Watching Ted go to Tracy’s apartment 45 days before they’re supposed to meet just makes me depressed. Because if he could, Ted would go back to the day he was the most alone just to see the love of his life. Because he knows that she’s the one person who makes him the happiest. And because by that point he knows that he’s going to lose her. He knows that their time together is limited. He wants to go back and get those extra 45 days because any extra time with her would make him not feel as lonely. Those would be an extra 45 days with the love of his life before she passes away. And reflecting back on the last 45 loneliest days of his life makes him utterly and completely depressed that he hadn’t known her for 45 days more.
AND IT BREAKS MY HEART
