me here when you finish all your classes okay?" His eyes softened. I nodded politely and grabbed my things walking out the door. The door slammed shut behind me making me gasp slightly before walking back to my class avoiding all the teachers' knowing eyes.
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I’m so sorry about the drabble sized update *sigh* I wanted to give you all better. he next update might be a long time coming, please forgive me and thank you to anyone who stayed by me. <3
Admin Peter Pan, you haven't updated in so long, is everything okay? I really hope you haven't left this blog, you're my favourite author. I hope you're well.
I'm your favourite author? Gosh I'm really honoured. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long time. Some stuff has been going on. NOT MAJOR THINGS. Hahaha. Just a little writers block but I think I'll write soon so maybe there'll be something? ♡♡ Love Always,Admin Peter Pan
'One And Only' was so good! I'm so glad you updated, I missed your work so much. I hope you're doing well ♡♡ - Baek anon
Hahahaha yes I'm fine. I've had a new schedule this entire year and I'm still trying to adjust. Lots of school work and drama just is starting to get to me but I'll be alright :) I'm glad you loved it. Maybe I'll try writing a new part today or in a week or so ♡Love Always,Admin Peter Pan
authors note: This is going to have a couple parts according to my whim and fancy haha. Also I’m traveling today so this was edited in a rush, I’m sorry if there are any mistakes! :(
"Sir.." I placed the sheet down.. "My family can't afford these books!" I exclaimed looking at him while my head shook. "Excuse me?" Mr. Zhang cocked his head as if I had uttered a curse. "We can't afford these" I muttered keeping my gaze on him. I could feel my heart begin to pick up speed. "Well then, I suppose you need not come to this school anymore Ms. (Y/L/N)" I widened my eyes, not come? I'd rather die. Even though this new system may be propaganda and worthless. My friends, my love for learning, the only other option was the brothel schools or getting a menial job which was the second worst thing to becoming a prostitute in the new generation.
"Please Sir, isn't there anything I can do instead? I can clean, help out with paperwork I can-" Mr. Zhang glared at me instantly silencing me. I looked at his shoulder blade avoiding his gaze. "Come with me, we can talk to the Head about this" I nodded slightly before making my way out of my seat and quietly following Mr. Zhang out of the classroom and down towards where the new Head of the School was. Mr. Zhang knocked lightly on the door and I heard a faint "Come in" from the inside. We made our way inside. I looked up to see a man with a hard gaze stuck on me. My head fell low, intimidated and nervous. "Ms. Y/L/N cannot afford the school books and she begs that she pays for them through service"
I shuddered at the way the word service fell from his lips.
"Very well then Yixing, I'll see what I can do" I looked up slowly to see a wicked grin falling over the Head Teacher's face. I bit my lip wondering what the hell was going on. "I'll take your leave" Mr. Zhang stated exiting the office leaving me alone with he who could only be the Devil.
"Come here Ms Y/L/N" He stated coolly. I slowly walked my way over in front of his desk, right opposite him. "Not there doll, here" He motioned for me to stand between his legs. I gulped before turning around and making my way towards him. My legs were trembling and I fiddled with the base of my skirt as I stood between his legs, not looking up. I felt his fingers brush against my skirt as he gave them a sharp tug. I gasped lightly my head shooting up. I tried to take a step back but his hand caught my waist and prevented me from moving further. His fingers trailed along the side of my body brushing against my breasts and my hips before he drawled "Exactly how much are you willing to do to pay it off doll?".
I stared at him, unable to say a word. I was in absolute shock and didn't utter a word. I heard a faint 'tch' before he harshly tugged at the hem of my skirt, forcing me to fall against him. One of his hands slid around my waist while the other held my hand. "I asked you a question doll and I like answers" I loomed up briefly, his crimson eyes staring into mine sent goosebumps along my arms. I swallowed as hard as I could before giving a faint nod. "Use your words" he whispered, a faint smile ghosting his lips.
"Whatever it takes" I mumble defeated.
"Good girl" he whispered pulling me to rest on his thigh. My head stayed down, unwilling to meet hid gaze. His hand came up to cup my cheek. It was warm, so warm, I almost melted into his palms but my mind kept me steady. He pulled my face up to look at him, after a short stare his lips hesitantly pressed against mine. I stayed still, I didn't know what to do. He pulled back giving me a confused stare before pressing his lips against mine again. This time it was harder, more sure. I pinched my waist slightly causing me to let out a squeak which he used to slip his tongue into my mouth. I moaned softly kissing back. It was too warm, too addictive. He had barely touched me but I already felt like giving myself to him.
His hand reached to side of my skirt quickly unzipping it and tugging it off. I pulled away "What if someo-" he cut me off by placing his lips against my lips again. His fingers reaching up pulling my tie off and beginning to unbutton my shirt. I whimpered at his force, my shirt almost ripped open at his speed. He pulled away pressing his lips against my neck. He kissed and sucked along the side of my neck, leaving faint kisses on my jaw before leaving marks on my neck. Alternating between a stinging sensation and relief.
I reached for his shirt, tugging against the black button up. He took his hands away from my waist and used one to hold my wrists together while the other undid his tie. "No touching" he growled before discarding his tie and soon discarding shirt. I let my eyes trail down his torso, it was defined and pale. I wanted so badly to reach over and trail my fingers along it. In my state of awe, he reached back and unhooked my bra pulling me against him.
I took in a breath while he then lifted me up and pressed me against his desk. I whimpered at how cold it was. His lips began trailing down my collar and my chest leaving little purple bruises like the ones he had left on my neck. He took one nipple into his mouth and twirled his tongue around it, tugging slightly giving me little bouts of pain and soothing pleasure. I whimpered trying to fight his hold on my wrists. I wanted to hold onto something. He was relentless, making me squirm at my inability to avoid his lips and fingers. He kept ghosting his fingers over my inner thighs and my waist, riling me up further.
"Please" I moaned, he leaned slightly back, a satisfied look on his face. "What was that doll? Do you want me to touch you?" He asked teasingly. I let out a slight whine. "Darling I can't understand that, use your words" he repeated seeming as if to mock me.
"Please touch me" I mumbled turning my face away. I heard a low chuckle after which his fingers pushed into me. I let out a load moan, feeling pleasure at last. His fingers kept moving in and out of me, not stopping while he pushed in and out and pinched my clit. I felt my stomach tightening. "Go ahead doll" he muttered. I arched my back and came around his fingers. His hand slipped away from my wrists allowing me to grip the desk. His fingers were around my waist as he then flipped me over. I gasped softly before he wrapped a fist in my hair.
"We can finally begin" he groaned in relief. I heard the sound of his belt unbuckling followed by clothes hitting the floor. I bit my lip in anticipation, I shivered slightly feeling his tip run along my entrance. "Mine" he growled before pushing himself into me. I let out another moan as he pulled me back by my hair. He thrust into me as if chasing his own release and disregarding my own, grunts and groans kept falling from his lips while I was a moaning mess underneath him. "Fuck, so tight, so pretty" he growled before gripping my waist and thrusting in deeper. I gripped the table trying my hardest to retain my balance.
"Please please" I moaned feeling my second release approaching. "Come on doll" he muttered before thrusting into me harder and me finally coming undone. I came around him with a scream. He grunted pushing himself into me and finally he spilled himself into me. His grip around my hips loosened as we both came down from our highs. I felt loose bits of come trail down my thighs as he pulled away turning to get dressed, I slowly lowered myself off of the desk reaching down for my shirt. Both of us got dressed in silence. I finished pulling my belt around my waist when he spoke. "Beautiful" he chuckled. I turned to him,
"Pardon?" He smiled before coming up to me and with his hand on my waist, turned me to face the long mirror in his office. My lips were swollen, my hair completely ruffled and half my shirt hanging off my skirt and the collar just barely hiding my love bites. I gasped at my reflection, my cheeks heating up. "It's beautiful doll, especially cause everyone can see" his tugged at my earlobe "and smell that you're mine" he growled. My cheeks heated up even further at his statement.
"Get to class love and come meet me during Lunch" I gulped softly. I nodded running my fingers through my hair and making my way out.
How much more can he do in one day?
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I’m back!! Kind of... I was away for a while wasn’t I? Well I posted a mood board some months back and this is the first part to that series >.< It seemed better in my head but I hope it’s bearable?? Thank you for all the love on my other imagines and I hope you like this one just as much :D
“Earth has been overrun by shadows and monsters, things claiming to have hidden out of respect but now desperate to bring things back to the light, but it just seemed dark, so dark. Schools and Institutions have been overtaken, no more is there government control but rather, a new hierarchy of species has emerged. Demons rule the lands, Angels help the weak (when they can of course), Wolves guard the forests, Vampires prowl at night and humans?
Jongin is the soft, warm breeze that caresses your face during a summer evening. He is the afterglow of a sunset in july. He is the gentle sigh that escapes your lips as you’re falling asleep. He is the rush of adrenaline at the drop of a roller coaster. He is the warm feeling in your chest when a dog wags their tail at you. He is the shimmer in your eye when you’re watching someone you love tell you about their day. He is the warm, comforting feeling of a long, badly needed hug. He is the rush you feel when the sweet taste of honey hits your tongue. He is the intoxicating rush of falling in love for the first time.
Ah, I just read your Xiumin drabble! I wish it was continued.. Happy birthday to our Baozi! That was a beautifully written drabble for your bias. Thank you, I do love reading your work, whether it's a drabble or a two-shot! I hope you have a wonderful week! - Love as always from Baek anon ♡♡
Thank you so much Baek anon !! :D Gosh I feel so happy you like it. Yess, Happy Birthday to our Baozi!! ♡♡ He’s 28 now. Gosh he doesn’t seem like it at all! 😍😭 I hope you have a lovely week too! My week has been very uneventful but hopefully there will be something awesome in yours! ;D Love Always,Admin Peter Pan>
[Today was a busy day, the boys demanded they take Minseok out for the evening promising to return him after dinner time so we could celebrate although with the wink Chanyeol gave me I am 100% sure they were not referring to cake. I’m in the kitchen washing up dishes when I heard the door open and Minseok’s voice rings out “Jagi!” I smile, “I’m in the kitchen!” I called out. I hear Minseok drop his bags beside the door and then he comes up from behind and wraps his arm around my waist. “Hey love” he mumbles brushing his lips against my cheek. “I’m almost done, so you can go wash up and then we can eat some cake? If you’re still hungry.” I vaguely looked over to Minseok and continued with the dishes. Minseok pulled away to go get a towel from the rack to wipe the dishes dry.
“Minseok, it’s your birthday. No house chores for you.” I lightly scold him. When I got no response I turned to look at him, seeing his eyes scanning my torso and legs, his eyes hooded and his lips caught between his teeth. He whips the towel downward seemingly opening it up but instead, he tosses it on the counter slowly making his way to me. I kept my gaze stuck on him as he made his way over to me, one of his hands gripped my waist while the other was on my shoulder pushing me back into the wall. “Minso-?” I inquired with a small gasp. His lips attached themselves to my neck, soft kisses trailed from my neck to my jaw with little nips before he growled in my ear-
“I’d love to have cake baby but right now, I’m starving for something else.” ]
My Uminnie’s Birthday!! I had this lying in my drafts for a while and after 2 minutes of post-sleep contemplation I decided to make it a drabble instead x). His birthday is almost over in Korea aww. Happy Birthday! <3
I have realised that the more I say I don’t have time to write, the more posts I make so I have decided to remain as unpredictable as before <3
Minseok : Tequila tequila, all of my heart is in tequila, tequila.
Junmyeon : but why the hell does the dOCTOR CARE!?
Yixing : Shimmie Shimmie Coco Puff.
Baekhyun: I said I was hungry and my dad threw a potato at me…
Jongdae : I’m better at dancing drunk than I am sane!
Chanyeol : I was so good at ice skating lmao but now my butt slides on ice.
Kyungsoo : My kink is cutting body parts open.
Jongin : Maybe we show love to dogs as nature’s way of reducing reproduction.
Sehun : I’m gonna screenshot and print all of these just to remember how stupid ya’ll are.
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Welp… I tried!
I’ve always wanted to do this and I honestly think Kyungsoo was spot on xD
What do you all think?? Also since I won’t be able to write a lot for a while feel free to send in small ideas or asks and I’ll make drabbles out of them and/or answer them!
Oh! Sorry, it's Baek anon again, I forgot to mention in my other message that I'm super excited for Jasey Rae pt2, "Remembering Sunday", I bet it'll be incredible like the rest of your work! You're so very sweet and once again, I couldn't be happier about other people discovering and loving your work just like I do. And when so many people see how talented you are and love reading your fics, knowing I was there since the beginning will be such a nice feeling to have. Take care! Baek anon ♡♡♡
Have you heard the song?? Remembering Sunday? It's absolutely beautiful. I expressed most of what I wanted to say in the other ask but I'll say it again.You being here from the beginning and encouraging me makes me believe that "yeah, I should keep writing".You should feel just as proud because you've encouraged me so much it's been a dream.Love Always,Admin Peter Pan
Ahh! I just saw!! Congratulations on the recognition! You're such an amazing writer, I've always thought you and your blog should be way more popular than they are right now, and I'm so happy for you that it's finally happening. You're amazing, and your work is amazing too. Seriously, congratulations! Sending love as always, Baek anon ♡♡
Gosh I'm so happy haha. Thank you for believing in this blog so much. I'm really happy my blog is getting bigger, that makes me want to keep writing more and more! I'll never forget you though Baek anon ;)I might even beg for your attention sometimes (which I have done before xD) but thank you for all the support, genuinely.
Hey! I just wanted to let you know how much I love your writing! You are my favourite writer ever. Another author I love is one that I don’t think is anywhere near as popular as they should be. Do you know @anotherscenarioblog? Their work is amazing too, I was wondering if you might like to read some of their work? You really don’t have to, I’m sorry to bother you..
Hello love!! Thank you so much, that means the world. But your favorite writer, omg, I don’t deserve that title ; ~ ;
I haven’t heard about them but i’ll definitely check their blog out! 💖@anotherscenarioblog You have a lovely fan that loves your stuff!!! Keep up the great work! (anything you’d recommend I read? Any favorites?)
To the anon: Gahh you're so sweet!! I'm so happy you love my work, this just made my day! I was about to type something really cheesy and romantic but I'm too shy >.< <br>
Having fans like you are what make me want to keep writing and I appreciate it so much. ♡
To @fairyyeols : I hope you like my work!! I'm afraid I don't post very often so I don't have too many fics up yet but my favourites are probably Jasey Rae and My Muse? I'm still pretty starstruck that you're probably checking my blog out >.< . And yes I'm so glad I have fans like this, sometimes I feel like I don't even deserve them. ♡♡
Thank you for letting me know!! I accidently deleted your ask but I've fixed the link and it should work now! 😊😊 (I updated it as well ahaha) and you weren't bothering me at all! :)
