Journal of the Dark Horse

[anybody-out-there]

See the one who's reckless He prays for death not damage He sees how he's been feckless Distressed by fate's miscarriage

It seems this might be endless It's torturous and savage He's hurting now and restless Weighed down with this new baggage

He moved so fast, got breathless The aim was far too lavish Now he's alone and friendless And writes these words to manage

[anybody-out-there]

Being okay is hard.

[anybody-out-there]

Mate at work almost died today. Got bitten by straya and went into shock. Pretty hectic. Lots of beer now.

[anybody-out-there]

The moon shines bright tonight, my love

It's shining just for you

The clouds blanket the sky above

But stars are shining through

I loathe the clouds, despise the sky

They make it clear, this is goodbye

The moon's bright light

It shows what's true

Show's most of all

How I hate you.

Fuck you. Die.

[tsarcasm-deactivated20180922]

[anybody-out-there]

Lovebites

Of all the songs That were never sung Our chorus was the longest

Of all the rivers Not ever to run Our current was the strongest

Of all the lakes That were never swum Our depths were the deepest

Of all the strings To be ever strum Our sounds were the sweetest

Of the the books That were ever written Ours words were the greatest

Of all the love bites That were never bitten Ours were the least likely And left me the most smitten.

[absofreakinlutely]

[ifyoureallycared]

“People have decided how they are going to perceive her. No matter how many times she smiles, they’ll put in the one picture where she’s not smiling.” - Robert Pattinson

[that-hoe-romeo]

[imsoclosetoyou]

[kissmeok]

[anybody-out-there]

I'm going to finish a removal of a 35m+ dead euc removal. I've got fuck all equipment, I've been drinking for the past 4 nights and I'm an emotional wreck. Shit's gonna get broken man. Shit's gonna get real fucked up hahaha. I'm probably gonna live though. I'm a fucking legend.

[anybody-out-there]

I'm not in a good headspace to engage in high risk work

bright flecks of coppery life pool around the base of the tree everyone thinks it's the falling that might free you it's not though it's the ever present sharpness that you carry with you, always. when it hit it cut me deeply, chasing through me and I could feel everything. it splashed then, and squirted almost comically before it ran and dripped. a black comedy. a red comedy. the sweet relief is more than i deserve and I embrace it greedily. I've longed for something like this. well, I've longed for something.

[done]

I’d love to meet someone who’s literally head over heels for me and would actually put effort in a relationship with me

[anybody-out-there]

rofl

[anybody-out-there]

Why can't I feel anything for anyone but you

[anybody-out-there]

if I die first my ghost will see for once, at least you'll cry for me

[anybody-out-there]

rough

[anybody-out-there]