[derekq-art]

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[anunseenreality]

I’m so done trying to keep friendships alive with people who put 0 effort into the friendship. I’ve come to the point in my life where I’m only keeping those around who who actually show that they want to be around in any way whatsoever.

[anunseenreality]

Feeling lost again..

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[massacre-girlypop]

BLESSED POST!!! REBLOG PLEASE!!!

[coolpupmom]

So how do u kill your self without actually dying

[notartis]

Love someone who doesn’t love you back

[celticpunkandcoffee-deactivated]

[ruinedchildhood]

Hercules (1997)

[queenjsxo]

how I’m feeling now. (via @weheartit)

[jewishdragon]

[sixpenceee]

Joker graffiti                          

[7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7]

yall ever miss your own energy?? like damn wtf happened to me??

[sheholdsyoucaptivated]

me socializing

[homietwt]

[07heart]

to love—platonically, romantically, unconditionally—is to live. remember this when you want to close your heart to others.

[recaption]

[lovelustquotes]

[anunseenreality]

I can feel it coming. My interests are wavering again, but it’s different this time. It’s more controlled. I can still function for the most part, but everything is starting to seem pointless. I hate this feeling. I hate myself for feeling this way. It’s a different type of emptiness. I no longer yearn for the affection of another. It’s something else entirely now that I wish I had, something more to occupy my time with. There’s so much I should be doing but I can’t get around to it, or don’t want to? No. I want to change my life. I want to be happy with the choices I make. I want to feel joy when I work on my hobbies. I want to feel content with the things I’m currently doing in my life. I’m trying to understand why I’m longing for something more. Like what I have now just isn’t enough. There’s no satisfaction in anything I accomplish anymore. Maybe I need something more challenging? A change of scenery? To start anew somewhere else? To leave this mundane life behind for something different and out of my comfort zone... I do know I crave some sort of intensity, some sort of passion, but I do not know in what.

[ghiblighibs]

“There are still times when I feel sad, but I’m doing fine.”