lexᶻ𝗓

versez le sang, mes beaux amis...and let the darkness set us free

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Excuse me, um, I love you ૮ ྀིᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈ ྀིა · ° ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

about me | lexᶻ𝗓 ☆ she/her ☆ '05 ☆ lesbian ☆ latina ☆ lottiejackieshauna enthusiast ! ☆ rose landry's #1 fan ☆ I love my gf @wizorbjt

✧ feel free to dm me or leave asks, I want to make new friends ✧

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dni: basic dni criteria (racist, homophobic, misogynistic, sexist, ableist, discrimination, etc.) zionist/neutral, shauna antis!

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 09. megangate^3

a/n: so heyyyy ummm just came to post this to let y'all know I'm not dead! I haven't had a lot of motivation lately 😞 but I'm trying to get back into it!

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 08. megangate^2

a/n: short chapter I'm sorry I've been gone for so long school has been kicking my ass

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Girl, I miss nobody new so much, i'm loving the story and every day I check it looking for an update.😔

I'm so sorry 😞😞😞 I've been so busy with school, I'll work on it soon I promise

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 07. megangate

a/n: spring semester started so I will try my best to updated as much as possible but they may be a bit slow sorry for the inconveniences

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[lawtties]

shauna snoopyman

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This is so important to me

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MY BRAIN??? Yours is amazing too!!! I’ll come up with more soon!🫶🏼🩷

-💻

Yay can't wait to see what else you come up with !! 🤗

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OKAY I AM BACK! Buisness!Jackets Headcannons (?):

Shipman & Co.

-Probably a publishing house since Shauna is a literature major

-Shauna writes but also help new up incoming writers

-Taissa takes care of the legal part being a lawyer

-Van and Nat do graphics for the website and logo also media PR

-Jackie does promo campagins and does event managing

This is what I got so far!

Also I’ll be 💻 anon!

⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ extra. business!jackets hcs

a/n: 🖥️ anon your brain omg. This is all I could come up with and I just had to include a bit of y/n

thinking about Van jokingly saying something about starting a publishing house at a party one night and Jackie taking it seriously.

Jackie who begins planning everything down to what each girl will do. I'm talking full spreadsheet with assigned job.

business!jackets graduating and actually following through with their plan. They have to get some random business major to help though because they lowkey have no clue what they're doing.

Shauna who not only writes but also gathers new and upcoming writers through any possible way. The rest of the girls are honestly impressed with how many new writers she convinces to join.

Shauna who gives incredible constructive criticism and is really talented when it comes to finding new authors that need help spreading out their stories

Taissa having to basically do all the paper work and handle any legal stuff. She has to handle the contracts from upcoming writers, the copyright laws, acquisitions. Basically the backbone of the company without her they'd be bones.

Jackie and Van being the social media managers. They're in charge of running the instagram account or whatever they decide to open. I wouldn't be surprised if they decide to literally make an account on everything.

Hmmm thinking about Jackie and Van always arguing about what post looks better and asking Nat to be the mediator (she picks jackie’s also everytime, she does NOT want to sleep on the couch)

Nat who is in charge of making the logo and posters for the company. Maybe she and Van decide to make a cute ad to post on social media, which Jackie lowkey does not want to post because it'll “ruin” the aesthetic.

Jackie who bothers Shauna constantly about holding events to gather new writers.

Shauna who does eventually give in but if it doesn't work out she threatens to fire Jackie (she wouldn't actually)

Taissa who is always early, honestly Shauna too I feel like they would be workaholics.

Jackie who stops by a local cafe every morning getting everyone their favorite drinks and pastries. She loves to support small business.

Ohhhh maybe Jackie who asks the cafe owner if they can place advertisment in the cafe.

Nat who likes to make cool posters, she messes around a lot of the times but eventually actually ends up with something worthy to use.

Shauna who forces y/n to help her with the money part of the business since she's a math major. Although she always tells Shauna that she isn't an accountant and it's not the same.

y/n who stops by sometimes to drop off food for the girls, or just make sure they're taking breaks. Especially Shauna since that girl is constantly stressed.

business!jackets who run a successful publishing house and maybe even have articles written about them who knows.

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 06. who tf is mei mei

a/n: this took so long because I lowkey ran out of motivation after holidays started and I went on vacation but we're getting there again! Also 💻 anon if you're reading this, I'm working on the business!jackets headcanons 😋

You were sitting at your desk. Leg bouncing up and down impatiently, while you waited for her.

Shauna knocks on your door hesitantly and way to softly for someone who's been struggling with her homework. You open the door and she's standing there. Her hair's messy like she's ran her fingers through it a million times, her notebook and laptop are clutched against her chest, and she has this oversized hoodie on that looks suspiciously like...yours? Like the one you've been looking for actually, your eyebrows furrow in curiosity slightly once you notice it but you don't comment. Your cheeks slightly flushing at the thought of her wearing your clothes (gaywad).

You step aside, awkwardly gesturing her to come inside. “Hey” you say trying way too hard to sound casual.

“Hey” Shauna mumbles back, her voice barely above a whisper. She steps in her eyes wander around your room like she's never stepped foot in it even though she definitely has countless of times.

You shut the door behind her gently, the air in the room feels strangely different. Significantly charged and heavy after what happened this morning, the words ask her about jackie linger in the back of your mind.

You turn slowly, half expecting to see Shauna already sitting at your desk but when you turn she's still standing there, items clutched against her chest tightly.

You chuckle lightly, “you can sit you know?” you say, trying to keep that light, easy mood you guys always have despite how intense things feel. Shauna blinks, caught off guard “right. yeah.” she mumbles quickly shuffling over to your desk. She sets her things down and pulls out your chair, sitting on the very edge of it and turning to you expectantly.

You offer her a smile, sitting on the edge of your bed that's right next to your desk. Close enough that you can see over her shoulder but not close enough to actually touch shoulders. “So what is it that you need help with?” you ask, voice soft. Shauna props open her laptop, a bunch of derivative problems popping up on the screen.

Shauna exhales slowly, opening up her next notebook. “Honestly, I think everything.” she admits. You stifle a laugh, that earns you a playful glare. “No, no I get it. Let's see” you say shuffling a little closer, you're practically off the bed. She smells faintly of your detergent, and now you're sure she's definitely wearing your hoodie.

Your eyes flicker to it for a split second, she notices of course she does.

“This uh- you left it in my room the other day” she starts, tugging at the hem “I grabbed it in a hurry, I hope it's okay. I can take it off if you-”

“No,” you say a little too quickly. You clear your throat, “I mean, it's fine. Yeah, it's totally fine.”

Shauna's lips twitch just an inch, “okay” she breathes out.

You smile awkwardly, hands clamping up and you swear she can hear your heart about to beat out of your chest. You swallow leaning forward to look at her notebook “okay so let's get to work."

Time usually goes by quickly when you're with Shauna and it also goes by quickly when you're studying. So combining the two well, time flew by and neither of you had been paying attention to the time either. The words lingered in the back of your mind throughout the whole study session. Ask her about Jackie.

You lean in, looking at the problem she's currently working on “Shauna this part, you're overthinking it.”

“I always overthink it” Shauna says, brows knitting together as she squints at her work.

You keep walking her through derivatives, correcting little mistakes and explaining things she doesn't understand. But the thought is still there, floating around.

You hesitate, then take a deep breath “shauna is it okay if I ask you something?”

Shauna stiffens. Not a lot but enough for you to notice. She nods anyway “uh- yeah sure”

You cough awkwardly, playing with the edge of her notebook “earlier today…in the um kitchen” you swallow “with Jackie, you two seem…close.”

Shauna's pencil pauses “we are" she says carefully “she's my best friend.”

You nod quickly “no, yeah right…I know that. I just- nevermind sorry” you cut yourself off embarrassed.

She finally turns to look at you, really look at you “Why? Did something happen?”

You shake your head “no, I mean Jackie followed my twitter, don't know how she found it but that's not…” You trail off, biting your lip. The intensity of her gaze wasn't helping “I was just curious, you just seemed…weird is all” you say, wincing and immediately regretting it

“Weird?” Shauna says, you nod carefully “yeah, it's just she whispered in your ear and you got all red and stuff. I was just wondering if you two like…you know. I mean not that it's any of my business..” you trail off again, noticing that you're rambling.

Shauna stares blankly before speaking up “Jackie and I are just friends, she just likes to tease me. She knows how to get under my skin easily, but we're not like together or anything.”

You nod “right, yeah. Sorry. I didn't mean to like assume or anything.”

“It's fine don't worry about it” Shauna mumbles turning back to her notebook

There's a pause, not entirely awkward but there.

“I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick. Be right back, don't overthink the problems” you say, standing up and leaving your phone face up on the desk.

Shauna watches you leave, trying her best to focus on the derivative that's taunting her right now after that conversation.

Your phone screen lights up almost immediately, perfect timing at that. Shauna doesn't mean to look, she really doesn't but her eyes flicker over to the screen anyways.

my mei mei: y/n/n it's almost six

Shauna's eyebrows furrow, a pout subconsciously forming on her lips as she reads the text, mentally scolding herself and turning back to focus on the problems.

buzz

my mei mei: should I head to your dorm yet

Shauna's eyes flicker back to your phone screen, she can't help it, it's right there. “My mei mei who the hell is that” Shauna mumbles to herself, the scowl on her face growing exponentially.

She's already coming up with the worst possible scenarios in her head simply from the contact name.

Who the hell has the name mei? That's got to be some sort of nickname which in a way doesn't make Shauna feel any better. What was her contact name on your phone? Did you give her a cute nickname?

Was this your girlfriend? Did you have a girlfriend she didn't know about?

Yet again the only person she's ever seen in your dorm was Lottie, so there's no possible way…unless you actually did have a girlfriend that you didn't tell her about. Then again she's only ran into Lottie twice so who knows how many people you've actually had over.

Shauna groans, facepalming this was pathetic, she was sitting here, in your dorm room, wearing your hoodie, overthinking and you were taking a long time in the bathroom unaware of how shauna's currently feeling.

As if on cue, she hears your footsteps approaching the door. Shauna straightens up immediately, eyes going back to her notebook pretending to be deep in thought. As if she isn't battling herself internally.

“Sorry, I took a long a time” you say softly shutting the door behind you. “Did you figure out the problem?” you ask leaning over her shoulder to look at her notebook.

Shauna swallows then nods “yeah I think so” she mumbles unsure. You hum softly, calculating the problem in your head “see you're getting the hang of it, I knew you could do it. Only took us-” you pause realizing you don't even know what time it is.

You grab your phone to check the time, “fuck” you whisper out. How could you forget about your hang out with Megan. “Shit it's six.” you mumble mostly to yourself but Shauna catches it of course. You cough awkwardly “I mean it only took us about five hours” you chuckle awkwardly.

Shauna nods carefully “I should probably…go” she says reluctantly already moving and packing up her stuff ready to bolt. “Thanks for helping me with calculus and stuff, I owe you one really” Shauna spits out rapid fire. “Shauna-” you begin but she was already out the door. You stand there dumbfounded “what the fuck” you whisper.

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Happy New Year!!🎊🎉

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALTHOUGH I'M A LITTLE LATE

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Okay, this just be my neurodivergent brain, but why did I picture Shipman & Co. being an actual business in the future for the smau LOL😭😭😭

LMAO WAIT IMAGINE THAT 😭😭 what kind of business would it be though

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 05. math major

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⠀⠀jackienat and lottielee .. ? oh yuno BALLL.

Yup yup you know it

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 04. you met who?

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a/n: I just realized I could make the texts dark mode....

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 03. That's Jackie? pt. 2

a/n: Update for my birthday today, also if you want to be added to taglist comment or send me an ask 😋

The next morning - 9:30 am

You woke up groggy from sleeping so late last night. Eyes burning, an inevitable yawn escaping as you get up to stretch. The consequences of staying up doing homework like you said you were going to and laying in bed for a couple of hours, just staring at the ceiling and contemplating what the hell you were doing with your life. But hey you live and you move on. What's the worst thing that could happen?

Right?

You shuffle your way to your closet, quickly throwing on an old hoodie. Already moving to head towards the kitchen you share with the rest of the girls in your apartment, shutting your dorm behind you softly. You pad your way towards the kitchen, some water would be nice. Cereal sounds good too.

You don't bother looking up at first too busy rubbing your eyes with the sleeve of your hoodie and yawning again. You're about to open the fridge when you hear someone.

A voice you definitely do not recognize.

Not Shauna. Not even one of your other suitemates.

You freeze. Slowly turning.

Jackie Taylor is in your kitchen.

Jackie. Taylor. Is. In. Your. Kitchen.

"Good morning," she says softly. Your brain lags, it takes you a second before you respond.

"oh uh, good morning" you say, impressed with yourself that you even managed something out. Jackie just laughs, finding your flustered state cute "l hope I didn't freak you out. I'm Jackie, Shauna's friend. We stayed up late talking last night and I slept over, hope you don't mind"

"No!" You say way too fast "It's fine. You're fine. I mean- that's not what I meant- not that you aren't fine. You're more than fine, like I mean-" you sigh "I'm y/n" you grimace, wanting more than anything to slam your head against the fridge door.

Something in Jackie's expression changes, like something just clicked into place. The last puzzle pieces that was missing. Her eyes widen slightly, just enough for you to notice. A knowing smile creeping it's way up to her face.

"Oh," Jackie says, almost...thrilled? "You're y/n"

You blink, slightly startled. She knows who you are?

"me?" You awkwardly look around to check if anyone else in the room had the same name as you. Jackie nods, that smile still on her face although now a bit more playfully "Shauna talks about you all the time" she says purposefully emphasizing the all.

You can feel your body heating up, way too quickly. "She-she does?"

Jackie nods again, eagerly this time. "Like...a lot. She seems to be very fond of you."

What do you even respond to that. You're just standing there like a total idiot, trying to process whatever it is that’s going on.

Jackie chuckles again, "Honestly, I kind of get it." that definitely didn't make things any better. Your brain is malfunctioning, hard.

Before you can ask her what that was supposed to mean, you hear footsteps approaching behind you. You turn just in time to catch Shauna appearing in the doorway. Her hair is messy, her shirt is wrinkled. She definitely just rolled out of bed.

Her eyes immediately dart between you and Jackie. Then they lock onto your faces, which is definitely a different shade by now.

"Are you...okay?" she asks cautiously.

Jackie smirks, answering for you "yeah, we're having a great morning"

Shauna stiffens. Eyes darting back to Jackie, sharp and warningly.

And oh so helpful you, you whisper "hi" like that makes anything better.

Shauna blinks. Slowly. She forces a smile "Hi," she says back "so you met...Jackie"

Jackie beams, nodding enthusiastically. "Yup, just getting to know each other right y/n" she says her eyes glued on Shauna's expression.

You swallow hard, "yup" you squeak out finally opening the refrigerator door because you need to do something before you implode.

"Cool, yeah cool" Shauna mutters grabbing a mug and busying herself at the counter "that's great"

It's definitely not cool. Nothing about this is great actually. You're blushing like crazy, flustered, shy, awkward in a way Shauna would usually find adorable, if it wasn't over Jackie, and Shauna's expression makes that very clear, to Jackie at least.

You finally manage to grab that water bottle you initially came to get, while Jackie stands up. “Well I'm gonna get going, I promised Nat I'd go to the record store today” she says clearly directed towards Shauna. “Nice meeting you y/n."

You shut the fridge door, water bottle in hand. You give her a nervous smile “nice meeting you, Jackie.”

Jackie’s grin wideness. Then she leans towards Shauna, close enough that you know it's not for your ears, whispering something incoherently.

Whatever it was that she said makes Shauna's face go bright red. Jackie straightens "later shipman," she says finally. Shooting you one last smile and slipping out the door.

You just stand there, taking a drink of your water and staring at Shauna while she refuses to look you in the eye.

You totally jinxed yourself this morning because what was the worst thing that could happen right?

Right.

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 02. That's Jackie? pt. 1

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a/n: would you all be interested if I made a tag list?

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⌞NOBODY NEW .ᐟ⌝ ∿ 01. I should just jump

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