It was hard for Sarah to ever accept a compliment from anyone who wasn’t overtly on her same side. To her, most things were black and white, and she struggled to comprehend how someone who believed her to represent everything they considered wrong would have anything remotely flattering to say to her. On their previous encounter, he had already surprised her, but she was stubborn and she would never admit to anything, not if it meant confessing she’d been caught off guard. Her public appearance had her be so sure of what she said, she posed as the firmest believer in every single word she pronounced, she couldn’t give that up. That identity would be what made her survive this industry. Even if, in reality, she could only dream of being as certain as she pretended to be. Oh, what she would give to walk with such a strong step and her head held high, and not be wondering over and over what small stone would make her trip.
“I’m full of surprises,” she simply said with an inconspicuous shrug, finally taking a sip of her sparkling water. She did, however, take some pride in being considered the White House’s most prominent critic ( she would have disagreed, pointed his way towards one Esther Danvers, but what was the point? He didn’t mean it as a compliment, anyway ). He was right, to a certain extent – she would have skipped the event, too, if she’d been told in advance Bell and Sanford weren’t going to be there. She would have also skipped the event if she had been allowed to, but she worked for a network and a newspaper and it was both of those company’s policy to attend this dinner. That wasn’t the most glamorous answer, was it? It wouldn’t really do anything for her speeches against the communist conspiracy theories on corporate America. “If he shows up, it’s because he stole the limelight; if he doesn’t show up, it’s because he doesn’t respect the Office… We can’t really win with you, can we?” The use of the plural form was hardly an accident – Sarah knew it was a bold move, not with him but with anyone close to the Republican ticket, but she was a registered Republican, as well as a reporter, and she considered herself to be part of the solution to America’s problems.
He kept going, and she knew ( she knew ) it would take a bigger person to simply nod her head and walk away because this conversation wouldn’t give her anything new, anything she wanted. He wasn’t a candidate, he wouldn’t give her a juicy quote, he definitely wouldn’t make a good guest if he was so analytical about every single thing. What Democrats failed to understand was that people needed strong words, facts, not numbers and long speeches. If everyone was interested in politics, then politicians wouldn’t be needed. She just wanted to help get them off their high horses.
His theory on what he would have done if he’d be running the campaign really did make her smile, in an assumed you’re-kidding kind of way. He didn’t look like he would ever step anywhere near her candidates and, even though she couldn’t respect that ( nor did she want to ), she felt the same way towards his. At least, they were even. “Maybe – and this is just a theory here – the real campaign manager has some other things planned for Admiral Bell’s time,” she nearly added a precious but it sounded like a stretch. Besides, Alfred was at this event, but she was making a point, so he better not walk past them anytime soon. “Other things more worthy of his time than a gala in which politicians scratch their own backs,” for lack of better and more lady-like words, that would do.
“That’s sort of the point. The House always wins.” The pun is perfect, and worthy of appreciation despite party lines. Antony hopes she can see that at least.
She’s young, that’s what he tells himself, because it’s a little hypocritical to antagonize the company one currently keeps. But the way she phrases it absolves her of choice; she feels let down, like she arrived early for a front row seat at a standing concert only to deal with a last minute cancellation. He supposes he can empathize if the tables were turned. She feels out of place, she thinks Bell would, too- and that’s why he didn’t show. The idealization of her candidate is admirable, innocent and naive above all else. But it seemed uncharacteristically cruel for him to crush her dreams tonight. He was fairly certain time would deliver the blow in November.
“Not just politicians.” His voice is low like he’s sharing a secret, and he motions briefly to wealthy patrons as they pass by. “Donors, elitists. The type of people that are here are the same people who think they really run this country. Or that they have a say in who does, at least.” He corrects her, but he tries to avoid sounding patronizing as he does it. If anything, it’s to enlighten her- at least she could come away from the experience with having learned something.
“Appearances are everything, Ms. Modrik. You know this. So what could be a better use of his time over than rubbing elbows with the 1%?” Those are only the votes he cares about anyway. The question is rhetorical. He actually wants her to think about it.
‘The real campaign manager’ - he can take a hint without being offended, one of his many virtues. He laughs instead. “Fair enough, you’re not wrong. So just like you, I’ll keep my professional opinions buried down deep inside for the sake of the cameras.” He takes notice that his glass is empty. It seemed he needed quite a surge of bubbly to get over the hump of confronting the elephant supporter in the room.
“Well, I’ll leave you to it. Enjoy the rest of your evening.”