why aren't you active anymore? obv you have responsibilities but I've been missing your content D:
Guy returns for 0.5 seconds
This chapter of my life has seemingly ended and I want to wrap this up with a sort of explanation,
Tw for unhealthy obsessions and like mental health
I was obsessively into radqueers to the point where it was harmful to me. Which sounds incredibly absurd but I was so deep into the mental aspect of it and the logic behind it that I neglected my school work and my social life.
I genuinely became Cady Herron from mean girls when shes explaining that she talked about Regina majority of the time and the other half of the time she was waiting for someone else to bring her up. That was me
Not to mention my discord server which I haven't checked on in months and have no idea how its operating, the group chats I was in with me and other anti radqueers. It was absolutely absurd how much something on tumblr had directly woven itself into my life.
It was becoming such an issue where there were moments where I was sitting with my mother in the car talking to her about radqueer IDs and stuff she'd never understand nor hear about again.
It was incredibly unhealthy for about a year and a half maybe longer. It was a rabbit hole i was sucked into that i was unable to leave because it became routine to check tumblr every morning. It became a routine to search for long psychology papers on whatever discourse was happening at that moment just so I could be the one in the right.
I started to step away for a while and ive finally reached a point in my life where I am not obsessed with people on tumblr and what they think and what they post.
Do i regret it? Depending on what the thing is absolutely, i was harassing people for really no good reason. I met so many good people here who im un sure as to how many of them are still active on this side of tumblr im grateful for them.
Ive found very not mentally draining hobbies that don't make me stay on a computer for 6 hours, ive gotten really fond of fanfic writing (though you'll never find me mentioning what fandoms lol) ive become much more active in school, ive started collecting things. Lots of fun.
Thank you to my 200 followers as I am posting this, though I no longer classify myself as a anti radqueer thank you for reading my shitty posts it means a lot, I might pop by every so often (maybe every 4 months? And thats probably on the lower end)
My stamps page anti radqueer Dave (no idea what the actual user is i havent used the account in like 6 months) will also be inactive going forward
Bye bye !