me to jarl karl jfuckihatedrawingkarlsomuchandicantdrawchibisforbullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* scareddissapeatrs*
ok imm going to wake up again but its so obviosu it get stale niw. now today its so hopeless ive grown very hopeless? yeah laugh luagh i laughed im so obvus wit it dont u see? i dont really want to leave my room anways im so (lo ved) okay it hinjk im leaving for this whole year and when i come back i think il be the same as it ever WAS😮 e,moji i i cant realy taek this you know i wish i wasnt so paranoid it ruiuned it alls again like all the time i just want to be saved from whatever world im in please taek me back into the internet? im so stuck in real lief wtf!!!! itd ll the saem here too so i dont even knwo where my life is going to walk to these years im at such a end point i know i can do someother things i know maybe wioll help me feel like okay but its liek i cant and i am just stuck in an endless loop of my paranoia and laziensej 480p i wished someone or somehting coulf save me already from thi s horrible human body i was cursed into ? iknwow i can do it evertday i can see it from === all idk why am i not stopping this? oh my gd bruh i want cake rn waht am i gonna do this feels like the last limteted edition time i have left to proof im not ever gonna be somethign in life OH SOB why cant my life b 8easy-? sob! 1 i dont know . leave! imleaving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im A FOR - id k 4 how long iyhink i typed it here but i cant bother 2 see when so i dunno actayully- why is that makert gray😨 and attiditue. i am des[rey more than ever no matter what i have its not enough to feel liek i did something in life im too hopefull for the ------- - thr life its just sad honest honest i know thta endinf was supposued t32 be hopeful but its just a remind er to me i odnt understand myself anymore esp when my own body is against me do yout h its liek it is meow meow meo e meow meow i can barely walk without feeling horribly sad about it how am i suupsod to chance y life in this body .? its so scary now i think i was gnnna write something else importe but i forgot. knowsee this is just my horribale human body sob sob sob magic castle sometimes i do wish i was normal ok i leave to the door with the cat picture on it adn leave and drive myself more insane wit the mundane tomorrow tomorrow tomror do you ever feel so hopeful and so helpless//hopeless at the same time of days? look down from the window with fear and digust i wsih i wassigh
Well all the odds are there in my favor Something's bound to begin It's got to happen, happen sometime Maybe this time, maybe this time I'll win
