we bloom until we ache

inactive; occasionally posting on my sideblog (canarydevoured)

[anyadisee]

hello i got married

two weeks ago to be exact but yes hi hello i got married and YES it's to the same person i've been with for the last six years who i met right here on this website because she read my fake boyfriends iwaoi fic and really liked it and followed me. this is a TRUE STORY

[anyadisee]

omg welcome back!!

ahh thanks!!

[meru90]

⚡️💜

[samijen]

Cyno 🥺🫶

[anyadisee]

hello i do not know how many of you following me here are still active or remember me, but i just wanted to share that last month i (1) celebrated my fifth anniversary with my girlfriend and (2) got engaged to her, it was really great, we have been very happy!!

[mucamaca]

guoshi is like xie lian, i support you being gay and dating powerful demon kings but dear god Not that one with a bad birth chart

[meltesh28]

Hualian - Love Like You

spent the last few weeks painting this!! (there are spoilers throughout the books, watch only if you’ve finished tgcf) 

thank you hualian for inventing love !!

[checaria]

these were for valentines day!! happy mxtx couples 

[022325311517]

jin ling: cant believe my mom let wei wuxian name me....... imagine calling me ruLAN bc u have a big ass fucking crush. embarrassing

lan "to recollect and long for" sizhui: yeah must suck

[anyadisee]

logging back in just to share this: almost two years ago, i received a message on here from @kazumagami completely out of the blue, and it had been an incredibly memorable conversation because 1) she was still loopy at the time due to meds from a wisdom tooth removal, 2) she disappeared for a while only to come back and explain that she saved a bird while she was gone, and 3) we quickly discovered a mutual hatred for spiders which i then turned into an iwaoi fic prompt. we haven’t stopped talking a single day since, and so much has happened between then and now. we exchanged pictures showing our everyday lives, we started video-calling, we got to know more and more about the other as the days went on. we grew closer, pretended we didn’t realize the other had developed feelings because we were a little scared, and eventually confessed on a random day at a random time after an hour of screaming over chat.

june 14 this year, she flew all the way from canada to the philippines so we could see each other in person for the first time. we spent two weeks together, trying to squeeze every little thing we could into that limited time, and it had been the loveliest, most amazing, simply the best two weeks of my life so far. and we both know it’s only the beginning of many more wonderful moments to come, since we have the rest of our lives to look forward to.

i love you, jasmine. and i know it’s only been two, three days since you flew back and that we’re literally talking over chat as i type all of this down, but i already miss you dearly. i can’t wait until we see each other again next year, and thank you for being the most beautiful moment in my life.

you are my serendipity.

[bulltanshit]

BTS mixtapes in a nutshell

RM: I’m so conflicted between by idol and rapper identities that it’s tearing me apart, but I’m slowly coming to terms with my identity as a musical artist, so I’m gonna rap in a flow so intricate and sesquipedalian that y’all cant even pretend I’m not the best in the game, also I’ve read so many nihilistic philosophy books that I wanna DIE, but not before I’ve DRUNK my WEIGHT in LIQUOR and had a RAP BATTLE with GOD

Agust D: fuck all you fake rappers, fuck your moms, fuck high school, fuck the bourgeois, fuck depression, fuck social isolation, i cant trust nobody not even myself because im possessed by an evil rapping demon consumed by its lust for greed and fame, meet me in daegu for an ass kicking you fake fucks, i’ll kick your ass, i’ll kick his ass, I’LL KICK MY OWN ASS

Hope World: 🌺 ✨ 🌸 ✨ 🌺 WELCOME TO THE PARTY ZONE🌸 ✨ 🌺 ✨ 🌸It’s A Struggle To Maintain My Public Vs Personal Personas ✨ But I’m Still ✨ Like ✨ A Super Successful Idol ✨ So Life Is Pretty Sweet For Me Right Now ✨ I Love My Bros And My Fans ✨ I’ll Give The Haters My Free Flyer Points Since They Don’t Have Any! 🌺 ;) 🌺  🌈 follow ur dreams 🌈 i luv u 💖

[95z]

ARTIST OF THE YEAR 2017 ♡ you guys deserve it 

[95z]

MIC DROP

[allforbts]

171202 BTS official’s Tweet

[#오늘의방탄] 2017 MAMA #상탄소년단 🏆🏆🏆 투표와 응원을 정말 열심히 해준 아미들에게 이 영광을 돌립니다🌹💕 함께라서 행복한 우리 :-)

[#Today’sBangtan] 2017 MAMA #AwardBoys 🏆🏆🏆 We give this honor to the ARMYs who worked really hard to vote and cheer [for BTS]🌹💕 Us who are happy because we are together :-)

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[allforbts]

171202 Namjoon’s Tweet

Sorry to forget to say my words in English !!! The glory is all yours. Only you guys deserve this. Thank you so much for all the love. You make me love myself everyday. truly. #aRMy

[yoonmin]

[jiminrolls]

mic drop! remix