kchesteer @aounari - Tumblr Blog

So after almost three years, I'm finally back here on Tumblr.

So much growth happened in that span of time.

And when I'm reading my old posts here, I cannot help myself remember all the feels... the happy times and the sad times, all in the past, but still feel recent and fresh.

But all is ok!

I guess this is a "hello" to Tumblr peeps again.

Balang araw, 'di na natin kailangan magtago mula sa mundong mapanghusga. At sa araw na iyon, maririnig na nila ang matagal nang ibinubulong ng mga puso natin. Kaya ngayon, uuwi pa rin sa 'tin.

Remember? You broke that bond, not me.

You abandoned me, left me hanging in the open air with so many questions I didn't have answers to.

And now you're wondering why i wasn't staying right where you left me.

'Cause I've already had enough of chasing people in my life. I could no longer afford to stay at a place where it felt like I had no hope to receive the love I really deserved.

Our relationship was a ghost town. Surely, it was a happy place to be in. I love silence, I really do. It's comforting, though not always, but in silence I could daydream a warm, cozy afternoon with you on the sofas.

But I hate silence, when it makes me feel so unlovable and difficult to be loved. I was a stranger to our ghost town, muted and abandoned. And when things got rough, when the oceans became unforgiving, you let our battleship to sink beneath the waves.

And now you're wondering why i wasn't staying right where you left me.

'Cause I know how I would drown there, while you were saving yourself and chose to move out from the situation silently.

'Cause I know how I would lost myself in the gloominess of that ghost town, 'cause I know how my heart made of glass would break so much from falling, 'cause I know how I will pity myself too much, and let myself drown in that sea of pessimistic thoughts.

I'd rather left than to stay in a place where I felt like I didn't belong. And out there, I quickly found the light I was looking for. He was like an angel, except that he really loves dogs and cats. He gave up heaven so he could be with me in hell, the hell that you gave me. He was my light. He saved me. I smiled at him.

But I knew in the depths of my heart, that I was the one who saved myself first. I was the one who made the right choice to get out of there, to get out of the sinking sail, to move out from the agonizing town.

Because I knew I deserved so much better. And that I knew I had to protect my heart once and for all.

and perhaps I've let you hurt me over and over again for me to prove that I'll stay no matter what even when it's breaking me already.

# 1 self-care tip for this week:

Unfriend, deattach, remove, and let go people who are not good for your mental health.

Happy 1st day of 2022! 🎇🎆

Happy new year!!! ❤️🎇

Happy new year, tumblr peeps! ❤️🥺 Hindi ko na kayo masyado nakakamusta but I hope you're okay! And I wish you all find happiness and contentment in 2022! ❤️😚

slavery

macbethz

Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.

seananmcguire

BURN BAGEL BURN

gothiccharmschool

OH WHY NOT?

harukami

I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.

Bagel what are your powers

acabosetotal

FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.

THE BAGEL POWERS ARE WAY TOO MUCH FOR THIS WORLD

token-white-friend

I GOT A JOB THE DAY AFTER MY QUEUE POSTED THIS THE FIRST TIME AND I JUST REALIZED IT WHEN I SAW IT AGAIN HOLY GOD

noodle-dragon

The bagel hasn’t let me down yet!

blackcatgodess

I got a job offer after reblogging the bagel. Believe in the bagel!

anayely420

🙏🏼

sonsfantasies

Worth a try lol

theblizzardsix

i could use some good news or even a good girl

pantspooplover

Go lil bagle! Show me your power!

itaachiyama-moved

Okii then!

blastlight

THIS IS THE FIRST THING ON MY BLOG

I GOT ASKED OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER I REBLOGGED IT

cuappatea-deactivated20200216

wait but whats happening with the bagel tho

toca144

Giv news

maiskinny

This bagel better do me and my skinnies some wonders.

st0nedsk1nnygrl

im passed my drivers test🙏🏽

becoming-a-flame

pls

notjoyfulanymore

Oh hope this works, i need some good news in my life lmao

airm0ld

plz bagel plssss 🙏

fiftyshadesofthinspi

BLESS US ALL OH HOLY FIRE BAGEL

kissmycoldlips

Bagel, pls

cari-cry

bagel please i need this thank you

eduards-stuff

And this kids is how you start a cult

mind-of-the-gremlin

I don’t normally participate in these kinds of posts buuut I’m desperately trying to convince my folks to let me get a chinchilla so I’m gonna give this one a shot even if I typiodont believe in these things.