Taking (Photos) for Granted
For as long as I can remember I've wanted to be a professional photographer. For as long as I can remember I've used one of my senses a lot more than others: the sense of sight.
In the nature vs nurture debate I'm right smack in the middle--my parents are both artists (one being an architect and art history major, and the other an interior designer and photographer) and I've grown up in an environment that arguably nurtured me to be who I am today. However, genetically I have a disposition to favor my right cerebral cortex. Just ask my high school math teacher about my math grades!
Photography came easy to me, and therefore the decision to do it on a professional level was even easier. But, I wanted to do things the right way, study and learn all I can, before throwing myself into the very large and 'real' world. Somewhere along the way, I seem to have forgotten why I love this in the first place.
In case you do not know, I was forced decided to take a gap year to work, build a portfolio, and ultimately try again next year. Since then I've been extremely caught up in my work, and even my humble attempt at a 365 project has stopped at 70 entries (I began the project mid January).
Long story short, I lost that ever elusive inspiration, and needed to find it again. When I was asked to judge, and attend, my high schools "Battle of the Bands," (stay tuned for follow up entries, once I shortlist the images that will find their way to flickr) I found something that I had lost the past few weeks--excitement. To me, the whole point of photography is freezing a moment, and in the time it takes for you to release the shutter, show everyone what it is like to see things the way you see them. That's what makes photography beautiful and an art form, and I had forgotten that.
There's nothing like a little inspiration in watching kids sing their hearts out, and break an expensive stage in two, hoping to be crowned "champion." It made me feel less like an adult, and more like a kid... granted I'm only 20, and a long ways away from being a lolo, but you get the idea. We take for granted the simple things, the things that made us want to get to where we are in the first place, and I was able to find it again last night.
I missed it. It might sound weird to be reading an entry like this written by me, when others before me have lived fuller, and longer, lives than I have. But that doesn't mean that my message is any less true than theirs. The moral is, if there must be one at all, is do not take yourself to seriously.
Slow down that shutter speed.