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ιnd. & ѕel. тнeo decĸer // тнe goldғιncн

[antiqcated]

“ＹＯＵ  ＣＡＮ  ＬＯＯＫ  ＡＴ  Ａ  ＰＩＣＴＵＲＥ  ＦＯＲ  Ａ  ＷＥＥＫ ＡＮＤ  ＮＥＶＥＲ  ＴＨＩＮＫ  ＯＦ  ＩＴ  ＡＧＡＩＮ.  ＹＯＵ  ＣＡＮ ＡＬＳＯ  ＬＯＯＫ  ＡＴ  Ａ  ＰＩＣＴＵＲＥ  ＦＯＲ  Ａ  ＳＥＣＯＮＤ ＡＮＤ  ＴＨＩＮＫ  ＯＦ  ＩＴ  ＡＬＬ  ＹＯＵＲ  ＬＩＦＥ.”

independent && selective         Theo Decker       of the goldfinch.            est. 2020

[nereiids]

“And just as music is the space between notes, just as the stars are beautiful because of the space between them, just as the sun strikes raindrops at a certain angle and throws a prism of color across the sky—so the space where I exist, and want to keep existing, and to be quite frank I hope I die in, is exactly this middle distance: where despair struck pure otherness and created something sublime.”

— Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch

[187o]

“I can barely conceive a type of beauty in which there is no melancholy.” ― Charles Baudelaire

[wickedlymeme]

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.” 

[bewitchingmemes]

touch-starved starters!!

❝ no one’s ever done that to me before. ❞

❝ could you play with my hair? ❞

❝ i can’t remember the last time i did this with someone. ❞ 

❝ that feels nice. ❞

❝ i haven’t been hugged in years. ❞

❝ i never want to let go. ❞

❝ let’s just cuddle forever. ❞ 

❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞

❝ i just want to be held for a little while. ❞

❝ you’re legally obligated to keep holding me. ❞

❝ i think i forgot what human contact felt like. ❞

❝ i need to remember what hugs feel like. ❞

❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞

❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞

❝ i’ve never been in a relationship before, so i don’t really know how to do the whole…kissing thing. ❞

❝ you were my first kiss. ❞

❝ could we cuddle, like, platonically? ❞

❝ i’m in desperate need of a hug. ❞

❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞

[chalamet-chalamet]

📷 by shotbyorion

[vegaschapters]

the goldfinch, donna tartt / a case of you, joni mitchell

[roseygraphics-deactivated201801]

having a backbone: rpc edition

not everyone is going to like you and the faster you come to this conclusion the easier you will find your time on this website.

people will talk behind your back: let them because if they can’t say it to your face clearly it’s not important. some people aren’t worth convincing. 

someones dislike towards you does not determine your whole worth & it’s important to remember that.

someone you may know will block/softblock you: no matter how much you’ve done for them, been there for them or shared with them, unforunately, it’s best to let them go.

it’s not your duty to impress others: do things that you find productive for your enjoyment online & offline tumblr. 

you may not always fit into a group: but that doesn’t make you any less adored or respected. 

being selfish is okay: especially for your own mental health as long as you’re not putting down others. 

you’re going to have bad days: never let someone in this community make you feel bad for them.

you’re going to have great days: embrace them & enjoy them

[antiqcated]

@mxwells​ said: “Honestly, just stop it.”

        theo paused, taking her exasperated plead as a command.     there wasn’t much more he could do at that moment save     for blink at her from behind his glasses. force of habit had     the middle knuckle of his index finger pressing his spectacles     up against his face before he finally spoke up again. “I’m sorry..”

[totaldisaster97]

[bupagentkent]

If we ship something (or our characters otherwise have a very developed relationship romantic or not) know that I definitely want to talk about it. All the time. I am totally willing to talk headcanons, scenarios, do plotting, all of that– but I don’t want to seem like I’m being pushy by bringing our muses’s relationship up. I just want to know that if I do talk about that sort of stuff with our characters that I don’t come off as annoying… Or seem like all that I’m thinking about is our ship. If you do let me know it’s okay to talk about it whenever, though, totally expect me to send you anything I think of when it comes to our muses relationship! There’d certainly be no shortage of things to talk about. I just want to make sure that you’re just as engaged in it as I am.

[abernathied]

   ❝ ғorgιve мe, ғor all тнe тнιngѕ ι dιd вυт мoѕтly ғor тнe oneѕ тнaт ι dιd noт. ❞

ind. && selective Francis Abernathy of The Secret History est. 2020 | by Carlie

[antiqcated]

@russianllterature​ said: ❛ don’t go, stay with me, have a drink of wine with me. ❜

                        ❛ boris — ❜ the argument dies at that minute, right on the tip of                         his tongue. he doesn’t have it in him to try and deny himself anymore.                         another longing look is spared for the door before his hand lets go                         of his coat that’s still on the hook. he turns, bumping the bridge of                         his glasses up with his knuckle before he meets the other man’s eyes.                                                 ❛ good vintage, at least? ❜

[maxnce]

ＨＡＲＳＨＮＥＳＳ  ＩＳ  ＦＯＲ ＴＨＥ  ＧＯＯＤ  ＯＦ  Ａ  ＢＯＹ. ＳＯＦＴ-ＨＥＡＲＴＥＤＮＥＳＳ ＷＩＬＬ  ＲＵＩＮ  ＨＩＭ.

ind. selective original character. est. Jan. 2020. loved by Carlie

[ghostling]

Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

[antiqcated]

“ＹＯＵ  ＣＡＮ  ＬＯＯＫ  ＡＴ  Ａ  ＰＩＣＴＵＲＥ  ＦＯＲ  Ａ  ＷＥＥＫ ＡＮＤ  ＮＥＶＥＲ  ＴＨＩＮＫ  ＯＦ  ＩＴ  ＡＧＡＩＮ.  ＹＯＵ  ＣＡＮ ＡＬＳＯ  ＬＯＯＫ  ＡＴ  Ａ  ＰＩＣＴＵＲＥ  ＦＯＲ  Ａ  ＳＥＣＯＮＤ ＡＮＤ  ＴＨＩＮＫ  ＯＦ  ＩＴ  ＡＬＬ  ＹＯＵＲ  ＬＩＦＥ.”

independent && selective         Theo Decker       of the goldfinch.            est. 2020

[a-muse-ments]

Munday Meme Extraordinaire

Send me a symbol and I’ll answer ooc

☕  - Do you prefer coffee or tea? Perhaps neither, or both?

☠ - Do you think you’d survive a zombie apocalypse?

☺ - Post a picture of yourself or describe what you look like!

⚽ - Are you active?

⛄ - Do you have a favourite holiday?

♫ - Do you listen to music when you write? If yes, what kind of music, if no, why not?

☤ - Have you ever had to go to the emergency room? Why?

♪ - Do you play any instruments?

⚖ - Opinions on the fandom your muse blong to?

♿ - Is there anything about your body you’d like to change if given the chance?

✂ - Do you hate people easily?

✼ - Do you think the character/characters you role play as reflect who you are?

⚄ - Do you play videogames? Have a favourite?

✵ - Are there any other fandoms you’d like to approach?

⚜ - If you role play more then one muse, do you have a favourite?

⛔ - In real life, are you friendly?

⨁ - Do you hold grudges, or easily let things go?

♥ - Besides fictional characters, is there someone you love?

♾ - Which timezone are you in?

W - What do you do for a living?

♡ - OTP for your muse?

⚔ - NOTP with your muse?

☰ - Fun random fact about the mun!

☘ - Wildcard! Ask the mun anything you’re interested in finding out.