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#i do really think that miss emily lacrocs speaks in monotone instead of being angry or weirdly flirtatious all the time #half the time she's trying to read her own body's language.#she seems like she's daydreaming but then also acutely aware of everything.. she must be creepy to #talk to.. bug-yellow eyes #she's just o_o #always o_o #she feels emotions we're not doing that emotionless bs thing #man ill just make a small meta of what to expect when talking to amelie #she's so much more smarter than she lets on too #i think the primary way your muses can interact with her is her in a mundane setting #but we can plot! soon!#tbd.

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okay, plotting call.

#owo

just a reminder that my amelie has lumbar lordosis, caused by her past of professional gymnastics & dancing starting at such an early age. that’s the reason for her seemingly unrealistic posture.

#TBT.#yeah.. i post something like this every time i revamp but :B

❮ ⸮⸮⸮ ❯ ⦂

❛❛ ––––––––– yes. * ❜❜

* A TRUTH: here she is, unassigned, & reassigned again, fugitive - sanction’d, & her arms cross defensively ––––––––– god - hood rethought, god - hood removed and rebirth’d, god - hood (un)existing.

𝑨 𝑫𝑬𝑬𝑷 𝑭𝑹𝑶𝑾𝑵, 𝑼𝑵𝑩𝑬𝑳𝑶𝑵𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑮, but existing. VIRAGO ANTHEM: her immortality is threatened by the promise of humanity, far - off, & intangible –––––– evangelistic morality penetrates her security, & loosens what she calls HER OWN. ( DO I BELONG? DO I BELONG? DO I BELONG? ) she keeps herself unassumed, intentions kept under - tongue’d, & SUDDENLY her mouth is filled with salted syllables. she shifts, eyes blinking behind rose - tinted glasses, & a huff –– almost impatient –– escapes past her mouth. ❛❛ –––––– i would imagine you rarely see new faces. does THIS ONE bother you ? ❜❜

❛❛ 𝑛𝑜. ❜❜ she speaks matter - of - factly, her hands folding within their opposing / respective cubital fossa. her posture is not imposing, rather . . . 𝘪𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, whether it brings her comfort or it was simply muscle memory . . . SHE COULD NOT TELL. 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, but her own conscious's shortcomings is not what captures her attention. amélie stares intently at the women she NOW deems strange, dully acknowledging the humorous fact that she had not yet blinked in more than a few hours------- it wouldn’t do her any good if she 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚍 talon’s newest recruit so soon ( BUT SOMETHING PRIMAL INSIDE EACH WORN TENDON & TRAINED BONE TELLS HER THAT THIS . . . 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 . . . WOULD NOT BE EASILY FRIGHTENED ). ❛❛ pardon my manners, ma chérie, do not take me the wrong way. your face is far from bothersome, i am tired of seeing the same old here. ❜❜ her voice is smooth, 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝖼𝖼𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗋𝗂𝖼𝗁. ❛❛ i’m assuming you haven’t been briefed on the latest mission ? ❜❜

#wonderais #TBT.#wait this reply sucks so much omg anyways it's fine #we really do gotta talk omg we need an goal for this thread #also yeah she's not about to ask diana for her name.. she doesn't care.. For Now. she'll look her up later anyways #😳

#everyone say hello to our favorite rich french woman................................................................#🥰#so im slowly working out a concrete.. 'lore' (if you will) for widowmaker.#i don't enjoy how half-assed her canon background is.. 'emotionless killer' SLDIHBDSF SHE SHOWS EMOTION #SHE GETS ANGRY.. SHE GETS FRUSTRATED #once you realize that widowmaker was only made for men who want to get h*rny over a fat ass and snarky assassin in tights..........#it just feels so horrible #it's demeaning... but we're not going to get into That tonight. let's talk about a few ideas i have.#1) amelie's emotions relating to morality & sense of self/love are suppressed. loyalty and attachment are not.#in fact.. her feelings of attachment are heightened.. (all this through hypnosis & other torture methods) but it's not to herself or her #husband.. it's to talon.#talon is rewiring amelie's brain.. not erasing it like her canon alludes to #2) amelie's memories of her 'former self' are also suppressed. it's all like.... a fever dream for her.#from my research.. the stronger the emotions/memories.. the harder it is to get the brain to just block it out #trauma will cause the brain to NATURALLY suppress memories.. that's where we get a few of the mental illnesses we know today #so im wondering if talon used a combination of faux-trauma & artificial hypnosis #linking together a made-up traumatic event to her memories isn't too hard #so im thinking.. the death of her husband at her hands coupled with 'good' memories of overwatch to have amelie think #overwatch are the fucked up ones.............#which leads me to my third point #3) i wonder if there's a so-called layer of 'protection' in amelie's mind.. like i mentioned above.. linking overwatch with bad memories #would cause her to align with either herself or talon. im sure there's some other correlation with talon &.. 'security' or 'redemption'#there's many more correlations but im just being vague for now #i mentioned that moira might have added this.. but frankly.. i don't know. i have to spend some time with moira (blog? :flushed:)#but either way... im just saying.. my OWN brain is exploding trying to scientifically think this shit through omg widowmaker is my own oc no #😎#tbd.#(ill write..... Tomorrow)

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I’M IMPOSSIBLE . –– by róisín. personals do not r/b please.

#IM LOSING ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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#well would you look at that #AES.

❛❛ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒--------- 𝑛𝑒𝑤. ❜❜ what might have been a question comes as a flat statement. what do you feel, widowmaker ? a ghastly voice whispers in her mind; she thinks it to be moira’s annoyingly vainglorious tongue. despite her apprehension, curiosity takes the main stage, like a parasite, LIKE A SEASONED FISHER’S WELL - ABUSED BARB----------- amélie takes careful account of the feeling: 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲, 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭, 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞. there’s a long pause, her meticulously trimmed fingernails making a melody out of their rhythmless scraping against the unkempt wall. each swipe of her hand pulled away more & more yellowed paint. talon’s makeshift headquarters didn’t satisfy her select taste, but she had held her tongue ( but the VERY FACT that she contemplated letting her criticism be heard makes many rounds in her mind. 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗐𝗈𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗉𝖺𝗐𝗇. )